My Little Dancer

I was sitting at the table after I showered and put on clean clothes. I can't believe I fucked up. I knew how Tara was. I just added to her pain. Every boy or man she liked fucked her over.

I did it too. I didn't fuck the whore but I held her in my arms kissed her and rubbed my cock against her. I cheated.

I looked up to see Tara carry Angel to the table. I watched as she pulled a chair out at the end of the table. I watched as she talked to Sara and Revenge.

"Tara, I want to talk to you. I told her."

I looked at Psycho in anger. "Go fuck yourself. Better yet, go fuck your whore. We do not have anything to say to each other."

"Wait I do have something to say. This weekend, Angel and I will be moving out of your clubhouse. We will be going back to my house."

"I do not want to see you again, Psycho. Sara Revenge, Renegade, Donna, or Preacher can come and pick up Angel on the weekends."

"You can have her from Friday to Sunday. They will return her to me on Sunday."

"You lied to me. You promised. Looks like you are just like the rest of them."

"You will not be leaving and taking Angel away."

"Try to fucking stop me you son of a bitch. I will fucking cut you in a heartbeat."

I knew she would do just what she said she would. So did the members. I also knew if I tried to stop her the members would hold me back.

I slammed my fist on the table and stood up screaming at her. I watched as calmly handed Angel to Preacher.

"Do not fucking raise your voice to me, Psycho. I was not the one that cheated."

"I didn't cheat. All I did was kiss her."

"You did more than that Psycho. You held her in your arms, you rubbed your cock against her pussy. You made out with her. You fucking cheated."

"Stay the fuck away from me, Psycho. You knew what would happen when I found out. You knew I would leave you. But you did it anyway."

"Now excuse me. I have to make my daughter, a plate of food, feed her, bathe her, and put her to bed."

I watched as she walked away from the table to the kitchen. I stormed outside and walked over to stand against the wall.

I finished feeding Angel then wiped her hands and face, cleaned her highchair, and then picked her up, and carried her out of the bar and to her bedroom.

I gave her a bath dried her and dressed her before putting her in her crib. I didn't know I was crying until she reached up and touched my face.

"Mama is sad. Your face is wet."

"Mama will be fine baby girl. It will take a while for mama's sadness to go away. But mama will be fine."

I sat in the kitchen watching the door. Tara did not come down to eat. I looked over at Revenge. "She is not going to come down and eat, Psycho."

"She will come down and eat."

"No, she won't. In case you have not noticed she has not eaten since yesterday."

"Son of a bitch. Now she is not eating. She can't do that. She needs to eat."

"Sara take her a plate of food please."

"No."

"What do you mean no?"

"She is not going to throw that plate of food in my face. No thank you."

"I have known Sara as long as you have. She won't eat. Not for a long time. Especially food you have bought for this clubhouse."

"She doesn't want a dam thing you have. Oh, and when she leaves. She won't take any clothes you bought her. She will also leave her cut here. But she won't divorce you, Psycho."

"She will make you sweat, and pay for what you did."

"She will be called the unwanted wife."

"But she is not an unwanted wife."

"Tell that to your members, your whores, Devil, Beth, and his members."

"No one believes you."

"If you really loved Tara you would not have made out with that whore."

I took a shower and put on sweatpants and a tee shirt. I smoked a cigarette before walking to Angel's bedroom. I pulled the boxes out of the closet and packed everything I had bought.

I left everything that Psycho bought me. I removed my wedding rings and lay them on top of his dresser. I turned and picked up one of the boxes. I carried it down the hallway to the back staircase leading to the kitchen.

Once all the boxes were stacked near the kitchen door I opened it and carried the boxes one by one to the garage and placed them in my trailblazer.

Everything was ready for me to leave tomorrow. The first thing I will call a locksmith and have the locks replaced in the house. I will change the code on the remote control in the garage so that Psycho's remote can't open the garage doors.

I left the clothes out I would wear in the morning. I closed my eyes and fell asleep. In the bar, everyone was sitting around watching a movie.

At Devil's clubhouse, Elizabeth was at the VIP table thinking. I looked over at Beth and wondered what she was thinking about.

"Beth, what's on your mind?"

"Tara, she is leaving the clubhouse and taking Angel and moving back to her house."

"Who is Angel?"

"Her daughter."

