One Sided Love

Kate

After Alex has put me on bed n give me tea n crackers I thought for a moment may be he care about me... why I thought that I don't know may be it is no one ever take care of me when I was sick.... after that I was quite fresh so I thought before mailing my resignation I should first call Olivia my friend to tell her about everything... Olivia was out of town when I get married.. but I know it will hurt her I didn't tell her anything... so called her

I said' hi Olivia...'

She replied 'oh kate... how r you... I really miss you.. so what's happening'

Then I told Olivia about everything she was shocked n start asking questions I answered them as long as she get satisfied.

She said 'what still I can't get it why are you not working again you can take care of emma like you use to do... n what about the project you have

I said ' yeah im working on it... its almost complete n Im going to finalize some things n then email to the boss... resigning from the job is my own decision I just want to relax a little n being pregnant n all I cant focus on work'... I lied

She then change the topic asking me to send the wedding photos ... I didn't tell her there was a single picture of me n Alex.. but I told her it will take some time to develop.

Then Olivia start to tell me that how hot Alex is n how good he will she can only imagine but the way Olivia was saying I laughed at her ... but then I heard Alex yelled my name.

I said 'Alex.. what happened.. everything is ok'

He said' nothing is ok... you are working here.. n laughing with your friend but you forget emma... what the fuck I told if I thought you ever neglect her for once second I will make you pay for that'

I said ' Alex I was not ignoring her ...she is sleeping in her bed I put her myself'

He said' no she is in lounge alone when she bump her head.... something terrible can be happened if I didn't hear her cry'

I replied' oh my god is emma is ok... I swear to god I didn't hear her...otherwise I won't leave her.. you know that'

He said ' if you r not working ... which I remember I told you to not..n then you have heard her... so care to tell..why didn't you leave your job'

I replied ' Alex im was working on a project before but I can't leave that now..so I was immediately clearing my work n after that I was going to write the resignation'

He angrily said ' these are just excuses... but you know what I said there will be consequences'

I said 'Alex listen to me..

He stopped me n said' sshh just be quite... the consequences will be physical ... that will tell you how to listen properly'

I was shocked he wants to have sex with me... but..

I said ' Alex plz ....you don't like me... n you r angry ... n what about emma'

He said ' I put her to bed... n yes I don't like you.. but it doesn't mean that we r going to be living like that... I have some needs too n your wife ... it's your responsibility to fulfill my needs'l now what he is saying but I know he wants to hurt me in some way Alex... please... don't..'

He picked my body n said 'Are you going to say no to me... after what im doing for you n for your baby'

I know at the moment I can't say no... let him do the worse...

I weakly said 'ok'

He put his hand under my legs n tear my undergarment...he turn me on knees n hand n start playing with me I was feeling little overwhelmed n moan because of the sensation.. after he think he was ready he undo his pants n forcefully thrust inside me... I yelp because of the shock n pain I felt because of Alex thickness... he was breathing harshly... I try to enjoy it but when he said in my ears that this is my punishment... he is using me ... fucking me...In short making me cheap...he never kiss me like im some cheap shag... I can't control my tears n sob quietly...n waiting so that he can finish with me.... after three hard thrust he said ' fuck kate' n then he finally come.

He just lie on top of me n breathe harshly.. then he must realized he was crushing me so he removed his body... but I stay their numb n tears was falling... it was much worse when he said I trapped him.. n now im feeling myself a cheap wh##r...n he looked at me strangely with different expression... then he left the room without a word.