Chapter 120 "Guilty"
Jake P.O.V.
What is the fuck wrong with me and the guys? I can't believe how we treated her. She came over and let her feeling show in her eyes. I can see she has feelings for me and my friends. After, she stopped talking and waited for us to say something back to her. You know what we did after she told us she was in love with us. What do we do? People.
Nothing.
We absolutely do nothing. When I saw her face fall, I could see in her eyes. She didn't wait for us to say anything. But when she looked away from us. I saw her eyes were red. I knew she was crying. I saw the tears clouding her eyes before I tried to grab her arm like Elijah.
She twists around and starts running off toward the woods. I saw her back and her body. I should be running after her, but I don't. I stand still and watch the girl I am falling in love with runoff because of me and my friends.
So, I saw her body getting smaller, and then I saw nothing because she disappeared into the woods.
"FUCK!" I heard Elijah cry out in a growl. That is precisely what I wanted to do: scream my frustration at how pathetic I was letting her leave.
"Damn it, guys! We need to go find her and tell her what's going on, Elijah," I tell him. I give him a snarl on my face. He knows I am pissed off at him and Andrew, Matthew. So yes, I am so pissed off at them for making that stupid fucking bet. Why do boys like me make this foolish decision like a bet that will not be good in the end? I don't know why I feel the guilt in my stomach.
"You know why you feel guilty? My mind says. Then I thought. It's right. That is my mind. I wanted to go after her and give her a tight hug and a kiss. Please keep her in my arms forever. But I can't believe it now. Of course, I had to be an asshole and not do anything. I wish she come back. But I felt she was already out of the woods and ran towards the packhouse.
If we go the other way, we could cut her off, corner her in the bedroom, and show her how we feel about her with our hands, mouth, and tongue. I thought with a sinister seductive smile.
"Fuck! We are so stupid." I heard Andrew say.
"No! really." I heard Matthew say in a mocking voice and rolling his eyes at Andrew.
"Fucker," Andrew says and punches his shoulder.
"Ouch! Mother fucker!" Matthew growled with gritted teeth.
"Why you fucking prick- "Andrew said, trying to charge at Matthew, but he didn't get to him because I was holding him back.
"Hey! Shut the fuck up!" We both fucked ups." I heard Elijah say.
We all stopped, and I looked at my friend. I didn't want to hate him right now, but this was all his fault. He is the one and the other two ones standing behind me. They are the ones who had to make that fucking bet. They are the ones I could lose her forever if she knew I knew all along about the bet with these three fuckers, right? I call my best friends.
"Shut the fuck up, asswipe!" I turned around, and I took my fist, and slammed it into his face. I didn't care if I broke his nose. I didn't care, and he yelled out when my fist slammed into his nose fast and hard.
I didn't stand around. I started walking back into the house. I walked past Elijah with his head up because blood quickly fell from his broken nose. I didn't care when it was so much blood. I walked past my best friends. I don't care if they live or die right now because I am angry with them for making that cruel bet.
A couple of hours later...
After I got out of the shower, I didn't want to go anywhere tonight. Except go find Avery, my beautiful mate. I wrapped the towel around my waist. I start brushing my teeth, putting on deodorant, and looking in the mirror. I see my face, and I know a beard is growing. So, I started grabbing the shaving cream and a razer. I started shaving my face.
After everything was done in the bathroom, I returned to my bedroom door. I opened it and started running my hands in the closet. Once, I find a black tee shirt and a pair of dark blue jeans in the closet. I returned to my dresser, got a couple of boxers, and put them over my toned, hot body.
Once, I had boxers on. That was when I started putting on my jeans and tee shirt.
I walked downstairs, saw the guys ready, and saw Elijah's face. I see a red mark on his nose. I can tell I broke his nose. But us being magical creatures like werewolves, we can heal faster than any magical creature and human. We have like five percent of humans in our school and town.
But now we all are standing downstairs. We are trying not to stare at each other because I just did hit my best friend. We never fight. We always got along and took care of someone else who would attack us. I shouldn't have attacked him. Ready to leave.
I walked over to Elijah; I licked my lips because I felt guilty now after punching him in the nose. So, now we stand here in silence. I see him stare over at me. Then I turn my head at him. We had an invisible communication inside our minds. I see him smile and nod his head at me. It was like he was telling me I was sorry. I looked over at him. I give him a command.
I told him with my eyes. I am sorry, and I give him a small smile with a nod of my head.
"Come on, man." He told us, and he walked out the door. I was right after him, and then Andrew and Matthew followed behind me and Elijah.
At the lake house, the party later...
We walked into the house of my parent's lake house. I can't believe Emilia! She had to invite many people we don't even know here.
"Fuck! Sis," I said under my breath.
"Eli! Stop!" You're going to kill him!" I heard a female scream out. So, when I and the guys started walking toward the group. But we were stopped by the girls who had been all over us since that day in the hallway.
The guys and I had to watch Avery's disappointed look on the broken expression on her face.
I wanted to grab that girl's hands wrapped around my waist. But I don't attack or hit girls. But I grabbed her waist and brought her closer to me. I started to speak into her ear.
"Get your dirty fucking hands wrapped around my waist," I tell her. But it looks like I am saying something seductive in her ear. But she giggled it off, but I could tell she was scared.
But when I brought the mouth away from her ear. But when I turned my head. I felt my lips slam on top of mine. But the time I try to shake her off me. But it was too late. I looked up and saw Avery's tears streaming down her face. I saw the pain in her eyes. I saw the hate in them too. But by the time I try to go after her. I felt nails in my arms.
Fuck! But I didn't care if I was bleeding out. There is no way this will stop me from keeping me from her.
"If you try to go after her." If you look like this, with a frown on your face." Don't look happy."
"I will tell my men to hurt your precious mate!"
"Don't revoke me, quarterback!" I heard the girl in front of me. I looked down at this small girl with a sinister sweet smile on her face.
But I didn't try to pull away from this evil bitch. I just let her wrap her arms around my waist. I let her kiss my lips. I looked up and saw Avery's shadow disappear again in the waves of people.