Endless abyss of unspoken words (Poetry)

With you, I've become someone else,

I keep wondering who it was,

The one who excused your behavior,

The one able to forgive,

The real me never forgives anyone,

So what did you do with me?

I keep wondering what happened to me,

with million questions and zero answers.

I never imagined I'd cry over someone at 1 am, and feel like he doesn't care anymore.

Your late responses, the ignorance, the silence,

Who was I without your guidance?

Upon is an end I didn't see coming,

How did we think we could last for years?

With you, it was falling apart so fast,

I kept looking in the past, telling myself you're still the person I thought.

But who were you in the first place?

The one who replaced the void in me with love?

The one who erased me from your life?

The one who made me embrace silence?

I thought you're the one; I did see a future, a future was something you couldn't see,

You were relieved when you got rid of me.

So was I, unable to tolerate mistreating any longer, who was I to you in the first place?

The one who never gave you space?

The one who disappeared without a trace?

The one who let herself chase?

Maybe it was never meant to be after all.