Where I Belong

"You have him fascinated with you" Cage smirked as he nodded towards my car. Eh? Turning round my eyes connected with Blazes. Why hadn't he gotten out? Shaking my head I turned away from his stare. "Please tell me you're coming back to work tomorrow?" Ally asked well more like pleaded. "Yeah I'll be back tomorrow. Aren't you meant to be at work?" I asked raising my eyebrow at her. "Yeah but I phoned in sick. With you not being there Josh has took it apon himself to be in charge. I know he ran it before you came but jesus he is not nice when he's in control".

"You fucking him again?" Cage interrupted wiping his hands with a rag. Ally was having sex with Josh? What the hell had I missed? I had only been gone a few days. "I was never fucking Josh" She sneered folding her arms across her chest. "You better fucking not be, your ass is mine but I was talking bout little Ava over here" He grinned.

"Your disgusting you know that? I don't mix business with pleasure and I would never go near Josh. Why would you even think that?" I asked more interested in where he's heard that from. "I'm not talking about fucking Josh. Heck I don't even know who the fuck he is".

"Don't fucking speak to her like that" Blaze growled from somewhere behind me. The way the hairs on the back of my neck stood up I knew he was close, very close. "Sorry VP" He muttered taking a hold of Ally's hand and pulling her in the direction of the clubhouse. That wasn't like Cage. He wasn't one for apologising. "I don't need you sticking up for me Blaze and anyway he didn't do anything wrong". Why was everyone afraid of Blaze? I know that he's VP but what had he done to make everyone so afraid of him. "He doesn't get to speak to you like that. No one fucking speaks to you like that". Turning to face him I gasp with how close he actually was. Taking a step back I crossed my arms over my chest. "He was expressing himself. He wasn't talking to me in a bad way. Fuck Blaze find out what's going on first before sticking your big nose in".

"Well what the fucks going on then?" He snapped closing the small distance between us. "Apparently I'm screwing one of my colleagues" I sighed really not in the mood to argue with him. I thought all of that was behind us but apparently he just keeps coming back for more. Maybe he was fascinated with me.

"You better fucking not be. What the fucks his name Ava?" He growled causing me to laugh in his face. I was laughing so much I had tears in my eyes. "You actually believe it? You don't know me at all" I snapped side stepping him so I could

get away from him. Walking the short distance to the club I about turned so I could look at him. "Even if it were true and its not its got nothing to do with you".

Walking into the clubhouse I walked straight for my dads office. Pushing open the door I wished I hadnt. Bent over the table was my mom with my dad behind her.

Fuck fuck fuck.. That was something I never ever wanted to see.

Closing the door shut behind me I sunk my teeth into my bottom lip. How will I ever get that out of my head? No one should ever have to see there parents doing the nasty. Walking through the bar area I took a seat on one of the black stools. "Ava can I have a word?" Kelsey asked as she approached me. I wasn't in the mood to get my ear chewed off about Blaze. "Have a seat" I muttered not in the least bit interested in what she was about to say. I didn't need for her to come up here and give me a warning about Blaze. If she was that bothered about it then she should be having a conversation with him not me. "I'd rather it be somewhere private" She replied. "There's to many ears in here" She whispered. Turning so I could face her I sighed "How about I just make this easier for the both of us? Your welcome to Blaze. I'm not going to fight or argue about him. There happy?" I smiled.

"I wasn't coming to talk about Blaze I- I need your help" She whispered only then did I noticed the fear in her eyes. Glancing around the bar I noticed everyone was to busy in there own conversations to notice anything. "Can we please go somewhere private?" She asked. Now I knew it defiantly wasn't about Blaze. It kind of caught me of guard that she needed my help.

"Sure" I agreed following her out of the bar. "My cars over there. Is that alright?" I asked. There really wasn't anywhere private around here we could go.

"Yeah"..

"I'm pregnant" she whispered tears welling in her eyes. "I'm 19 Ava I-I don't know what to do" she cried. Why did my stomach drop? Why did it feel like someone was squeezing the life out of my heart?.

"How far along are you?" I asked swallowing the lump that had appeared in my throat. What was Blaze going to say when he found out he was going to be a dad? "Only 4 weeks. I'm so scared" She whispered placing her head in her hands. "Does he know?" I asked not sure if I could handle hearing he was going to be a dad. "No one knows Ava, only you. I don't want to tell him. He's not even been patched in yet. A baby would ruin everything" She cried. "Who's the dad Kelsey?" I asked

Looking up at me through her tears she bit her bottom lip before answering "Tims the father".

