Where I Belong

As much as I got embarrassed talking about sex I loved that he was so confident about it and how he was so good at it.

"You should because now I know you're thinking about it and I bet if I slipped my fingers in you'd be soaking wet".

"Blaze" I whispered looking around myself making sure no one heard him. He wasn't exactly being quiet.

"I love how those little cheeks blush it's fucking adorable now tell me" He chuckled placing his hand over mine.

"I want you to tattoo me" I smiled "I know how important it is for you and I know I was against it but I'm ready for it now. I want everyone in here to know that I'm your old lady even though they probably already know I want to make it official".

"Babe are you being serious right now?" He asked getting to his feet.

"Deadly serious" I grinned as he picked me up in his arms. Laughing at the way he was acting he burst through his bedroom door and sat me on the bed.

"You have no idea how much this means to me Ava. I know that we've been through a lot and most of that has been shit because of me but baby this is it. You're my girl, my old lady, you'll be the mother of my kids. It's forever sweets and you best believe you ain't getting rid of me now". Placing his lips on mine he grabbed a hold of my face in both hands "I love you darlin' I always fucking have".

I wasn't sure how sore it was going to be. This was my first tattoo so I had no experience with them but surely they can't be that painful right?

"I know that look babe and trust me it'll be over before you even find it painful. It's only a little B. Now have you decided where you want it?" He asked as he began to bring out his equipment.

"Where do they usually go?" I asked having no idea whatsoever where I wanted it.

Chuckling he shook his head and placed his tattoo gun on a sterile tray. "It can go anywhere you want it to go. Back in the day old lady's usually got it across their lower back".

Like a tramp stamp?!

"And by the look on your face I'm guessing that ain't going to happen?. Listen baby you're only getting my initial so it would be best to have it somewhere it isn't going to look stupid".

"What if I want your full name?" I asked watching his eyes light up. Yeah I kinda thought I may as well go all out and get the full thing. "But I have one condition" I didn't know how he was going to react to this.

"Name it" He grinned

"If I get your full name I get it as Sean not Blaze" And just as I expected the smile vanished from his face his lips thinning into a hard line.

"Babe you know how much this means to me but I can't tattoo that onto your body. I'll take the small B over that any day".

He had a point. He wasn't known as Sean, to everyone he was Blaze and why should I make him put something on me that would technically mean nothing.

"You're right" I smiled "I think I have the perfect place for that little B to go".

"Are you sure you're okay with this? I get that you wanted my real name but sweets 'Blaze' is really all I've ever been called". He had everything set up down to the black sterile gloves on his hands. "Yes I'm fine with it. Now about where I want to put it" I grinned

"And where's that?" He asked his lips pulling up into a smirk. Holy shit I couldn't wait for these casts to come off. Fair to say little shy Ava was getting frustrated.

"Right here" I whispered holding up my left hand and pointing to my ring finger.

"Perfect, now get that little ass over here so I can officially make you mine".

"Like it?" He asked placing his tattoo gun down and removing his gloves.

I couldn't stop staring at it. Yes it was only a letter and it was small but it was perfect.

"I love it" I grinned "I never thought I'd ever get a tattoo never mind a guys initial but I'm so happy with it. Thank you".

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"No baby thank you" He said getting to his feet and walking to where I was. Kneeling down to my level he took my hand in his. "I never thought you'd get it done I know how much you were against it but know this Ava you have no idea how much it means to me in here" He whispered placing my hand over his heart. "It's a big deal in our world for an old lady to get that. Now every little punk that visits here will know you're mine when they clock that" Smirking he gently pulled me to my feet.

Rolling my eyes I placed my hands against his chest "Everyone already knows I'm yours and I mean everyone. Not being big headed or anything but I'm hot and no one even looks at me anymore or checks me out I mean".... Not being able to hold it in any longer I burst out laughing at the way his facial expressions changed so quickly. "I'm kidding" I whispered sneaking my hand inside his cut and placing it over his heart.

"You're fucking gorgeous Ava and trust me they look at you. If I had my way they'd all have fucking bullets in there skull" He growled gritting his teeth.

"Hey calm down I was only kidding and if they do look then let them it doesn't mean anything. Can't have you killing every guy in here that looks at me, my dad would have no club left" I whispered watching the corners of his lips twitch. "Let me take you out" He whispered

Out?

"Out where?" I asked not sure where he was going with this. Blaze wasn't exactly the romantic type.

"On a date, let me treat you the way you deserve to be treated".

Smiling I removed my hand from under his cut, walking towards the bed I took a seat on the end of it.

"What's wrong sweets?" He asked taking a seat beside me. Truth was nothing was wrong he was trying to make this work, he was changing, I just hope I wasn't the only reason he was doing it. I didn't want him to change for me but I needed to know that he wanted to change for himself.

"Nothings wrong Blaze I just feel a little overwhelmed. Could say I'm still not used to us being like this" I shrugged.

"You sure it's just that?" Brushing the hair out my face he slipped two fingers under my chin turning my head towards him.

"I'm sure" I grinned "Now how about you tell me more about this date".

We had never been on a date before well not a proper one.

"Can't I'd have to kill you if I did" He smirked leaning in and placing a kiss on my neck.

Sighing I tilted my head back my lips parting and my eyes falling shut. "I can't wait to have you naked and under me" He whispered a little moan escaping my mouth as he nibbled on my ear lobe. Feeling my back hit the bed I peeled my eyes open my teeth sinking into my bottom lip at the way he was staring at me. It was like he was looking into my soul.

"You're so fucking beautiful" He growled pulling on my lip "I'm trying really hard baby and that's not helping".

"I need a drink...."

I wanted to cry!!

"Shit my bad". Ally yelled slamming the bedroom door shut behind her.

"I'm really starting to fucking hate her" Blaze snapped a chuckle falling from my lips. Rolling to the other side of the bed he placed his arm over his forehead "Seriously could her timing be any worse?".

Rolling my eyes I pulled myself into a sitting position before getting to my feet. "She's had a rough day cut her some slack" I smiled grabbing a hold of my crutch. "I'm going to see what's up with her. You staying here or is there something you have to do?".

"Gonna work on my bike babe" Getting off the bed he was by my side wrapping his arms around my waist. "She's not keeping you all night" He whispered "I have a surprise for you later". Feeling my cheeks grow hot I had a feeling I already knew what that surprise was.

"Help yourself why don't you" Blaze said as we entered the bar area, Ally sat in the corner a bottle of whiskey in front of her.

Something was up with her I knew that much. Sitting down beside her I waited for her to speak first. I knew it was coming I just wasn't sure if I was prepared for what she was going to tell me. "I hate men" She sighed knocking back another whiskey shot. "Like seriously Ava I hate them, I hate him".

Cage.....