Endless abyss of unspoken words (Poetry)

I want to talk to you again, you were my everything, and I was your nothing.

What did I think, dating a stranger?

But it felt like I already know you, it felt like you already know me,

I thought it was mean to be,

I guess you didn't feel the same.

I even told you my name,

but maybe it was all just a game.

I became tired of chasing you,

knowing it's not worth my time,

What can one do when they're in love?

What happened to you?

Why did you change?

You weren't the person I once loved,

And with a heavy heart, I've had to let go.

I know you may secretly hate me,

but I never wanted to let you go,

I wish you'd know the pain I felt, knowing you don't care,

I wish you'd tried as I did, I wish I were truly special to you.

At least for a while, how would it be like being your priority?

How would you feel being my last option?

If only we could change sides,

you'd see through my eyes,

Would you realize everything you've done wrong?

Would you realize how much I'm hurting?

I have to forget everything,

all the good and bad times,

If we met in person, would it be different?

Or the same?

If we talked when it was needed, would it feel different?

Nevertheless, you wouldn't communicate with me,

It seems like for you,

it's all just a game, or do I care too much?

Maybe it was all just platonic, and I was wrong,

however, if it was, how about our memories?

The things we did together?

I wish to forget and never look back in the past,

There's nothing that could have been,

there's only everything I've already seen.

You weren't the person I thought you were,

And I had to let you go.