When u needed me (GXG)

Reagan's POV:

I woke up to a knocking on my door and groaned "come in", April walked in followed by Aron. I scowl at them and buried my face into the pillow.

"Go away, I don't want to talk, traitors." I spat feeling angry. I felt the bed dip and a hand sat on my arm pulling me. I try to get rid of the hold on my arm by pulling it back on the place. But then again my arm was pulled by two strong hands. And I saw April crying looking at me. I felt guilty, then release a sigh.

"What do you guys want know? Huh?" I asked getting annoyed. And averted my eyes to the floor not wanting to look at their guilty faces.

"Look Rea we know we lied to you, and that you might have felt betrayed by us. But trust me we didn't had a choice." Aron said taking my hand in his soft warm hands.

"A-and sh-she made us swear on our moms lives to keep it a secret" April stuttered, sniffing and whiping her running nose with her sleves.

"What the hell is that?" Aron asked pointing at the packed suitcase. April looked at me with fear in her eyes.

"What do you mean. That is my suitcase which is packed by the way." I said nonchalantly.

"No,no,no,no you can't do this please." April cried throwing her hands around my neck to hug me and mummble into my neck "I'm sorry, I'm sorry please dont leave, I'm sorry." She sobbed into the crook of my neck. God she is so dramatic.

"Please Reagan don't do anything stupid you can talk to her about it." Aron said wisely.

"Come on guys get out. I need to get ready. I have a flight soon." I said ripping April's hand from around my neck and wiping her tears giving her a smile.

"Move" I said while walking towards the door holding it open for them to leave. Aron took the crying April out and I shut the door behind them.

Let them think I'm leaving because they lied to me and that I'm angry and I'm not going to marry Faithlynn. Let them be a little troubled.

But I'll tell them the maine reason forleaving. Because I'm not that much heartless.

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I was ready in my black polo t-shirt and khaki pants, I picked my suitcase along with my laptop bag and opend the door to walk out, only to see Faith coming out of Amelia's room crying.

When she saw me she run towards me and jumped on me holding on to me for her dear life. I hold her in place rubbing her back. Then she pulled back head hung low, trying to avoid any eye contact

I grabbed her hand with my left while picking my suitcase in my right hand and lead her downstairs toward the kitchen where my mom was making the breakfast.

"Good morning mom" I said giving her a kiss on her cheek.

"Morning honey, slept well?" She asked smiling at me and motioning towards Faith and asking with her eyes 'is she okay?' i just nodded.

I plop down onto the stool and start eating my food while Faith stand there looking at me intently.

When I feel her watching me, I looked at her and she averted her eyes, and then I took the chance to look at her properly and what I saw broke my heart,her eyes were red and swollen, her cheeks had strains of dry tears.

I cleared my throat to grab her attention but to no avail.

"Sweetie why don't you sit and have breakfast." My mom said to Faithlynn offering her a plate.

She noded and sat beside my mom and infront of me on the stool of the island.

"Uhmm.. mom?"

"Yeah?" She asked looking at me giving me full attention.

"I'm going to Germany for few days." Faithlynn looked up at me with teary eyes and fear evident in them.

"What about the wedding?" She asked.

"I hire a team of wedding organisers so they will handle everything." I said still looking at Faithlynn, she released a sigh of relief after hearing me, while I gave my mom their contact number.

"When are you leaving?" My mom asked gaining my attention back. I looked at my wrist watch but found my wrist empty I might have forget it in my room.

"In couple hour." I said not really sure what time is it.

"When will you come back." Faithlynn sniffles and my moms attention diverted to her and she engulf Faith into a hug and its like a cue for her to start crying. Why does she have to cry so much? I thought.

"Whenever I feel like coming back, but I'm not sure." I said in monotone, because seeing her cry like she has been suffering angered me. Why is she crying now that I'm going. She should be happy that she'll get all the time with Amelia she wants, before I come back.

And then went back to my room to get my watch. While I was searching for it I heard the door creaked open and Faithlynn invited herself in.

"Why are you going to Germany". She asked closing the door behind her and walking towards me and stopping 5 steps away from me.

I turned around and gave her a stare before turning back to look for my damn watch.

"Rea? Is it about last night?" She asked softly not meeting my gaze I scoff.

"No, leave me alone." I said a little harshly then I intented which made her whimper.

"Please! Rea, talk to me, please." She said pleadingly, tears running down her face, head hung low.

I finally found my watch and strap it down on my wrist. And hear another sob. This made me so angry. She has no right to cry in front of me after what she did. She willingly went to her to kiss her and she was not even that drunk so being drunk is not a reason out of it.

