SWNOVELS Chapter 3: Bear Becomes Unbearable To Be Around
Dam Bear. You don't have to be so mean she said walking away. Bitch let me tell you something right now. You are a club whore. You do not talk back to a club member and you do not tell me how to act. I stormed over to her and brought her to her knees. If you ever talk back to me again I will kill you. And just so you learn your lesson I snapped her wrist. Stay the fuck away from me.
I turned and stormed off to my room. I slammed my door shut and locked it. I lay down on my bed with my hands behind my head. I need to find a way to get Donna to talk to me. She has shown no emotions what so ever. She has changed since she left. She shows no emotions anymore. She has locked her heart and I did that. I was hurt and mad that she ignored me for so long.
I did not know about the demons she was fighting. I did not know that she was held for years since she was 15 years old by an MC in Florida and that the Viking MC found her. I didn't know what they did to her but I did hear she was almost dead when they found her along. She was terrified of men.
I don't care. I fell in love with her the day I first saw her. But she wanted nothing to do with me. I can't lose her again. I won't lose her again. But how do I get her back? She won't talk to me. And she has no spark in her eyes anymore.
Dove, are you feeling alright I asked her? Sara, I know that Bear is hurting but he brought this on himself. He hurt Donna and she is still hurting. But she has been doing something to keep us all at bay. I don't like it. She shows no emotions anymore. It's as if she doesn't care anymore. That scares me.
We saw it as well. We do not understand it. She has grown cold. Not to us but to men. We looked up and the door flew open. We watched as Donna walked in. She walked over to the bar and was hit on her ass. I swung around kicked my leg out bringing the man to the floor and I put my boot on his neck.
Who the fuck do you think you are to put your fucking hands on me I screamed. I shoot up in my bed. That was Donna yelling. I opened my door and ran down the hall and down the stairs. I saw a brother on his back with Donna stepping on his throat. She was pissed.
I heard him call her a bitch and she pressed on his throat even more. What the fuck did you just call me? I called you a bitch. I watched as she brought a knife from her boot. I dare you to call me a bitch again. You think that you can slap my ass and get away with it. I am not a club whore or a slut. I am not claimed but I am a friend of Cherokee and Dove.
What the fuck is going on out here I heard? I turned and saw Bear standing there looking very, very angry. Tell your fuck boy here to keep his fucking hands off my body. Donna let him up. Not until he apologizes to me for slapping my ass. Go to hell you bitch. I reached down and cut his cheek. Say it again and I will cut your fucking throat.
Raven, you tell her you are fucking sorry. Why should I? Because you touched what did not belong to you I said in anger. He looked at me and swallowed. He knew he pissed me off. He knows she is mine. Sorry, I didn't mean to grab your ass. She pushed on his throat again. I'm sorry, won't do it again. I took my foot from his throat and took the beer being handed to me and walked over and sat at the VIP table.
Hello, Donna, they said. Cherokee looked at me and said. Why is it so entertaining when you arrive at my club now? I don't like to be touched and you know that? Why is that? You were getting over that. Was, is the correct word. What happened to you after you left us? None of your business Cherokee.
I just looked at her. Let's just say that I learned all over again that men are not to be trusted and all they want to do is hurt women mentally and physically. When I heard her say that I turned and looked at her. Tell me Donna how safe was you when you left? I watched as she stiffened. I was safe enough you could say. What do you mean by that? Nothing. Its nothing. Not important.
Why don't I believe you? I have no idea why you don't believe me. I looked at the girls and said this is the last time I will visit you here at the club. The next time will be at the hospital. Wait, you said last time you will visit here at the club. We thought you would still visit us here.
No, I will be leaving after I see the babies. What do you mean leaving? Just that. I want to see the babies and then I will be leaving town. We thought you would come back and stay at the club again. No. I don't live around here. I live in another state and I own a tattoo shop. I can't be gone any longer than another two months. I see. But we don't want you to leave.
You don't need me anymore Dove. You have Cherokee, your brother, the girls, and the club members. Besides, I would not fit in anymore. What do you mean by that? I grin and said. I am not claimed and I don't have any children and I will never have any children. I won't fit in with you girls.
We all sat stunned looking at Donna. What do you mean you won't ever have any children? I do not plan on ever being claimed and therefore I will never have a child. I can spend my money on you three girls' babies.