Winning Her Heart Again

Chapter 84: Enough Travis

Jasmine's POV

After what happened that day, Stacy didn't stop him. I always see her waiting outside the venue when we are done working. Sometimes, I see them fighting on the way.

I don't know why Travis doesn't want to accept Stacy. She's the one begging, pleading though Travis was the one who cheated.

That was the first time I saw how desperate she was just to get Travis back.

"Could you put something in there? I feel like it shouldn't be empty since it could also be a good spot" I told them on the other side.

We're about to finish the venue's design, and my team is also excited about the activities that we will be conducting after this.

"I get it. Just tilt a little bit like that. Right! That one! Perfect!" Rhian said while instructing the others.

"Ma'am Jaz, we also forgot the wedding invitations," Rhian said, which made me look at her. Damn! I didn't think about that. We still have a lot of time.

"Right. I'll work on that tonight," she nodded, and I left her since I had a lot of work to do.

"Jasmine", I stopped walking when he called me. I sighed, but I didn't dare to look at him. I just didn't know how to talk to him since that day Stacy came here.

I continued walking while he kept on calling me. He caught my hand and held it, which made me stop walking.

"Hey, I've been calling you. Tell me, are you mad at me? I didn't even do something wrong," he said, going in front of me and looking into my eyes. I feel uncomfortable, and I really don't like when he's looking at me like that.

I removed his hand holding mine. I let out a heavy breath before looking at him.

"Travis, let's just focus on work, okay? And if you think that was okay, or if you think that I'm giving you a second chance. I'm sorry to say, but it's not gonna happen," I told him. I saw how he knotted his forehead. How he slowly loses his energy. "What? Jaz- Tell me. what did I do wrong?" He asked with those confused expressions.

You did so many wrong things, Travis, even now and then. I don't know if you don't remember those days, but I won't forget how you mistreated me.

That's why if you are asking me right now what you did wrong. You hurt me and made me suffer for years. Abandoning me. Choosing her rather than me rather than us.

I wanted to tell you all my pain. I wanted to ask you so many questions that filled my mind. I wanted to make you feel what you made me feel, loving you.

I don't know if you're just playing around, thinking that I might forget all of those things and accept you. I can't do that. You gave me so much pain and even left me alone in my darkest time.

I don't know if I could ever forgive you. I don't know if I could still forget what you did to me. All I knew was that I was not ready and was going to do that now.

"I have no time for that, Travis. Don't include that, either. Work because if I started to enumerate all of your mistakes, this day would not be enough. "I passed him by, but I felt him following me.

I just didn't bother to look at him or even stop from walking.

"I don't know what I did wrong to you, Jaz. But I'm doing everything just to make you believe that I won't give up on you. I will not waste this opportunity to show you how much I want you back and how much miss you could just snatch you right now and hug you all night, then I would, but I respect you. respect your decision. I understand you," he said and cornered me on the wall.

He suddenly let out his words. Did he think that those efforts of his would be enough to get me back? Did he think that it would be easy to trust someone again after what he did to me? Even if he did that for

years, I can't forgive him! I've I

no

suffered for years, and he's in front

of me ranting or complaining?!

"Travis, I didn't ask you to do these things. I never asked you to be good to me. I never asked you to do everything just to get back. I did not ask you, Travis." I firmly said, but he just messed up his hair. He punched the wall which shocked me. I looked into his fist, and it was bleeding now.

What the heck is his problem?!

"What the fuck, Travis!" I shouted at him, but he just stared at me with those cold eyes.

"I love you, Jaz. Fuck it! I swear that." his voice was not loud but enough for me to hear it clearly.

Did he really love me? I don't know if I should believe him or not. It's easy to say you love someone, but it's hard to show them.

This is the first time I've heard those words again. We've been living before for how many years, and during those years, he kept on avoiding me, and I never heard him say He loved me.

'I can't believe you, Travis. After all of those years, you never showed me that you love me. After how many years we've been together, I never felt that you loved me. Now you are telling me those words? How would I be able to believe you when, in the first place, you really never did?" I showed him my very disappointed expression.

That was true. We've been married for years, and yet he just played with my feelings.

"Please, believe me. It's just that—" I don't need his explanation. What I saw, heard, and experienced during all of those years with him was enough to prove that he never did love me. "Enough Travis. Just go back to Stacy."