The Luna's Hidden Destiny

(Rowan)

I bounded through the forest that lined our territory. Bain’s sharp claws pierced the damp earth as we weaved through the trees. The melted snow now making the ground squish beneath his silver paws as he sniffed the air wildly. I needed to blow off steam, I needed to get my head on straight. She was the only thing on my mind and I couldn’t think, I couldn’t stay in that room. Her scent, her touch, her taste, that was all that filled me. She was all I cared about, she was all I wanted and that f****d me up. Back in the room, after I practically melted beneath her touch, those thoughts entered my mind.

Thoughts that scared me, thoughts that put a deep fear unlike anything inside of me that I never even knew existed.

‘You are overreacting, this is our mate, she IS our life.’

Bain growled at me and I snarled back.

‘So it’s normal for an Alpha to contemplate giving up his position for their mate? That if she were to refuse to be Luna, I too would step down?’

I was livid, those thoughts that entered me, they weren’t Bain’s they were my own, and that f****d me up. I thought about if she didn’t want to be Luna, if she didn’t even want to be part of the pack life…I would leave it all for her, I would leave everything to be with her and that scared the living shit out of me.

How can a woman I didn’t even know existed until three days ago have that much power over me? Everything I thought, everything I believed was just thrown out the window.

‘F**k!’

I yelled out angrily, causing Bain to howl into the night.

‘You’re overreacting, you need to calm down. We don’t even know if she will refuse. Our beautiful mate is waiting alone in bed, she is missing us, and she is worried about us.’

Bain’s voice was calm and reasonable and that pissed me off even more. Since when was he the level-headed one? I closed the link, I wasn’t ready to go back just yet. I wasn’t ready to see her, because I knew once I did, I would never be able to leave her side ever again.

After running for hours I came back to the house. Avoiding everyone the best I could as I stalked toward my office. I made sure Blake stayed with her until she fell asleep.

Which pissed me off..to think he was in the room with her. Was he touching her? Making her laugh? Was he learning things about her I hadn’t even learned yet? I slammed the door, running my fingers through my hair as I g*****d angrily.

Frustration filled me from being so far away from her. I had to make sure I was making the right choice. I had to do the right thing for my pack. I sat down on the leather sofa in my office, my head falling back as I looked up at the ceiling. I had never felt this way about someone in my life. My heart actually ached for her. What was happening to me? Was this just from the bond being so strong because it was new?

Suddenly a soft knock sounded on my door and I sat up straighter.

“Yes?” I tried not to sound pissed but it came out just as angry as I felt.

The door slowly opened and I saw Chloe’s freshly manicured nails gripping the door handle as she stuck her head through the door. F**k..great this is all I needed. I hadn’t told her about finding my mate yet. We weren’t anything serious but I know she wanted to be. I heard that she was even spreading rumors about possibly being my Luna.

“I just wanted to check in on you. I heard you guys interrogated the rogues earlier.” She said in her sickeningly sweet voice.

Was it always this grating? And looking at her now I began to wonder how the hell I had even been attracted to her to begin with. Her fake lashes and long nails, her makeup which now looked caked on for some reason. Before it attracted me how much she cared about her appearance but after meeting Mila, and seeing her natural beauty f**k…nothing could compare again.

She sauntered in, wearing a tight leather pencil skirt and white top that just so happened to be buttoned down to her chest. She wore high heels and her hair was up in a bun. Before I would have found it hot, but now I felt like she was trying way too hard.

“Is everything okay Alpha?” She said while closing the door and locking it.

“I’m fine.” I barked, not wanting to deal with this shit.

“You don’t look fine.” She teased while walking closer, her eyelashes fluttering as she looked down at me.

“What do you want Chloe.” I said firmly.

“Well, I think the question is, what do you want Alpha Rowan?” She walked in front of me, hiking her skirt up slightly, revealing a bright red thong.

Little did she know, just hearing my name come from her mouth made my skin crawl. Maybe this is what I needed though.. maybe I needed to see if all of this was just a s****l attraction to Mila, that I wanted to sleep with her and that was all.

‘You know that’s not f*****g true.’

Bain growled loudly and before I could even think Chloe was on my lap, her skirt now around her waist as she straddled me.

“You seem stressed, let me fix that for you Alpha.” She whispered into my ear, her tongue slipping out as she licked my earlobe sensually. The action caused a chill to run through me, and not one from pleasure. The fact that her saliva was now on my ear grossed me the f**k out.

Her hands slowly unbuttoned her shirt, revealing her boobs that were barely covered by her tiny bra.

“Let’s start here.” She purred reaching down quickly and unbuttoned my pants. Before I knew it my hands were on her wrist, gripping her tightly.

“I’m not in the mood Chloe.” I growled, feeling disgusted as she sat on top of me. The one woman I really wanted was lying in bed in the hospital and the guilt came crashing down.

Chloe was shocked, her eyes wide as she looked at me.

“Rowan..” she started and I couldn’t stand to look at her. I stood quickly, lifting her and placing her on the couch.

“Please leave..wait no..I will..” without even looking back I yanked the door open and took off down the hall.

What the hell was I thinking? How could I even let her walk into my office like that?

I ran outside, transforming instantly as I bounded for the woods once more. Needing to be as far away from Chloe and this place as soon as possible.

(Rogue King)

I always spit in the faces of my enemies, those who betrayed me, those who questioned me, they could all f*****g die. I would rip their f*****g throats out. I thought of all those men who tried to go against me, how they defied me. Now they cower in the other room, waiting for my next command, worshipping me. Seeing the king that I truly am. They knew their true Alpha, they knew what I was capable of. The Rogue King, a gift from the moon goddess herself.

I smirked, looking down at the blonde woman before me, her mouth on my d**k as she sucked me hungrily. Her brown eyes big and wide as she looked at her king with wonder. She wasn’t who I wanted though, she wasn’t the little wolf that I would claim as my mate, as my queen. That little wolf, she was something else, watching her, feeling her strength. She was a true Luna, she was mine, f*****g MINE. The moon goddess had made her just for me, not as my mate, knowing the Rogue King gets to pick whoever the f**k he wants as a mate. That’s how special I am, how important I am. I get whoever the f**k I want and she is it, my little wolf.

I slammed into the whores mouth, my hands gripping her head roughly as I closed my eyes, picturing my little wolf. Releasing myself into this bitch, knowing soon enough, it would be my queen with her pretty mouth around my c**k. I would find her and she would be mine.