The Wallflower and the Alphas

Elijah P.O.V.

"Dude, wait up." I heard Jake say. I was feeling hurt and humanity by she was leaving me hard. Damn it. I am walking down the hallway, trying to hide my hard-on.

I am still hard. Earlier, when she and I were inside the room, the guys and I were trying to touch and kiss her. But she stops us. Literally, she pushed my head away from between her legs, pulled up her underwear back up and her dress down, and walked out of the room. Do you know how?

Went my eyes, and they were following her around tight little ass. Damn, the fuck!

I remember grabbing my crotch and trying to stop it from growing harder in my pants.

And she was watching her side that ass side to side, walking away from me.

That was when I had a vision inside my head. "Fuck!" I yelled out.

"Dude, calm down." I felt Jake's hand on my shoulder. I was trying to get the vision out of my head, thinking about Avery naked and under me and her ass in my face when I was eating her out. That was when I knocked Jake's hand off my shoulder. He looked hurt and concerned on his face.

"Dude, what's wrong? Why are you so angry?" I heard him ask me.

"Just stop! You don't understand, okay? Nothing! You don't have to tell our mate about the Bet I wished I never made." I told him with a frustrated voice.

"What, that's what's wrong? She will forgive you and the guys. You know she is our mate? You know she will forgive you and Andrew, Matthew." I heard Jake say.

Oh, so he thinks he didn't do anything wrong. Bullshit, he didn't. He knew about it and didn't tell her? The Bet, money, and bragging rights they got the wallflower shy nerd, bookworm, aka a nobody. Everyone didn't know about her until I and Jake, Andrew, and Matthew started to have our eyes on her beauty and her kindness and sweet personality toward others. She is a loving and caring girl. I love that about her. I love that she cares for people and animals.

She has such a pure heart. I had to make a fucking bet about who could get the virgin nerd's virginity and hurt the poor girl.

Oh, God, I am such an idiot and a monster. I kept walking out the door. Before I slammed the door, I punched the glass and felt it cut my hand. I can see the blood dripping down over my fingertips. It didn't hurt. I didn't even feel the pain and aching in my hand. I can feel the aching in my chest where my cold heart is. Yes, I am a heartless jerk.

Once I got out to my truck. I need some air, and then I will go find her and tell her everything about the Bet, and well everything, and also tell her my feelings.

I am sitting outside under the benches in the football stadium. I got out a stick, and I started smoking it.

I pull my arm up and stick the bud inside my mouth, and the other hand grabs a lighter and starts lightening the joint. I rolled it a couple of days ago. I forgot in my pocket.

That was when I started sucking the joint in my mouth; man, it felt strong. I didn't realize it was going to be a strong joint. But I don't give a fuck. I took another deep breath and sucked in the smoke. I hold it for a few seconds before letting go of the smoke.

I pull the bud with the good weed that I got from Eli, my best friend. He told me it was the good shit end quote. He said to me with his hands lol I wanted to laugh. But I don't. I am trying to forget what I did three months ago making that Bet.

I shook my head and took the joint out of my mouth. I didn't feel like smoking the good shit anymore. Now, I am alone, and my head is still unclear because I keep overthinking how stupid and dumb I made that Bet.

But right now, I want to go to Avery, hold her, and kiss her. I took my hand through my hair. I wanted to take my head and slam it into the pole and knock that stupid into the wall.

Would she feel sorry for me when I tell her after I am in the hospital? I wonder if she forgives me. That is when I am talking to myself. But I knew she would forgive me, but I do know she will. But it will be a while.

I can wait! I will wait for her. But right now, I need her. I am going to find her, and I am going to see her right now.

I threw the joint down, stepped on it, and ran off to find my beautiful wallflower.

Once I got in the school's front doors. I heard the bell ring. I saw all the students I went to school. But I am roaming my eyes looking for my sweet, beautiful blonde hair mate.

Once I see her, I start walking toward her. But she doesn't see me yet. But right now, I am acting like a hungry lion going after the meal he is hunting. That is how I feel right now.

I am hungry but not for food. I want to grab her and get her away from all the male populations. I am almost there to pick her up. But Jake and Andrew, Matthew is standing right beside her. That was when I saw them talking to her.

Fuck! I wanted to be alone with her. But I knew she mated to them also. But for one day. I like to be alone with her without them around. So, I watched them. That was when she turned around with a smile on her face. Then her smile has gone. The look said it all to me.

She knew something was up, and I saw the broken expression on her face. That was what made me scream in my mind.

FUCK!!!! I am a fucking monster!