Where I Belong

"Ah so you finally made it official?" He asked his eyes falling onto my hand. And there I thought it was too small for people to notice.

"Yeah, I know how much it means to him" I smiled as my eyes landed on it. Small and dainty but perfect for me.

"The boys will be ecstatic" He chuckled "Blaze can be one cold hearted motherfucker but you make him better darlin'."

"Who makes who better?" Came his gruff voice as he walked through the clubhouse in nothing but a towel around his waist.

Holy fucking Jesus...

Sharing a manly hug he grabbed his bottle of beer that was on the table and took a drink. "Congrats man finally bagged the right one" Jared smirked

I couldn't think or focus on anything else except Blazes ass. My eyes were glued and they weren't moving. Why did he think it was appropriate to come out here in just a towel? Was he trying to make me jump him?! Wait...

Trailing my eyes up his body they finally met his and guess what.... the bastard was smirking.

That sneaky little....

"I'm going outside for some fresh air I'll leave you two to talk" I needed to get the hell out of here before I embarrassed myself.

.......

Sitting on one of the benches I looked across the lot, it didn't feel right when it was this quiet. I've never experienced it being this quiet but I knew everything was still hot with Vagos. My dad had every guy in here out working, trying to find a lead. What I was led to believe was Vagos had vanished. My dad couldn't get a trail and that was the reason that cop was sent from Marko.

Hearing the roar of an engine my eyes squinted at the bike pulling into the lot. Once he parked up and removed his helmet my eyes fell into slits.

Cage.....

"Finally showing your face then?" I asked as he dropped down onto the seat opposite me. Cage was a good guy, funny, great at what he did but my best friend was hurting and right I wanted to knock him out.

"I know what you're going to say and trust me if I could have got in contact I would have" He sighed pulling out a smoke.

"Gotta do better than that Cage, she's worried sick". I said

"I know" He groaned "Cops were all over me Ava I couldn't come back here until I knew it was safe".

"A simple fucking text would have done" It was out before I could stop myself.

"I don't need you on my case Ava I know she's going to hate me fuck she probably already does".

"She doesn't hate you" I sighed "She fucking loves yo-...." cutting myself off I sunk my teeth into my bottom lip.

Never did know when to shut my mouth....

"What did you just say?" He asked getting to his feet.

No point in trying to hide it I already blurted it out. "She loves you. I mean how can you not see it?" I asked

"She loves me?"

Rolling my eyes I got to my feet "Yes you big dummy and if you want my advice I suggest you go find her". Grabbing my crutch I started to walk back towards the clubhouse.

"Where's she hiding?" He shouted

"You'll find her" I replied pulling open the door and stopping at the bar. "Cage is back" I said taking a seat on one of the bar stools.

"Jared" Blaze yelled

"I'm on it boss" and then he was gone.

What the?

"You okay babe?" He asked circling his arms around my waist. Sighing I leaned back against him placing my hands on top of his. "Just can't wait to get these off. You could be out doing what you do and I could be back at work. I'm getting really fed up now".

"Exactly why you should let me take you out" He whispered his breath sending chills down my spine.

"Blaze" I groaned closing my eyes "13 days isn't long to wait".

"13 days is too fucking long" He growled his arms tightening. "I want to take you out on a proper date. I don't give a fuck what you look like......"

"Are you kidding me?" I snapped cutting him off and digging my nails into his hand.

"Because you're beautiful regardless. Fuck sake babe let me finish and do that again and I'll take you over my knee and spank your ass so hard". He growled nipping the base of my neck with his teeth.

That was fucking hot....

I didn't know what was happening I wasn't really a sexual person but I was becoming frustrated and all I could think about was him fucking me.

"But you'd like that wouldn't you" He whispered trailing little kisses over my neck. "You'd like me to bend you over and smack that ass wouldn't you?".

"Mm" I moaned

"Answer me Ava".

"Yes" I croaked.

I couldn't concentrate on anything but what his mouth was doing. It didn't help that I could feel his erecting against my lower back.

"B-blaze" I stuttered. I was turned on and frustrated but I still didn't want to have sex not until I could be in control of it. "The longer we wait the better it will be" I whispered turning my head so I could place a kiss on his lips. "Babe" He groaned letting his arms fall "You're killing me".

"It's not always about sex Blaze" I snapped regretting it as soon as I said it.

"I never said it was" He snapped back "I'm away to put some clothes on".

"Yeah you do that" I yelled

I get he wanted sex, I knew he wasn't used to this whole relationship thing and that he would sleep with anything that walked but I wasn't going to jump into bed with him until I was comfortable and right now I wasn't. Yes we've already had sex but it wasn't about that, I wanted to wait until I as 100% better.

"I hate men" I growled