When u needed me (GXG)

Reagan's POV

I left really angry, well if you see your fiancée on top of another person you would be angry too, right? All I wanted to do at that moment was to beat the shit out of Amelia, but she was fucking protecting her from me. like seriously? All the time, whenever I have been angry she just ran away and now she is protecting that bitch from me.

After picking my car keys I drove and drove, to god knows where, thinking all the things that happened in the past few hours.

I was so excited for tonight, I wanted to ask Faithlynn on an actual date, I even did the most cheesiest thing I had ever done in my entire life; brought a rose for her. I would have never thought that I would be giving a rose to someone, I even brought her favourite chocolate ,which I might tell you; were expensive. I thought that I would ask her if she would like to go somewhere for a vacation after the wedding, but no. Every thing I had planned for us went down through the drain. I'm not even angry anymore but sad.

I love her so much and she kept on hurting me, make me doubt her every time. Now I understand why she kept on pushing me away, why she didn't wanted to go any further then just kissing. It was just because of Amelia, she is just marrying me because of that damn citizenship. Well if she really just wanted to use me she would have just told me, I mean you don't have to act in front of me, I'm not going to force you to like me. I don't understand, yesterday she told me she liked me and now I caught her lying on top of another person.

I pulled up in front of 24×7 store and went out to buy a cigrette, I really need one. I smoked sitting on the hood of the car, pulled out my phone and dialed her number, after few rings she answered.

"Hello! Reagan where are you?". She asked hurriedly.

I sniffed trying to stop crying "Just tell me you don't have feelings for her, please." I asked desperately because I want to know.

"Reagan where are you tell me, come back home baby please." She pleaded.

"Do you have feelings for Amelia, just tell me I-I need to know." I said agitated but it came out desperate.

"No, no I don't. Please just come back home please come back to me." She said crying too.

"I will, I will." I said and hang up.

.......

I jerked up in my car by the sound of my phone ringing. My back and neck hurts because of sleeping in a wierd position.

I scrambled around to find my phone lying face down on the floor of the car near my foot. I picked it up; Nadia was calling. There were multiple missed calls and texts from everyone.

"Yes?" I answered still sleepy.

"Where are you, are you okay?" She asked making my eye balls popped out of my eyes, I thought she'd just going to yell at me for leaving and not coming home. But she is just concerned about me. Wow.

"Yeah, I'm fine." I answered not really sure myself about the place where I'm right now.

"Come home, we need to go for final fittings today." She said cautiously.

"I don't want to go." I said.

"What? Why? Don't tell me you're calling off this wedding?" April yelled from the other side, where the hell did she came from. Maybe I'm on speaker, I wonder who else is listening to us.

"I just don't feel like it. And I'm not calling off the wedding. I just don't want to go anywhere, with anyone". I said feeling drained.

"Ummm.. Mom really want to talk to you. She said you should be there for the fitting". Nadia said. I sighed.

"Okay, text me the adress and time". I replied.

"Okay, don't be late." She said hanging up.

......

I went home after the sun went down letting the moon shine brightly. As I step my foot inside the house, it seemed like Nadia was waiting for me." Where have you been and why didn't you show up for fitting." She asked making weird hand moves.

"I said I wasn't feeling like it, so I skipped". I said firmly.

"How pathetic can you be? Your fiancée there, is crying her eyes out waiting for you, concerned that where have you been, if you are okay or not. And here you are not feeling like it". She yelled. And I lost it.

"You think I'm pathetic for taking my time to face my best friend and supposedly fiancée whom I caught comfortably lying on someone else while tomorrow is our wedding." I scoffed, how can she say it like that. Do I really look pathetic? Felling sad and hurt is pathetic?

"You are being selfish, you didn't even gave her a chance to explain herself." She said getting into my face. She is defending her against her own sister?

"If you remember clearly, I asked her again and again to tell me the truth and what she did was just stand their and cry. When I walked towards her she backed up. When I try taking her hands in mine she fliched away. " I yelled at the top of my lungs. "And you think I'm pathetic?" I asked in a low voice only to feel the Stinging pain on my cheek caused by Nadia's hand, making my neck snap to the other side.

"You are not supposed to talk to me like that. And go apologize to Faithlynn." She spat and walked away.

I went to my room and saw a pink melone suit hanging near my closest door. Well it look nice but its pink.

So I grab the suit and went downstairs to find my mom. "Where's mom"? I asked Max who was sitting in the living playing video game.

"Other house, why?" I sprint to the door ignoring his question and into the other house.

"MOM" I yelled calling my mom, barging into the house startling everyone.

