The Damned Princess

He pushed me against the door and leaned over me, his whole body was pressed over mine. We were so close I could feel his heart beating. Such proximity was making it hard for me to even breathe, he was driving me crazy.

He wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me closer if it was possible. His hands were touching my bare skin, sparks were erupting and it felt like I was on fire, “Jayson what are you doing” I whispered.

My hands were tightly gripping his shirt, I didn’t know what to do because I have never been this close to any guy before. He moved his head on my shoulder and ran his nose along my neck and sniffed me, making me shiver. He whispered, “you smell so intoxicating Sienna”.

“You’re so beautiful, I’ve never seen anyone like you and don’t even get me started on the things I want to do to you, looking at you in this dress today” he whispered in my ear and lightly nibbled on my ear lobe. My whole body was on fire. He looked into my eyes and said “what are you Sienna, I’ve never felt this way for anyone before”, my heart was thumping against my chest.

He continued “I feel this electricity around us and I don’t know if I’m too drunk or I’m feeling sparks from your skin right now. I wanted to kill every guy who was looking at you. Dylan’s like a brother to me and I wanted to beat the shit out of him when he was flirting with you. It feels like you’re just mine and nobody has the right to even look at you”.

I was speechless, I didn’t know what to say, I was hoping that he won’t remember anything in the morning because of all the alcohol he had. “Tell me Sienna, do you feel it too”, he asked so innocently. I couldn’t stop myself and replied “I feel everything you feel love, probably a thousand times more than what you’re feeling right now”.

He tightened his grip on my waist, I gasped. He was looking at me with so much intensity, I bit my bottom lip so hard trying to stop myself from kissing him. He whispered, “I want to bite that lip Sienna”. He kissed my jaw and left a trail of kisses on my neck, my one hand moved in his hair and one was gripping his shirt as my life depended on it.

I was trying my best to not make any kind of noise. At the base of my neck, he sucked lightly on my skin and a slight moan escaped my lips. I’ve never felt this kind of fire before, and it was getting harder to control myself. “I want you so bad Sienna” he whispered making every part of me tingle.

My breathing turned heavy, I wanted to kiss him so bad. I took in a deep breath and pushed him a little back. I tried to clear my head and said, “you’ve drunk too much Jay, come on you need to sleep”. I grabbed his hand and pulled him to the bed.

I helped him take off his jacket and he kicked off his shoes. He groaned “I told Rayn, party on Sunday is a bad idea”. I laughed at his childish behavior. “Come on sleep now”, I told him and ran my hands through his hair. He moaned “it feels so good when you do that”.

He was getting sleepy. I texted V “find Rayn and send him upstairs”. She replied “okay” within a minute. Jayson was completely passed out. He looked so perfect, so innocent like a child. “I wish I could make you mine love” I whispered and kissed his forehead.

After a few minutes, I heard Rayn calling out my name. I looked at Jayson one last time and went outside. “Hey, Jayson drank too much, so I brought him up here and he’s sleeping right now, I thought I should inform you”, I told him.

“Thank you, Sienna. I hope he didn’t bother you much” he said. “It’s okay, but you’ll need to re-hydrate him or he won’t be able to get up in the morning for class”. He smiled “don’t worry I’ll take care of him, so did you enjoy the party”, “yes it was great”, I said thinking about the moments with Jayson, “but why did you plan it on Sunday”, I asked.

He groaned “it was planned for Saturday but my parents came to visit me so I had to postpone. Poor me has to clean up everything and then show up tomorrow as well or the coach will kill me” he added. I laughed “I’m sure poor you will be fine” and he laughed with me. We said goodbye and he went inside to check on Jayson, I took in a deep breath and went downstairs to look for those three.

Liam and Becky were sitting together and V was dancing with some guy. I went to them, Liam asked “is everything okay”. I nodded at him. Becky was smirking at me; I raised my eyebrows as a question but she just shook her head. It was past midnight so Liam told me to grab V and meet them by the car.

V didn’t want to go home but she was too drunk to take care of herself so I couldn’t leave her behind alone. I had to drag her outside while she was whining like a baby. Liam and Becky laughed when they saw her, “I told her not to drink more” I complained.

I was trying to make her drink some water to sober her up but she was behaving like a baby. “V do you want your parents to see you this drunk” I scolded her. We had to stop twice on the way because she couldn’t hold in the contents of her stomach. I had to hold her so that she doesn’t fall in her own puke “I’m going to kill her tomorrow” I huffed, while Liam laughed at me.

