Where I Belong

I couldn't breath never mind eat. I could feel how hard he was with how close our bodies were. "I can feel you against me" I whispered my breathing had turned into short pants.

What was he doing to me?!

"Ava" He groaned resting his forehead against mine. "You're a tease baby and I want nothing more than to pound that sweet little pussy of yours". Why did I have a feeling there was a but coming?!

"But you don't want too hurt me?" I sighed picking up the grilled cheese that he had made. "I'm fine with waiting until I get these off" Clearing my throat I moved out of his arms and headed towards the fridge. I was cool with waiting but I'm not going to lie the sexual tension was killing me.

"Eat you're the one that said you were starving" Just as I was about to grab the orange juice his arms were around my waist and I was once again pressed against him.

"Let me eat your pussy" He whispered his teeth grazing the side of my neck.

Oh god!

"Let me make you feel good" Moving his hand lower his fingers slipped inside my sweat pants resting them just above my pussy. He had barely touched me and I knew if he slipped his fingers inside he'd see how wet I was. Moving his fingers gently he started to rub me through my panties.

"Fucking hell you're soaking already" He growled his grip on my waist tightening.

Closing my eyes my teeth sunk into my bottom lip as he began to rub faster. "Blaze" I moaned as the tingling feeling began in the pit of my stomach. Rubbing wasn't enough I needed more.

"That's it baby, tell me what you want" He growled pulling my panties to the side but not touching me where I wanted him to. "Tell me you want my fingers inside you, tell me you want to cum on my tongue".

"Please Blaze" I needed him to touch me, to take the ache away.

"Say the words Ava" He whispered as he gently rubbed his thumb over my clit. "Tell me what you want darling".

Leaning against him I could feel how hard he was his dick resting against my ass. Placing my hand on top of his I tried to push it to where I wanted him to be.

"Tut tut" He whispered taking my ear lobe between him teeth and sucking on it "Do you want my fingers here?" Sliding his hand down I could feel his fingers at my opening "Or do you want them here?" Circling his thumb against my clit my body jerked at how good it felt.

Moaning softly I took his other hand in mine and brought it to my mouth. Rubbing his finger over my lips I slowly started to suck on it.

"Please Blaze" I begged wanting nothing more than for him to slip his fingers inside. I needed to feel him, we needed this.

"Tell me you want me to fuck you" He growled pulling his hand from my trousers and turning me around "I want to hear you say it Ava".

Just as I was about to tell him how badly I wanted him.... screeching tires, gunshots, glass shattering.

Screaming my screaming.

Everything happened so fast.

Blood everywhere, his lifeless body.

I couldn't feel.

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My heart was broken.

I was broken.

Black and red everywhere. The emergency room was full of club members from all over. Word got out that Franko's VP had been shot.

Was he going to make it? that's what everyone was waiting for.

I was hanging on by a thread.

Multiple gunshot wounds, lost a lot of blood, wasn't sure if he would make it through the night.

Those were the paramedics words.

"Hey sweet girl".

Numb

"Whatever you need we're here"

"Sobbing I felt the tightness of Lexi's arms around my shoulders. I wanted nothing more than for this to be a dream and I was going to wake up in his arms.

But it wasn't a dream it was a nightmare, my nightmare.

If you're loving the book, nel5s.org is where the adventure continues. Join us for the complete experience all for free. The next chapter is eagerly waiting for you! "Miss Mendez I need you to come with me" The sheriff stated standing in front of me with a couple of officers.

Over my dead body was I leaving here. I wasn't leaving him.

"Miss Men-.."

"She heard you the first time and she ain't going anywhere with you" My dad spat gripping a hold of my hand and placing me behind him. "She goes nowhere do you understand me?" He growled "Calm down Franko I just need a statement so we can catch-...."

"This isn't your business Jack so I suggest you just fuck off and let me handle it. Know your place this is my fucking town".

The other two officers stood with there heads bowed, the sheriffs teeth were gritted embarrassed because my dad had just owned him in front of everyone. He was angry but even I knew he didn't have the balls to mess with Franko Mendez. And off he went.

Placing his hands on my shoulders I already knew what was coming, Blaze wasn't doing good.

"You gotta go be with him darlin' he ain't doing so good".

As the cry of heartbreak fell from my mouth everyone around me fell silent. Feeling the tears roll down my cheeks I looked around the waiting area everyone's eyes on me.

They were here out of respect. There brother had been hurt.

I was hurt, angry but I wanted whoever did this to pay. I wasn't a violent person I helped people I saved life's but something inside me snapped, the good girl was slowly disappearing.