The murder card

Dear diary, we are gradually getting ready. It has been decided that nineteen people will go. Not a big number, but the group mainly consist of children and elderly people. Quin will stay here, we can’t risk her. She is the only one with medical knowledge and if someone gets hurt and I’m sure they will, she will be able to help. Rei also taught her how to control the cameras and how to break into frequency which we will use to air the horrifying footage. Meanwhile, I bought our defenses, mostly guns, but knives as well. As I was buying this stuff, I felt paranoid, like I was being watched and judged. But I know it was all in my mind, because something like this, is completely normal nowadays. I still was going to work, pretending like nothing was going on, nut on the inside I was freaking out. I barely acknowledged customers and my surrounding. All I can think about is the plan. I know everyone is well capable of being a part of it but am I? I’ve never done something like this. I’m afraid well get caught. I don’t want to think about what might happened if we do. Ina on the other hand is excited. His bad mood disappeared and he finally got back that sparkle in his eyes. Calmly, he is looking forward to the day when it will all happen. I wish time would go faster and days of waiting would finally be over. I wish it would just happen already.