"Are you 100% sure its Tim?" I had to be sure. She was after all having sex with Blaze and god knows who else. Snapping her head up she glared at me "I know you probably think I'm some nasty slut but I'm not. I've only ever slept with Tim and Blaze was a once off". She had only slept with Blaze once? Somehow I didn't believe her. "Blaze hasn't slept with anyone since you caught us" She whispered her glare turning into a frown. "He's to wrapped up in you to notice anyone else. I only did what I did today because Cage wanted to see if he was still hooked on you".

I couldn't believe it. Blaze was actually telling the truth about not sleeping with anyone. And when I get my hands on Cage I'm going to murder him with my bare hands. "I think we got of on the wrong foot Kelsey and I apologise if I've ever been nasty towards you". I think she was a young girl wrapped up in all of this. A 19 year old shouldn't be hanging around with middle aged men. She should be in school trying to make something of her self.

"Me too" She smiled wiping her tears away. From the corner of my eye I noticed Blaze walking towards us. "I'm back at work tomorrow. How about you come by and we can have a chat about some of your options?" I asked just as Blaze chapped on my window.

"Thanks Ava I really appreciate this. I'll leave you to it" She smiled getting out of my car. Leaning my arms against the steering wheel I ignored the constant chapping on my window. He really did know how to get on my nerves. "Was that Kelsey? Or was I seeing things?" He asked taking a seat in the passenger side. "She isn't all that bad. Now what do you want?" I asked leaning back against my chair. All I could think about was Kelsey. By the looks of it she had no family. 19 years old and living here with no support or stability.

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"You alright darlin'? You seem miles away. Did she say something to you?".

"What do you want?" I asked leaning my head to the side so I could look at him. He seemed different and I don't know how I never picked up on it earlier. "I've spoke with your dad. We're in the process of finding out who owns the house. In the mean time you have two options. One you stay here or two you come stay at mine. What will it be?" Drumming his fingers on his knee I was just about to answer when I heard the sirens. Before I could blink there were police cars everywhere. What the fuck?

"Dammit" Blaze growled

"What's going on?" I panicked never having witnessed anything like it before. "Fucking cops are never of our back. Listen sweets I'm carrying. I need you to lean over as if you are going to kiss me and pull the gun out the back of my jeans". "What?" I hissed frantically looking around. Was he serious? So it was okay for me to get caught with it but not him? "They won't search you. Now please hurry the fuck up before they drag my ass back to county. I get caught darlin' and that's where I'll be going".

Why do I always get myself caught up in situations like this? Sighing I leaned over placing my lips against his. Sliding my hand around his back I grabbed hold of the gun. Feeling his tongue run over the seam of my lips I gasped making it easier for him to invade my mouth. I wasn't kissing him because I wanted to but god damn I forgot how good it felt. Gun in hand I moved slightly giving me a better cover so I could slip it into the back of my jeans. He so owed me for this. Moving his hands over my bum he gave it a light squeeze just as there was a chap on the window.

"Out of the car Thomas. You to Dr Mendez". Pulling back I smiled sweetly at the bald headed policeman. You would think with working at the local hospital I would know who he was. "Is there a problem officer?" I asked my eyes following the loud bang as the MC were escorted out the clubhouse in hand cuffs. What the hell had they done? "Nothing that concerns you doctor. I just need Mr Thomas here to come with me" He grinned his eyes roaming up and down my body. Feeling the bile rise in my throat I smiled at him.

"Why are they in handcuffs?" I frowned. Surely they couldn't just come in here and do this? Didn't they need like a warrant? "We're just giving the old clubhouse a new look. Boys?" Officer asshole yelled hand signalling the officers and builders into the lot. No way was he doing what I think he was?

"You can't fucking do this" I snapped a new wave of anger cursing through my body. What gave them the right to come in here and trash the place? "Watch your mouth young lady or ill be cuffing you next" He snapped. Biting my lip so I wouldn't say something I would regret I watched as they made there way inside sledgehammers in hand.

"What are you expecting to find?" I asked trying to keep my cool. It was hard when all I wanted to do was punch him in the face. "Shouldn't you be fighting crime instead of wasting your time here?".

"Ava" Blaze hissed my head snapping up to meet his eyes. Shit I forgot I had his gun on me.

"All clear boss" A younger cop yelled as he walked out of the clubhouse officers following suit. Officer asshole looked like he had just been sucker punched. Making his way towards my dad I followed closely behind him. I wanted to know what reason he had for doing all of this.

"We'll get you one day Mendez and your band of merry men will be going down with you" He spat literally spat on my dad.

