One Sided Love

KATE

I woke up when I felt lights coming from the large window.... at first I was confused where the hell I was because this is not my apartment.... when I try to move my whole body is sore.... n then I release I was with Alex.... shit... I remember our night very clearly right now n Im so scared that how im going to face him....when I looked at him he was sleeping so peacefully n I smiled when he said he just need me so much n was attracted to me.... I dont know how long I keep looking at him but I decided to move from the bed but Alex was suddenly awake by my movement n he looked so confused when he saw me naked with him, but then his expression change n I knew he remember everything

He said

Wtf! Kate .... what the hell did you do this.... fuck (he stand n start moving here n there in his room).... fucking tell me why the hell you didn't stop me.

I replied: Alex plz relax... you have to listen to me, I didn't do anything we both did with our mutual consent..

He stop me n said: just shut up.... you fucking know I was drunk...n you try to seduced me with your pretty dress so dnt play innocent you should have stop me but you seduced me..... (he stop n looked at me) It was deliberately done by you didn't it ...you were always attracted to me... n you were jealous that what Emily have you should always had that so try to make a move on me

I replied: now alex you r just being cruel to me... I try to stop you.. I told you things will become strange between us but when you said you need me for one night I can't say no to you'

Alex

When I looked kate crying heavily n defending her.... n her exposed body make me turn on so much..that I become angry with myself that how can I be turn on by this so I take my anger on her...

I said: you know what! our one night is over so better get lost from here..... n dnt put all blame on me you r more responsible here...... you look at this room.... this was emily n mine room n this bed were we have sex last night was where emily n me used to have passionate nights not like our ones... so r you ready to face the shame what you did with your dead sister who always supported you n loved you more than your own father.... Now I think everyone was so right you r just like your mother a fucking whore who trap rich people...... so help me god n get the hell out of here'

I know what I said was so mean n cruel but I cant stop myself I was feeling so guilty what I did n I take my anger on her.... I looked her n in front of me I saw a broken completely shaken women, who just can't say any thing

Kate slowly moved without making eye contact picked her clothes n went to washroom... she came back after a minute looking so miserable that I felt I should go give her a hug n apologized but I knew I won't do that... i can't... may be she is like that what everyone says

She was limping n I realized than I was her first may be that was too much for her ... she stop in mid way n I said something which I shouldn't but I have to make her understand that im not at all interested at her

I said: Don't you dare to tell anyone about this... unlike you I have some fucking respect in the society ... n I don't want you to flaunting our little nasty mistake to everyone'

When she turned and looked at me with her lifeless eyes that were filled with tears

She replied: Dont worry... I won't... sa..say a word but please... please .... forgive me... it was never my intention t.. to hurt you'

And just like that she was gone.000