"Devil, Sara said that Tara has not eaten in two days. She feeds Angel and takes care of her, but she only drinks coffee, and beer, and smokes."

"Sara said that Tara got into an argument and Tara told him she would cut him if he tried to stop her from leaving. She would do it too."

"Tara was happy until they came here. That whore did this. Devil, I have to tell you something. That whore and Psycho know each other."

"What do you mean, they know each other?"

"She used to date Psycho in college. He asked her to marry him. She turned him down."

"Now she wants to be his wife. But Tara will never divorce him. "

"And she sure as hell won't let Psycho see Angel if that whore is in the club house."

"Want to know something else?"

"Tara will be at the clubhouse just to cock block Psycho and that whore."

"She will sleep in Angels room with her which you get to through Psycho and Tara's bedroom. So she won't be sleeping in bed with Psycho while she is there."

"Another thing. Everyone works. Including the whores. Tara is in control of them. Not Psycho."

"I think when and if they whore tries to go there we should visit there club and have a few good laughs."

"That whore is not going anywhere she wants to go. She will be staying right here. And when Psycho comes to visit, she is to be placed in the cells until he leaves."

"I like your idea brother. Another thing Elizabeth. I want her working. Give her the dirtiest jobs."

"She has one more day before she can be released from the post. Make sure she bathes, then let the doctor look at her back. At night she can wear a tee-shirt down to her knees and no underwear."

"I want the men to have easy access to her."

We looked up to see Psycho walk in the door. "Psycho surprised to see you here. If you came to see the whore she is not available. In fact she will never be available to you."

"I didn't come to see the whore. I came to get away from the members of my club. I can't take their angry glares a minute longer."

"Afraid you will get them from my members. We don't believe in married men cheating."

"Guess you better get used to it. You will get them from most of the Mc's that find out what you did."

I watched as Psycho rode his bike from the compund. I turned and lifted Angel from her bed. I carried her down the back stair case and out the door. I put her in her car seat and closed the door.

I climbed into the car closed my door and started the blazer. I backed out of the garage without turning the lights on. No one was outside. I drove out of the compound and headed home.

I turned the lights on once I was away from the club and drove down the road. Once I reached the house I opened the garage door and closed it before turning the car off and getting out.

I carried the boxes inside and stacked them against the wall of the kitchen before going out and lifting Angel from her car seat and carrying her inside.

I walked into her bedroom and lay her in her crib before walking out leaving the door cracked. I walked to living room and pushed the button that lowered the steal blinds down.

Once all the windows were covered I made a pot of coffee poured a cup and put cream in it. I carried the cup to the living room and turned on the TV. I sat down in my chair and watched the news.

When it was over I walked back to kitchen and poured another cup of coffee before turning the pot off. I turned the lights off and walked to my bedroom.

I sat the cup on the bedside table and climbed into bed. I turned the TV on and watched a movie drinking my coffee. I soon turned the TV off closed my eyes and fell into a deep sleep.

I left Devils club around midnight. I drove to the club and turned my bike off. When I walked into the club I sat down drinking until I was drunk enough to go to bed and pass out.

I didn't even look in Angels bedroom. I knew she would sleeping in there again. She has not slept in our bed since that night. I closed my eyes and passed out.

Revenge looked at Sara. "You know what Tara will do if he brings that whore here."

"I know what she will do. She will sleep here in Angels bedroom, and give her the dirtiest jobs to do. At night she will have you lock that whore in the cells."

"She will make sure that whore suffers as much as Psycho."

"Hell, she will end up cutting that bitch and when she is finished with her that whore won't be so beautiful to look at. Then she will threw her at Psycho and walk away."

"Revenge, you don't know the old Tara like we do. She became so hated by men they didn't want her around. And Tara could have cared less."

"Tara can carry a gruge for a very, very long time."

"I saw her carry a gruge against one of her cousins for 10 years. Come to think of it. I think she still makes him pay every chance she gets."

"Psycho is going to wish he had never cheated. You can believe that. No matter what Psycho says to her it won't do him any good."

"And she won't be riding behind him. That will cause some talk, I can see it now."

"Come on, we need to get some sleep. Tara and Angel are leaving in the morning."

No one knew that Tara and Angel had left that night. Oh hell will break out in the morning when they find out Tara and Angel were no longer in the clubhouse.

This is not going to set well with the members. Tara and Angel are not in their territory. They are not safe. And it is Psycho's fault.