"This is harassment and I'll be going straight to your chief about it. Chief Browning and I had the pleasure of meeting when he brought his daughter in for a check up. What a lovely man, told me he owed me one. Might be time for me to chase him up on that. Do you even have a warrant?" I snapped watching him pale slightly. Oh yeah not so confident now. I may not like being here but no way we're they getting to harass my family. "I suggest the next time you show up here unannounced you bring a warrant. I'll be sending the bill to your station for the damages. Now get out of here before I get you done".

Where in the world did that come from? Letting out a shaky breath I watched as the guys were let lose of the cuffs. Folding my arms across my chest I walked towards the clubhouse my heart falling when I got inside. They had completely destroyed the place. Pushing the door open I walked back outside only to be lifted of my feet into a bear hug.

"Dad can't breath" I huffed as he placed me back onto my feet. "They ruined the place" I shrugged hoping he wouldn't be to upset. These guys spent there days in this place and those fuckers had just destroyed it. "Who cares it'll get fixed. What I want to know is where the fuck did that come from?" He laughed slinging his arm over my shoulder and walking us inside. "I may be on the same side of the law as them but I wasn't going to stand by and watch them tear my family apart and I watch a lot of police programs. Dad how can you let them do this without a warrant? Do they do that a lot?" I asked my dad coming to a halt his eyes wondering around the place. They sure did a turn on it. "Fuck it" My dad sighed going behind the bar and grabbing two beers. "Have a drink with your old man?" He asked handing me a beer. Taking it I followed him through the clubhouse and into his office, the one place they hadn't destroyed. Taking the seat opposite him I watched as he leaned back in his chair closing his eyes. "I want you to go up state with Blaze for a few days" He said taking a drink of his beer. He what now? Frowning I placed the bottle onto the table and crossed my arms over my chest. "Why would I want to do that?". I couldn't just up and leave I was due back at work tomorrow. I couldn't just leave because he wanted me to. Could I?

"Blaze is the only one I trust with you, I need for you to be with him until I find out more about that damn house of yours. Please for once Ava just listen to your old man and don't argue". He did have a point but why couldn't he just send someone else to do the job up state? "I thought my options were stay here or stay with Blaze?" I didn't want to go up state to another charter. Heck if the girls up there are half as bad as the ones down here then I defiantly don't want to go. "You will be staying with Blaze just in another town. It'll only be for a couple of days you'll be back before you know it and hopefully I'll have got to the bottom of this. Please darlin' just do what I'm asking just this once". How was I going to explain this to the hospital? I was already on sick pay and I really couldn't afford to take anymore time off and as lame as it might sound I missed my patients, I missed doing my job. "What if I just stayed out of the way? Kept my head down until this blows over. I could crash with Ally for a few days longer if need be". I was trying to get out of going with Blaze because truth be told I knew something would happen between us if I did end up going. "I want you with Blaze, now I don't want to hear anymore about it. If this little stunt with your house is down to Vagos then I need you out of here while I take care of it. Got it?" He grunted his eyes falling into slits. I knew better than to argue with him when he was like this. Sighing I got to my feet grabbing my beer from the table. "Why do you trust him so much with me?" I asked needing to know why I couldn't spend my time hiding out with someone else. "I know he'll keep you safe now git I have a few phone calls to make". I guess that was the end of the conversation. Turning on my heel I walked out of his office and into the bar area where most of the guys were trying to tidy the mess the cops left.

"Does this happen a lot?" I asked my mom as she joined me at the bar. I don't know how they put up with this. Police watching there move 24/7, eyes and ears basically everywhere. How do they get away with so much shit if the police are never away? "Months at a time but they never find anything. They just leave us with this shit to clean up" Signing she placed her hand on her very swollen stomach. "This baby needs to hurry up and get here. I can't take being pregnant for much longer and get this he wants more" She laughed hitting her hand of the bar.

He wanted more?

"He wants me to go up state with Blaze" I blurted out. I was never one for keeping stuff from my mom but knowing my dad my mom was probably already on board with the idea. "I think for now that's for the best. I get that you and Blaze don't see eye to eye but honey your dad trusts Blaze more than anyone. I know you don't like the idea of going away with him but please know your dads only doing this to keep you safe. He can't fix it and keep his eye on you too. Hold that thought I need to pee" She sighed easing herself off the barstool. Placing my elbow on the bar o rested my head on my hand.

"Can I get you anything?".

Glancing to where the voice came from my mouth fell open slightly. That girl I met a year ago, the one that kept calling me a whore, the one that was never away from here was asking me if I wanted anything. What was her name? Sandra I think. "Why are you asking me if I want anything?" I asked a little confused. I thought she hated me? "Its what I do. I make sure the ladies of this clubhouse are taken care of. One day I'll become an old lady but for now I'll keep on serving them. Now can I get you anything?" She asked again.

"I can get my own but-.."