Unknown Darkness (2)

(Possibly Trigger Warning.)

It was late when I was in bed. I was still trying to process such information Kieran said to me as I could not and would not believe it. But it explained too much about how things were around us when he was near me. I didn’t feel paralyzed anymore rather I was in shock.

I laid in bed wondering why it was quiet, something was telling me that this moment was not right and I needed to be wary.

I turned to lay on my side and just watch the moonlight shine on the chair that was by the corner wall. I always wanted to go sit there and just hopefully look out the window and see a flame burning from Wolf’s camp.

Oh Wolf I need you, I thought.

Sound of a creak from the door made me slightly jump and I didn’t know why considering I already knew who it was.

I peer above the cover to see who it was, Kieran silhouette coming to bed. I always dreaded this moment. Meant I need to sleep in order to keep my strength as well I didn’t have any my alone time in this room anymore.

In the last few days he has practically taking away all my freedom well what was left of it. It was suffocating.

I could hear him coming around the corner of the bed and slipping in under the covers. Instantly felt his body heat move throughout the area, but it wasn’t warm rather felt cold, a none comforting feeling that brings chills up your spine.

He scooted over to where my body laid, at the edge of the bed. His lips found my neck down to my shoulder, his cold lips giving me an uncontrolled stutter.

Why was he kissing me? But then I reminded myself he wouldn’t sleep with me, not unless he had permission.

I kept wondering what he was doing when I felt his hand touch my thigh and go down gently. At this moment I didn’t know why but felt paralyzed. He came down on my body harder but not crushing but the feeling felt like it enough to know he had the power to overcome me.

I was frozen and in despair, why was this happening now? I couldn’t understand but yet not everything he does I understand.

As these thoughts were going through my head I felt this mouth against my ear and heard him whisper.

“I know you are not sleeping, how about we have some fun tonight.”

Without my brain connected to me, I instantly tried hit him away smacking with my elbow, but he was faster. Flat on my back with him facing down at me smiling, making me look pathetic like I made a fool of myself.

“Wow you actually thought you could overcome me and win, that is cute” Kieran said making me feel so small.

I just stared at him, wondering what his next move was going to be, but he did the exact same thing and smiled at me but I didn’t know what was going through his head at all and made me feel powerless but I knew I had to get out of this.

“Why don’t we have some fun” Kieran whispered and started to bring his face closer to mine, I moved away from him but that was a mistake. His fangs pierced through my skin making my body come upright and a painful scream echoed throughout the room. That sadly turned him on and forced his body harder on me.

I was in pain all through my body just shear pain. Nothing good was coming out of this and I wanted to black out and never feel this. But all I could do was scream.

After what seemed like forever, he raised himself up hovering over me. The moonlight gave the blood on his mouth a dark tint, knowing that blood was from my neck.

My neck started to pulse from the pain I felt, it faded away slowly as the skin began to heal itself. But the pain was still there.

Kieran again lowered himself towards me and his lips were on mine and hard. I could taste my own blood, a sweet metallic.

I wanted out but Kieran wasn’t letting me move an inch, he had me pinned to the bed, so how the hell was I supposed to get out of this.

He raised himself on me again and bit into his own lip and was back on mine. His blood tasted different, it was surprisingly sweet and salty I started tasting more of it without realizing what I was doing. To his advantage he obviously knew I did and smirked against my lips.

I felt like an idiot. I broke away casting my gaze to the side, painfully gasping for air. His lips were on my neck again but just kissing me. His lips were on my ear feathering the skin, and before I could hold my mouth again.

“Why are you doing this? I thought we had a agreement” I cried with slight sob.

He slowly stopped and gripped my face in his hand forcing me to look at him in the eyes.

“Because you don’t give me much of a choice, I thought by now you have opened yourself up to me and gotten comfortable,” his words were harsh.

Before I could reply his lips were on mine harder almost causing pain.

I felt a sensation, a burning sensation against my skin, that made me realize he was taking our clothes off without me even realizing it. I couldn’t black out now, I needed to fight.

I started bringing my arms up and with every ounce of energy pushing him away. He only laughed at my attempt and painfully grabbed my wrists and threw them up above my head pinning them with one hand while the other roamed my body.

I tried kicked my legs but I barely had any movement. I was like a machine groaning because it could not move. But I couldn’t stop.

“Okay we are going to do things my way,” Kieran stated, and he barely was lifting a finger holding me down as my body struggled to fight against him.