One Sided Love

Kate

(After two month)

I visit emily grave n put some flowers in her grave.... I sit n remember our time together n what she will do If she was in my condition

I said ' hi Emily how r you... well im so sorry for being a horrible sister.... I have already apologized to you about what I did with Alex but now I think you will never forgive me for this... but I really want you to forgive me because you r the only one whose going to support me otherwise I cant live like this.... plz emily forgive me n pray that today I can do something

With that I left graveyard n drive to Alex mansion. I kept my promise to Alex that I won't tell any one.... two month ago when Alex throw me outside his house... I feel so guilty that what I did with emily... I made up mind that I won't come back here but after few weaks I start missing emma so much that I know if I dnt met her I will die... alex mom told me that emma is also missing me n always asked about me... I decided I have to meet her.... so I asked alex mom where is alex .. she told me that alex is in the office n he usually come early in the night to spend some time with emma.... so I make sure to visit emma at those days where Alex was not around....I was thinking so much about emma that I forget that I have already reached Alex home.

Alex

'Dadda! Dadda... horsey.. horsey....' emma said to me in her cute baby voice

I laughed n picked her n said

'you want me to become horse what about flying like superman ....'

I start flying emma like a superman n she start giggling that put a smile in my face.

Emma was the highlight of my days... she kept me so busy with herself that I forget about my worries....

I said ' now its foody time... so lets see what we have'

I start looking at fridge n found some rice n chicken ... since emma is taking hard meals so I decided it will looked good...

I put food in front of her n said eat but my baby was distracted by the birds she saw in the kitchen window...

I said ' emma baby eat'

Emma said 'Dadda... birdy.... (while eating her food n then she start bubbling about other things which I dnt get but then she she Kate name)

EMMA: aunt katie .... emma need aunt katie dadda ..

Everyday emma talks about kate .... I know she meet emma when my im in office n always cooked meals for us n always go when its my time to come home.... honestly speaking I feel like shit what happen between us but I tell myself that was important but I did.... I never saw her after that night n she has kept her promise about not telling anyone... but everynight the flashes of kate flushed body with her swell lips always came in my mind but when I saw my emily picture in my bedside table I feel so guilty that im betraying her...

I was lost in my thoughts that I hear a bell ring since all the staff is working outside so went there to open the door when I did... I saw kate standing nervously in my door

'kate' I dnt know what my tone was when I said her name but she flinched n looked me with her feared eyes

'can.. I.... I come in please' she said

I didn't say anything n open the door for her to come in...

She looked so weak n fragile that first thought came into my mind was she sick...

She said ' I know you dnt want me here but I want..want to talk to you about something'

I was still shocked she was here

I said ok ... but emma is in the kitchen after I put her for nap we will then'

After hearing emma's name her whole face lighten up n she started to walk towards kitchen when she stop n looked at me nervously

'if you dnt mind... can.. I meet her plz'

They way she said it totally break me... clearly she miss emma alot n her love for emma is quite evident

I said 'I don't mind....she was also talking about you'

She went directly to the kitchen n said

'Emma!!! My beautiful baby girl.... I miss you so much...

She picked emma n kissed her faced

Emma was so excited to see kate she started giggling n keep holding kate neck n told her she miss her too

'Aunt katie ... emma want no eat... emma want dolly'

'Aww my baby you eat then we will play with dolly ok I will feed you'.

Looking at both of them make me realize it should be emily who should be feeding emma not kate n it was a gut wrenching moment for me to look at them n I felt so angry towards me n kate.

Alex ... Alex...' kate hesitantly said my name

I replied angrily' what'

She flinched

'your phone is ringing'

I looked at my cell it was from Dubai... a deal I was having now a days

Without saying anything I picked the call n when to the office.

When i came back after a 2 hours kate was sitting alone in the living room looking at the wall a picture of my wedding day where Emily n I was standing in our wedding dress....I come towards her n sit in a sofa n looked at her 'im sorry it was a important call... wheres emma?' I said She smiled' After you left she n I start playing with her dolly n then she was so tried, so I put her in her bed n stay with her until she was fully sleep ....'

'Thanks...you didn't have to do that' I said

She tiredly looked at me 'Emma is very important to me I love her...that was nothing'

She looked very tired to me...she has black heads under her eyes n looked very thin

I asked 'Are you sick... I mean you looked very tired n thin ...'

She replied ' im absolutely ok... look (she was very nervous about something) Alex I want to tell you something.... its about that night...

I stopped her ' Kate I don't want to talk about that night.... it was a mistake a big mistake.... I told you very clearly Im not interested in you I still love my wife ... I know my way was very harsh and im sorry for that but thats reality.'

Kate replied ' Alex I totally understand but im not here to talk about that night but what im going to tell you about is related to that night.... Alex... Im... I don't know how to say this..... Alex im pregnant'

Fuck what the fuck she said totally blow my mind.

Kate

I looked at his expressionless face... I expected shocked, anger, any emotions that shows that my pregnancy news matter to him but he looked so dangerously calm

He said 'congratulations then... so who is the father...or you just came here to help you to find him'

I was so hurt by his words that I can't control my tears

I said 'please dnt say this.... you very much know that you're the father of this baby... so don't cheapen this.... I know you're shocked n you are reacting this way but you r my first n after you I never slept with any one'

Alex replied 'How can I believed you... who knows you slept with whom.... unfortunately for me I may be your first but im not will be your last ... you can't fucking trap me' ......

I said 'Alex believe me or not but this is your baby im carrying .... n im not trapping you.... you deserve to know this so that's why im here n if you don't believe me then we can have the dna test'

He stop me said 'I don't fucking care ... I don't want this damn baby n im fucking serious about it..... emma is the only child i have n no one will take her place' he looked so dangerously angry that I was little afraid

'Alex this baby is not going to take emma place... because this Will have his/her own place in your life...please think about it

He stop me n said 'I don't want to thank about it I already made up mind n why the fuck your doing this... your young you, unmarried, you don't want to tie with a thing which will cause problems in your life'

I know where he was going but still I can't believe he meant that

He sat beside me n said..'look kate... I cant never accept this baby nor your family well its very important for you to not have this think... you r more jeopardizing your relationship with your family...n so have an abortion...no well know about thi n will make sure all the expense of hospital, doctors, your medicine will be bear by me....ím going to give you some money also ... so this problem can be solved in split of a second'.

I was so fucking angry that how dare he.... how can he say something about ending our baby life n giving me money but he thinks im who're .... I stood immediately n glare him n said

'Alex you know what fuck you n fuck your money.... what do you think of me im kind of some slut n a greedy bitch who is going to end her baby life.... im going to have this baby with or without you.... so good bye'

I started to move but he hold my arm so roughly that I know it will leave marks n said

'if this is some kind of trap then let me tell you im not a man to play with ... I will never accept this baby nor you accept anything from me in return... I will make sure everyone knows it was you who seduced me n you r responsible for this mess'

I said ' do whatever you want to do... is not like everyone is already favour me... so go ahead n put the blame on me but you also know whats the truth'

I move to gallery where I saw alex parents standing I don't know for how long ... Alex mother looked sympathetic to me n I know they heard everything.... alex mom try to stop but I said not know n leave that place.000000