Chapter 121 " I am Tired."
Avery P.O.V.
I had to leave; I couldn't watch them with the evil bimbos! That was when I had to go. So, I turned around and started walking out of the room. That was when I was moving people out of my way. I didn't look back. I kept walking and looking forward until I found a door. I needed to find a place so I could be alone. I know they saw the expression on my face when I saw them walk inside the door with the girls surrounding them at the door. I sigh and wipe my eyes from the tears pouring out of my eyes and running down my face. That was when I lost it. I started crying and bawling my eyes out. I felt my heart breaking into tiny little pieces. But I didn't hear someone outside the door that I ran into. I am in a bedroom.
So, the person or people knocking on the door probably wanted to use it, and I was inside the room they wanted to use for their private time. But it wasn't a couple but one person, and it was a girl who spoke through the door. "Avery, you in here?" I heard a soft voice outside the door. I ran in to hide from the people. I didn't want anyone to see me cry. I didn't say anything, but I spoke in a broken voice. "Yes, it's me, Avery." "I-am in-here," I tell whoever it was outside the door. I hope the person behind the door didn't hear me crying in here.
"Hey, you, okay? It's me," I heard her say. "Yes, I am fine," I told her, trying to hide my voice from all the crying I did. That was when I felt the knob shaking from the person outside the door was trying to open. Once she knew it was unlocked, she started opening the knob and door. I saw...
Emilia Stone, staying outside the door with a concerned look on her face standing there staring at me. "Oh, sorry, did you want this room, Emilia?" I asked her when I was trying to hide the depressing expression on my face. I gave her a fake sweet smile on my face. So, I asked her if she wanted this room. But she shook her head and no. That was when I saw she was crying too. I wonder why she was upset. I do hope no one hurt her. "Emilia, what's wrong?" I asked her. She didn't tell me, but she asked to come in. "Yeah, sure. But why you asked? This is your Lake House, not mine." I told her. I know, but you were in here first, so I asked if I could come in the room." She politely tells me. But I can see she didn't want to be mean and be alone tonight.
Something happens, and if she tells me what happens. But I will listen if she needs someone to talk to. "So, Avery, why are you in here, and why were you crying?" I hear her ask me and stare at me. I am not looking at her. I can't look in her eye because of what her brother was doing to me and his friends. I just wished he wasn't with Amelia right now. I wanted to grab the back of her head and bang it on the door so hard it would knock the fuck out of her. But no, I had to be a fucking coward like the other times I ran away from my problems. I always have someone fight my battles. "It's nothing, Emilia. I am fine." I told her a lie I told her. I don't need to remember what happened.
I should have known they would treat me like I was a joke and their dirty little secret. "Okay, but I know you, Avery." I know you are upset, and I saw what happened down at the party where the guys and my brother were. " "Also, the girls were all over them. I didn't invite them if you want to know." She said, feeling sorry for me. I wanted to roll my eyes. I don't need her feeling sorry for me. I was about to tell her I didn't need her pity. That is when I heard her say. "We don't have to talk about it if you don't want to," I hear her say, trying to change the tense in the air. She knew I was pissed and upset about what the guys were doing to me. I thought they wanted me. I thought they loved me. But I was wrong. I have been thinking about the last time I talked to them before what happened downstairs just ten minutes ago. Just two hours ago.
I was just at the cabin knocking on their door and asking them if they had feelings for me. But when I didn't hear their responses. My heart tugged on the strings that felt cut inside my chest. I watch the expression on their face. I saw the shock look and fear at the same time. I didn't stay around long because I feared what they would say. What if they don't feel the same way I think about them? I don't know if I could handle it if they had no feelings about me and laughed in my face. I could imagine when I ran off, they laughed at me about my feelings for them. Oh, God, I can't believe I told them. I started shaking and felt my heart beating fast in my chest when I left them standing on the porch. I turn away from their eyes, watching me. I sigh that when I shook my head, I don't want to think about them right now. They are probably with them girls right now. They are probably on the dance floor rubbing their body on my mates, and the guys are touching their assess and rubbing all over their bodies. I scream inside my mind.