Wolf Bond

Donovon's POV

Sitting on the edge of the bed, I rub my hands over my face then I clutch my hair as I rest my head in my hands.

The constant fight between Storm and D inside my head is driving me insane, along with the feeling of rage which I am experiencing.

"Shut up!" I yell pulling my hair, unable to stand their voices inside my head anymore, "Both of you just fucking shut up."

"Because of you, Cherry left us." Storm growls, "She doesn't want to talk to me, because of you... I hate being your wolf."

"Because of me? How am I wrong here?" I can feel anger rising inside me, "She is the one who is not believing me, and instead she is taking that bastard's side. I am her mate she should believe me, not her so-called friend."

"Have you believed her?" D asks making me frown, "When she said that she knows it is not Micah, have you believed her? She is your mate, Donovon, you should believe her, but you are believing this piece of cloth." His tone slightly mocking when he throws my own words at me.

"This piece of cloth is evidence that Micah is behind all this." I counter, feeling agitated, "The evidence which she is overlooking."

"You have never seen the person's face so you can't be sure that it's a woman, but I have a proof which indicates it is him." Picking up the fabric, I tightly clutch it in my hand, "He is not a normal werewolf, he has these weirds powers like compulsion and magic. Also, he has a reason to do this, as he loves Ivory and..." I swallow unable to say the next words.

"And he is a perfect match for Ivory." D completes my sentence, "Because both of them are equally powerful and are unique in their own ways."

"You know what?" D chuckle once humorlessly, "You are jealous of him. Because he was there for her when you messed up. This makes you afraid that she will realize that you are not good enough for her."

"You should have tried to prove yourself right in front of her, instead you have proved yourself to be a jerk." He shrugs, "I think in a way it is good, the more you will prove that you are an asshole of a person, the more she will realize my worth." He smirks.

"If Cherry will not talk to me because of you, then I will punish you." Storm growls and before I know he takes control over my body and slams it against the wall making D cheer loudly.

"Go Dog! Teach this dickhead a lesson." He hollers as Storm slams me again, but this time it is against the mirror breaking it on the impact. Shards of glass cuts my arm making it bleed instantly.

"Stop with your nonsense, Storm." I forcefully push him back inside my mind, holding my bleeding arm, as I gain back the control while my body shakes with rage.

"This is what you need to learn, Donovon." D abruptly turns serious like he was not encouraging Storm to hit me a moment ago, "To channel your emotions into something powerful, rather than letting them overpower you. Just like now you have turned your anger into your strength and fought to gain back control."

"You have to use your negative emotions in your favor because you can't let these emotions control you. You got influenced because emotionally you were weak, and could easily become the victim of your negativity. Just like you became now, by allowing jealously to take over your senses and pushing Ivory away by your venom-filled words."

Closing my eyes I sigh, because he is right. I could have handled this situation in a better way, but I made it worse.

My insecurities got better of me especially when it's combined with my fears. The truth which I have learned about myself fueled my insecurities even more and forced me to says things which I should not have. I know she has always and will remain true to our relation but when sometimes so many things are going on with your life which are out of your control, you tend to behave irrationally. I did the same and I am not proud of it accept that I have hurt her.

I should apologize to her and share my fears with her. Hopefully, even if she will not forgive me but at least she will try to understand what made me react in this way.

Abruptly, Luca barges into the room frantically looking around then his eyes land on us. And the look on his face tells me that whatever he is about to say is something which I will not like it at all.

However, before he can say something, I hear Storm ferocious growl inside my head as utters the next words making my vision turns completely red.

"Cherry is gone... she has gone after Ophelia."