"What happened." Mom come running towards me. "Oww" I hear Faithlynn whimper in the kitchen.

"Mom what is this" I said pointing the suit in my hand. Then I saw Amelia running into the kitchen with first aid box.

"It's your wedding suit and why didn't you come for fitting?" She asked.

But I ignore her and walked into the kitchen where I see Faithlynn crying and Amelia cleaning a small cut on Faithlynn's hand, making her flich.

I dropped the suit on the kitchen counter "what happened?" I said walking towards Faithlynn, she looked at me with teary eyes and jumped onto me hugging me, now she is full on sobbing.

I rubbed her back and slightly pull her away from me to look at her injury, there was a cut on her finger and thumb, I put my arm around her and put her on top of the counter. I pushed Amelia aside while taking the cotton from her hand while glaring at her.

I took Faithlynn's hand in mine "we will talk later" my mom said, leaving the three of us in the kitchen.

"You can leave too, I'm here to take care of my fiancée." I told Amelia but she didn't move.

I cleaned Faithlynn's cut and dressed it up with a band aid. I put everything back in the first aid box, Faithlynn then put both of her hands on both of my cheeks looking deeply into my eyes while I stand in between her legs. I wiped the tear that fall off of her eye and caress her cheek with my thumb. We stare at each other for a while before Amelia intrupted us by clearing her throat, I gritted my teeth in annoyance.

"Thank you, but you can leave now" I said in a harsh tone. She scoffed and left. Faithlynn pull me into a tight hug wrapping her hands around my shoulder making my hands take their place on her hips.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry but you have to believe me I didn't do anything wrong". She whispered in my ear making me shiver because of her breath hitting my ear.

I pulled away a little and smiled at her wiping her tears again. She smiled back and started to lean in for a kiss. Just as her lips were inches away form mine I turn my face left so her lips landed on my right cheek making her frown. I can see hurt in her eyes.

I know she didn't do anything wrong but the thought that has been running into my mind about her wanting Amelia, about the fake marriage, about her using me for just a citizenship. I can't get over it just now. I need some time.

"You didn't forgive me, did you?" She asked in a low voice looking down.

I pull her chin up with my thumb and index finger, just to look into her beautiful eyes." I trust you, but I'm not going to just forget what I saw; I saw you laying on top of Amelia while her arms were holding you close and you were just relaxing over her while she giggled joyously."

"I can explain". She said pleadingly taking my hands in hers and squeezing them.

I just stood their in between her legs looking intently into her pleading glossy eyes. I just get lost in them. I wish I could get the chance to look into them every morning. She touched my cheek and I blinked twice to come out of my daze.

"You are so pretty." I mumbled out of nowhere making her blush.

"Give me a chance, it's all Amelia she's just playing with our emotions, I swear I don't have any feelings for her, and whatever happened yesterday was just an accident." She said leaning our foreheads together.

But when I saw her on top of her, my inside churned I physically felt my heart broke. I thought she's just playing me and using me for a petty citizenship. I thought she would going to go back to Amelia after the wedding.

"Just know that I'm here whenever you need me." I said kissing her on the cheek before walking away but she grab my hand "I need you know." She said in a shakey voice.

"No you don't." I smiled at her and went into the living room to talk to my mom. I sat down beside her on the couch not saying anything.

"What's the problem with the suit?" She asked breaking the silence.

"You know mom, I don't like pink". I said furrowing my eyebrows.

"So?" She asked getting irritated.

"So, I'm not wearing it" I said folding my arm over my chest.

"Don't even start with this, Reagan." She scolded me.

"I'm not going to wear this pink shitty suit." I said standing up.

"You were the one who told me to let Faithlynn decide the outfits. So, here is yours". She said calmly.

"But mom you know I can't wear this." I yelled. Oops I didn't mean to yell.

"Stop acting like a brat, Reagan. You are going to wear this suit and that's final." She said just as Nadia came into the house and sat beside mom.

"I'm not wearing it." I said throwing the suit across the room. Ugh pink.

While I was walking back to the main door Nadia grabbed my hand and spin me around to face her. "What's your problem." She asked.

"Nothing that concerns you." I said freeing my arm from her hand.

"Listen to me." She said in a calm voice.

"Their is no need to act like a jealous girlfriend or a spoiled child. Your wedding is tomorrow and we don't have time for your ridiculous reasoning about not wearing that suit. So, just stop acting like a brat." She spat glaring at me.

She went back into the living room and brought the suit back. " You need to iron it, its so wrinkly now that you have thrown it on the floor." She said with an eye roll.

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A/N

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