One Sided Love

Kate

Next day I woke around 7:00 am, when I heard emma was crying in next room... I went to her room pick her n bring her back to my room... she looked confused why was I here.... any way I hold emma and start calming her... after putting her in bed I just quickly take a shower n put a navy blue dress n apply some liner n gloss... till that time emma was fully awake

She said... 'aunty katiee... emma want foody'

I laughed n said ' my baby wants foodyy... ok lets make some pan cake'

I went to kitchen put the coffee in machine and start making pan cake while was sitting in her child protection chair

Alex was still sleeping may be he was very tired... I was putting the last batch of batter when I heard Alex foot steps in the kitchen

I shyly said ' good morning... I making some pancakes... I hope you like that..but I can make something else'

He looked differently to me 'nah its ok... pancakes are fine..'

Then he picked emma give her kiss on her forehead n come to me I thought he was going to kiss me the way he was bending but then he stop n looked shocked but he was doing... then I realized that he was actually thought I was emily... I hurt not only for me but for Alex too...

He moved quickly pour some coffe n start eating pancakes

I quietly sit n helped emma to eat her pancakes.

He looked n said 'you r eating just one pancake... have some coffee'

I said no I cant have coffee until it is de cafe... n im really not hungry... I feel little nauseated at this time'

He looked little annoyed but noded to me.

After breakfast I didn't know what to do.. so I decided to do some dish washing then I will write a resignation letter n mail it to NYPH, as it is one of the demands of Alex to leave my job n become a house wife. Alex

All night I can't sleep, images of kate flashes in my eyes whenever I close, all the yesterday event of prenuptial agreement, kate expression when she discovers her unborn baby is not considered Robbins heir, her scared expression when I push her, her father harsh words, they way she was looking when I told her that she is not sharing a room with me n damn my incredible lust for her when she was looking so fucking beautiful in her white peach dress, all I wanted to do was drag her n fucking undress her n I lost in her body, but then I looked at Emily n my wedding portrait n I felt im betraying her again but damn today in the morning she was looking so innocently so stunning in her blue summer dress, she was looking like a proper house wife a man can desire, thats why I try to kiss her but stop when I realized what I was doing, I was so turn on that I know I have to move quickly otherwise she will knows.... now I was thinking I can't forever avoid kate charm now I have a taste of her... n I have a right on her I can have sex with her like normal couple have but there will be limitations in order make this only physical need satisfaction n she doesn't get any other idea because still I loved emily n I cant give my heart to some one else...

I moved to kate room to tell her about this n work on any agreement... when I went to kate room she was in bathroom sitting in a floor of the flush n was throwing up... I straight went to her n help her stand

I said ' kate.. fuck.. are you ok .... you look awfully pale... should I call the doctor.

She weakly smiled n said 'No im okay... its morning sickness I have in this time... don't worry I will lie down on bed n have some crackers n tea then I will be good'

I replied' ok... I will get you something'

I went to kitchen n made her some tea n thought its not the right time to tell her.. may be some other day... I remember emily never face this kind of morning sickness nor she was so pale n weak.. even her appetite was also increased then why kate was facing that... I feel ashamed I was doubting her ...but I don't know who to believe or not.

When I went to her room she was looking little better n was working on her laptop... if she is ill then why she is working ... I tell myself dont doubt her... I give her tea n crackers n she smiled and give me a grateful look... which make me feel like shit cause it was nothing I was doing n she feel so grateful about it... she shyly said thanks.

I went to my office n then keeping working there.

I then heard emma was crying... I thought where kate is.... when I looked Emma was in lounge n she hit her head in the table I quickly picked her I try to calm her ... after putting in her bed I went to kate room... when I moved she was talking to some one n laughing about something.... I became so angry that how dare she leave my child n laughing at the phone... then I saw her laptop n some files of NYPH in bed... oh she is still working there after I told her that she no longer will work there... I yelled her name 'KATE!'

She turned in and lookedConfused by my behavior.☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