When we reached our place, Becky stopped me when I was going to my room. She smirked, “you better hide that hickey in the morning if you don’t want Liam to freak out”. My eyes widened and I asked “what hickey”. She laughed at me and went to her room saying good night. I rushed to my room and when I looked in the mirror, there was a bruise on my neck.

I touched it and my skin tingled with the thought of my mate’s lips on my skin. I thought about everything he said and did today, and got goosebumps just from his thoughts. I couldn’t sleep, my mind wouldn’t waver from today’s events. I could still feel his lips on me, his words were ringing in ears. I wanted him to kiss me so bad but I didn’t want my mate to forget our first kiss and my first kiss ever.

I was ready, I wore my new denim shorts and a tank top and wore a huge red plaid shirt on top of it, which I think belongs to Liam. Right now, I was trying to hide my hickey with some makeup because even though I got it from my mate, Liam will still freak out.

I tied half of my hair in a messy bun and left the other half open, so even if the makeup gets removed my hair will keep me safe. I went downstairs, Becky was still in the kitchen so I went to help her. “Good morning Becks” I greeted her.

“Did a good job with hiding the hickey Enna” she smirked. “Will you drop it please”, I said to her in a hushed tone. “Not until you tell me what happened”, she said. We heard Liam coming to us, so I told her “we’ll talk about this later” and she nodded.

Liam saw me and said, “hey that’s my shirt”. “Good morning to you too brother” I replied. “Give me my shirt back, I’ve been looking for it” he huffed. “That’s not your shirt Li, I brought it yesterday” I lied to him. Becky started laughing and I winked at her. “Sienna don’t lie and give me my shirt back” he shouted.

“Chill brother, you anyway look ugly in this shirt” I smirked. “Oh please, when I last wore it girls were drooling all over me”, he said proudly. Becky cleared her throat and raised one eyebrow at Liam, “baby but I’m all yours no matter what other girls want” he said sheepishly. I laughed at him “you are so whipped, brother”. “Shut up Enna and give me my shirt back” he groaned.

“Will you both stop already, come on breakfast is ready, eat it or we’ll be late for the class”, Becky said sternly. I saluted at her and sat down, while Liam was still complaining and mumbling under his breath how I always steal his best clothes and never give them back. “Stop being a baby” Becky scolded him.

Then he started whining about how she always takes my side even when she’s his mate. “Okay enough, I’ll wash your shirt and give it back to you after today and won’t take it again” I promised him. He looked skeptical but finally stopped whining.

V had her head down on the table, she was still hungover and medicine didn’t kick in yet. “I told you not to drink more, but you never listen to me”, I said. “Enna, I’ll kill you if you don’t shut up right at this moment” she hissed at me making me laugh. She glared at me and I raised my hands surrendering.

I was amused but didn’t want her to go crazy on me so I didn’t annoy her any further. After the lecture was over, I quickly went and grabbed a sandwich and juice for her. “Eat this and stop being so grumpy”, I told her. When she was done, we went to class. “Thank you, I’m feeling much better now”, she said.

“Finally, I couldn’t handle the grumpy you anymore” I groaned and she laughed. “So, what happened when you went with your guy Enna” she whispered. I blushed with the memory of yesterday night but said nonchalantly or so I thought “he’s not my guy V”.

“Did you two kiss” she gasped. My eyes widened “no what the hell are you saying”. “You’re such a bad liar Enna, you’re blushing so bad right now, come on tell me please” she asked. I kept refusing her the whole time but she won’t give up, thank goddess it was finally lunchtime.

All four of us were eating outside, as usual. We were talking about anything and everything. Becky forgot to bring juice for herself so Liam went to grab it for her, I love how he takes care of every small thing for his mate. “Enna, got kissed last night and she’s not confirming it but I’m sure it happened” V gushed.

My mouth hung open, Becky said “she also has a hickey but she’s not telling me anything either”. “Guys would you stop please”, I said. V said excitedly “you have a hickey, OMG”, totally ignoring what I said. “Yeah, she covered it with makeup so that Liam doesn’t see it” Becky added, equally excited as V.

I saw Liam was coming back “guys please stop it, Liam’s coming back”, I said. “Okay but promise you’ll tell us everything later” Becky whispered. “No”, I said sternly. “I’ll tell Liam if you don’t”, V said. “Fine, I hate you both so much” I huffed and they high-fived each other. At least they shut their mouths in front of Liam.