The Wallflower and the Alphas

Avery P.O.V.

I was walking out the door after I heard Ashely and Jayson, you know, doing it. But I didn't know I was being followed. I don't know who it was behind me, but my wolf Angelstar and my veela Angelica were on their toes. But I didn't pay attention to their emotions. So, I kept walking out by the lake and started sitting on the deck. That was when I heard someone say something to me. "Hey, sweetheart." I gasp, and I felt hot tingles all over my body.

I didn't realize they were following me. I closed my eyes because I didn't want this to be a dream but real. So, when I heard them walking closer to me, that was when I knew they were there. I felt a hand on my shoulder, and I felt being lifted off the ground and turned around. Then I was in a tight grip in someone's arms. I try to get out of his hold. I didn't want to be around them right now. I am still embarrassed for telling them how I feel about them. So, I made a fool of myself. I wanted to roll my eyes. But right now, I am trying to escape whoever has me in their arms.

"Hey, now stop, shh, sweetheart, I got you," I heard Elijah's voice in my ear. That was when I looked around and saw Matthew, Jake, and Andrew surrounding me and on the deck. I wanted to flee from here because I could feel my face turning bright red now. Because I can't stop thinking about what I said to them earlier before I came to this stupid party. I wish I never went to the cabin and went and spoke my heart out to them so-called mates of mine. I should have known they wouldn't tell me how they felt about me. I told them I love them, for Christ's sake. Now here they are to throw it in my face.

They never liked me or had feelings for me; I was just a joke for their entertainment for the school year. I don't know, but I felt something was coming, and it would not be good. So, then I do not listen to them around me. I can feel my body shaking, and I can feel the nervousness bubbling up in my stomach. Oh God, I hope I don't throw up. That will be so embarrassing right in front of them and the whole school. Why do I feel weird, and why do I feel sick to my stomach? Oh, God, here it comes. I let it out. I puked all over my shoes and the deck, spreading around my feet. Oh God, I want to die. I can't believe I puked all over the place and myself right in front of my so-called mates and bullies. I didn't want to look at them. Because if I do. I know I am going to die. I don't think I drink anything but soda pop and water tonight.

Why am I feeling dizzy and sick to my stomach? I don't like this feeling. I usually don't drink alcohol tonight. But I could have been spiked. Someone spiked my drink. I was running away with my mind going ten miles an hour. I was paying attention around me. I didn't feel my hand loose around my waist. Until I looked up and Elijah and Jake, Matthew, and Andrew were standing in front of me, staring at me with concerned expressions on their face. "Avery, you okay, sweetheart." I heard Jake ask me with worry in his voice. "Uhm, I don't know," I told him back. I don't know if I am okay. I can't lie to him because I don't know if I am or I am not. So, I try not to show I am not sick or dizzy in front of the guys.

I don't want them to laugh at me. If they know I am hurt or ill. "Shh, sweetheart, don't worry, we are here," Andrew said, walking up towards me. I know I am staring into his tense and deep eyes, but I see worry and concern in them too. But don't let it fool you, Avery! I told myself. He doesn't care if you live or die. You are nothing to him. He wants to hurt you. Shut up! I told my voice inside my head it was telling me I am nothing and worthless. That he and the others won't love. I shook my head. But when I saw was staring at him. I didn't see him. I saw heated, and he was pissed off about something. When I look around me. I saw the other facial expression on their face. They didn't seem happy.

As a matter of fact, they looked down, pissed off about something. At first, I thought they were pissed off at me. But now I see something more I don't know what is going on. All I know is I feel like crap, and I can't stop the spilling in my head. What is wrong with me? I shake my head once again. But somehow, I am still feeling dizzy and feel like I will pass out. I should not feel this way. Unless I was drugged or someone put something in my drink when I sat it down. But where did I sit my drink down at? I know Ashely and Natalie grabbed drinks from someone that gave us.

I thought it was water or soda pop. Oh, God, how could I be so stupid? We should have known better not to take the drinks from someone we didn't know at the party. I wasn't paying attention to what was going on around us. I should have reminded Ashely, and Natalie are plans when we go out somewhere like a party. We always have one of us get the drinks. Now, I am trying not to throw up again. "Oh, ouch! My head. That was the last thing I thought before I saw black.