One Sided Love

ALEX

Its almost a year... a fucking year when I lost my wife.... she should be here celebrating her daughter birthday but destiny has other fucking plans for us.... and there was Kate... fuck last time I make out with her n I still can taste her.. her pale skin n those pink nipples damnnn she was fucking hot lieing there....I try to ignore her afterward but today she looks exceptionally pretty with her pink flowery dress n curly long black hair gives me a feelings which I dnt want to have.... I try to block her image by getting drunk... then I felt some one was knocking my door... who the hell can be... when I open my bedroom door it was kate standing there.... I was speechless for a moment I thought im dreaming but when she talked I came back to my senses Kate said 'Alex ...I just dropped emma n put her in bed...your mother told me that you looked tense so I thought to check on you'

she was not looking at me... she seems to be very nervous around me n why wont she.... because I always say shitty things to her without thinking n she said she drop emma... emma fuck what kind of father im how can I forget about my daughter who is the only thing that keeping me alive...

I said 'I fine just little tired come inside I was just drinking.... she followed reluctantly n

say 'I think I should go you must be tired n im too so bye'

I hold her hand n said ' I told you to say... I know you hate me but please I need some company'....

She replied ' alex I never hated you how can you think something about this... I just dnt want to upset you more'

'haha upset my whole life is upset pretty girl n you r not the reason' I said to her

'im sorry you felt this way but you have to move on for emma sake and you have to find your happiness in your life' she said to me while sitting with me

I replied' fuck my happiness ... I dnt know how to do this n I feel so much anger towards everyone that I can't control my self' I say to her

while holding her waist n bringing closer to me.... n her flowery perfume gives me erotic vision of her n her mouth ... damn her mouth is the most perfect mouth things I like to do with her mouth.

I dnt know what happen what I cant control my self n bring my mouth close to her n kissed the hell out of her... next thing led to undressing her.. but she stop me in mid way

She said breathing heavily' Alex your drunk... you will regret this ..n I dnt want things become strange between us'

Looking her in her lacy white bra n panties my all moral teaching went to the open windows of my room... I know that moment that I have fuck her n take her out of my system other wise I will not survive

I replied 'look if you dnt want then I won't touch you but I know you want me n I can feel it... and im so depressed all this time I need something to forget about ..so plz give me yourself to me for one night please..

She stare at me for long then say 'if I can make you forget about your pain then im all yours' she said with teary eyes'

And like a animal I start attacking her I kissed her lips bite her nick that I know leaves mark, she try to touch me but I hold her hands because I know its too much if she touch me I will lose control.... I was undress by the time n start preparing my self when she look my cock she yelp a little.. I internally grin about my size.... After that I touch her ... her whole body flinch with my single touch... I told her to relax... may be she react this way... I started fingering her but she was so damn tight n her moan show she was uncomfortable so I play with her slowly to relax her... when she came I know she is ready... when I climb towards her body her pale skin was pink n damn her face was glowing... I know I can't control myself so I enter her ...

I told her 'kate just relax ok! You are so damn tight baby.. let me get inside you more... how long it is for you'

But I didn't let her answer that because with one trust I was inside of her ... it was total heaven... but what shocked me most were her cries n the barrier that I felt.... I stop n looked her tear covered face In shocked that she was fucking virgin.

I asked why the fuck.... you never told me you were virgin .... I could have seriously hurt you'

She try to respond but I told her that it doesn't matter because seriously at this point i cant even control my self.... so I try to make it better for her .... I fucked her slowly then increased my speed ... at some point I found her tightening her walls around my cock n I touch her down to get her off n then she came and I followed her after three thrust n said fuck so loud..... n then I fall on top of her n dnt know when sleep came.00000000000000