I let out a humourless laugh and took that 5 steps she left between us and stand in front of her lifting her face by placing two fingers under her chin. But still she didn't look into my eyes.

"Talk to you?" I asked gritting my teeth

"Talk to you about what exactly? Huh?" I asked moving closer to her, she shrink under my hard stare. And averted her eyes again.

"About how you broke my trust? Or about how you lied to me and kept secrets from me for years?" I asked in low but sharp voice.

"You didn't even tell me that you like girls, were you dating Amelia all along?" I asked, lots of questions were rushing in my head and I want answers. She didn't say anything but kept crying silently.

"You know how stupid I felt last night, I thought that you of all people would never betray me, that you would never keep secrets from me like that and go to someone else. I asked for only one thing from you Faith, just one damn thing, to never cheat on me, to never betray me, I asked you to be just loyal to me thats it, was it that hard for you, just to tell me anything, huh? Tell me one thing where I never supported you just one thing, I am and was always there for you, by your side , at every level of our lives and I was happy to get married to you to my best friend whom i trust more than myself and all you did was lie to me and hurt me." I said with my voice breaking here and there. She finally met my eyes, her eyes held pain but mine held hurt, betrayal, maybe anger too. She try wiping my tears but I pushed her hands away.

"Please, I'm so sorry." She said in low voice. That's all? That's all she got for me?

I composed myself getting my hard exterior back. "So tell me how long has this been going on?" I aked raising my voice a little at the end.

"W-we broke up la-last year, but sh-she kissed me at di-dinner night, she wa-wants me back." She stuttered and sniffed.

"Do you want to go back to her?" I aked walking further closer to her and she took steps back as I continue to walk towards her till she's blocked between the wall and my body.

She didn't say anything and stare in the space, fidgeting with her fingers.

I pressed my body closer, to almost touching hers , her body stiffen and I put my hands on the wall beside her head. "Now, talk to me. Tell me, do you want to go back to her?" I asked calmly and slowly so that every word will make its way to her ears.

"N-no no." She shook her head.

"Then why did you kissed her last night." I asked almost whispering into her ear, her body shivers maybe because of my breathing near her ear.

"I-I don't kn-know." She said inhaling deeply.

"Maybe you kissed her because you want her back too." I said, only making sense of the whole situation

"N-no, Reagan, please, I don't want to be with her." She said in my neck on the verge of crying.

"Then what do you want dammit." I finally lost it and yelled at her she shook beneth me and put her hands on my waist, her head already resting on my shoulder I can fell her breath on my neck along with her tears.

After few seconds she removed her head from my shoulder and looked me in my eyes "I want to be with you and only you, Reagan, I'm so sorry." she said pulling me towards her more if thats even possible, our faces inches apart.

"What if I kiss you right now?" I aked looking at her. Her eyes widen but then she closed her eyes her breathing suddenly became heavy, I can see her chest moving up and down, I tilted my head sideways and moved closer to her lips, but I cant do this, not now.

Her eyes were still closed and she looked so beautiful, its like I'm looking at her with new eyes, I can see every inch og her face sharp and clear, perfectly trimmed eyebrows, long lashes, her perfect nose, plump lips that I really want to kiss. Those lips.

I kissed her forehead instead and pushed back and went out through the door leaving her in the room alone.

I went downstairs and April come running to me, "Don't go Rea,please talk to her, sort things out, running away is not a way to deal with your problem." I chuckle. Throwing my arm around her shoulder walking her towards the door with me.

"I'm not running April, I don't run away from my problems, I'm going because of my work, I'll be back in a day or two, take care of my fiancée, will you?." I asked her sweetly with an smile, she smile back and nodded.

"Reagan, Reagan, wait, please wait." Faithlynn came rushing downstairs almost tripping and hugged me while repeating her self "don't go, don't go." While grabbing everyone's attention and now everyone is there. Except our parents they must be in the other house.

I squeezed her in my arms not to tight and rubbed her back with my left hand while my right held my suitcase and bag.

"I'll be back before you know, its work." I told her with a small smile and turned my gaze towards Amelia who had a smug look on.

I walked towards her and grabbed her arm giving it a little squeez amd whispered harshly into her ear "Stay away from my fiancée." And gave her a threatening look.

I walked out with Faithlynn on tow towards the car waiting for me to take me to the airport.

We stopped near the car "why didn't you kissed me" she asked hurt. I put stray hair behind her ear, and caress her cheek while she blushed by my small gesture, I smile at her.

"Will you wait for that kiss?" I aked her looking into her eyes and saw a relief wash over her eyes and face.

"I'll, please come back to me, so we can get married, not just because of that stupid citizenship but because I want to marry you." She said truthfully and hugged me. I kissed her forehead again and get into the car and went to the airport.

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