TO HAVE AND TO HATE

CHAPTER 11

MINUTES LATER

I thought Nico was joking about coming to see me but he just called and said he is packed a few minutes away from my house. So now I am getting dressed to go and meet up with him, he said he just wants to see me for a few minutes so a few minutes it will be. I stare at my reflection in the mirror after getting dressed and I have to admit I look good. When Nico and I had sex, he made me realize that I am still sexy. He reminded me that I am still attractive. It actually feels good to feel this wanted by someone younger.

I walk out of the bedroom when I am done and almost bump into Tessa in the hallway.

‘What are you dressed up for? Are you going somewhere?

I am wearing a flouncy low necked polka dot dress and sandals; I don’t really consider this dressing up. This is one of those dresses that just makes me look cute and accentuate my shape.

‘I am just stepping out for a few minutes. I need to run an errand; I will be back before you are done cooking.’

‘Okay, what should I tell dad when he gets back and asks about you.’

‘I will be back before he gets home. I just need a few minutes.’

‘Okay.’

I quickly leave before she asks me any more questions. When I walked in earlier and she was telling me about the flowers and the note, she shot me a quizzical look. I know she read that note and obviously has questions. I just hope she doesn’t become suspicious of whatever is going on with me and Nico. Darius and I are perfect as husband and wife, we are also perfect as parents, we have done a good job with Tessa, she is such a respectful, smart and kind child. If her father and I were to go our separate ways, it would break my daughter’s heart the most and for her sake, I should break things off with Nico. He isn’t worth losing this beautiful home that we have built over the years.

I get into his car five minutes later and he smiles, ‘Hi my love.’

‘Your love?’

‘You look really sexy.’

‘Nico, we need to talk.’

‘I know baby,’ she says.

‘Stop calling me all these pet names, I am a married man.’

"I think we have already established the fact that you are married. Can you please stop reminding me because you are beginning to sound like a broken record already," he says, starting the car.

‘Where are we going?’

He doesn’t answer but continues driving. I decide to turn my phone off because I don’t want to receive any calls while I am with Nico. I would like us to have a proper conversation with him to break things off without any disturbances.

He drowns down the road for over thirty minutes until we get to a secluded area with no houses in sight, then he pulls up on the side of the road and parks before turning to face me.

‘What did you want to talk about my love?’ he asks, pressing a hand on my leg, just above the knee. I don’t jerk away. He lets it rest there, drawing slow circles. I can feel my heart beating fast, heat is running throughout my body and there is a slow pulse throbbing between my legs.

‘I wanted to talk about us.’

‘What about us?’

‘This thing between us is wrong. I think we should put an end to it.’

He smiles, ‘This is sexy! I can hardly help myself around you, I feel like crawling in between your legs and eating you up.’

‘Nico, we can’t do this?’ my voice gets stuck in my throat.

‘Why not?’

He stares at me intently, moving his hand off my keg and resting it on my bare thigh.

‘And I ask again, why not Mrs. K? Why can’t we have fun? You like me and the feeling is mutual. No one has to know about us. Why do you want to hurt me in this manner?’

‘I am, umh…,’

He slides his hand up, moving the dress out of the way. I swallow hard

‘I am married.’

‘And I am sure your husband doesn’t do the things I do to you right? He doesn’t touch you the way I do. If you love your marriage like you talk about it, you wouldn’t have come. You left your cooking to meet me, you want me as much as I want you,’ with that, his thumb slides under the crotch of my underwear and I gasp.

His finger parts my lips and strokes my clit with a single touch that makes me weak in the knees and while doing that, he leans in and goes for my neck, kissing, sucking, biting, it gives me pain and passion all at once driving me crazy.

He pulls his finger out and I groan in disappointment.

‘I have to taste you.’

‘Huh?’

‘The back seat.’

We crawl to the back seat of the car and he makes me lie down before spreading my legs, before I know it, he is licking the insides of my thigh and I am burying my hands in his head while thrusting my hips forward, wanting more. He licks closer and closer until he finally fastens that gorgeous mouth of his around my clit.

He licks and sucks, lapping me with his tongue and sucking me with his mouth until I loudly call out his name. No one has ever eaten me like this, infact Darius doesn’t believe in these kinds of things. He sucks hard on my clit and the orgasm slams into me leaving me a shaking, dripping mess, I shiver and nearly fall off but he holds on to me.

‘God, you taste so good baby. Just like I imagined it,’ he whispers into my ears.

For a moment I don’t move, I just lie down there breathing heavily and wondering what is wrong with me. I was so determined to end things with him when I got into this car but one look from him and just one touch, I was gone. I don’t know what's with Nico but he has a magnetic pull on me. Maybe Patra was right, I shouldn't let him go, maybe Nico is more than a one-night stand. Maybe we can make this work if we set up a few ground rules.

He makes me feel things that no one has ever made me feel. I am alive sexually when I am with him. This is just sex and maybe I should keep him around until we both get it out of our system.

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EllaB

The August Girl

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