The Luna's Hidden Destiny

(Rowan)

I stood there with my mouth hanging open, the words Mila just said echoing through me as my mind filled with howls of excitement..

‘I knew it..I knew out mate smelled different..I knew she was carrying our pup.’

Bain cheered, making my head spin as my vision began to tunnel and all I saw was Mila’s face covered in tears as fear filled her eyes, making my grip on her loosen as my arms dropped to the side.

Pregnant..she was pregnant..how the hell did this happen? What the f**k! I..I don’t even know what to think..then suddenly my heart started to race..the mere thought that my mate was carrying a part of me inside of her began to fill me with emotion..she..she was carrying my pup. Mila was pregnant.

‘Hey, a*****e!! Did you seriously have to act like that?! f**k Rowan..I didn’t think you could be that much of a prick.’

Blake’s voice suddenly filled my mind, interrupting Bain’s constant Howling as I blinked my eyes rapidly, making the tears that had been pooling spill over.

Mila was having my pup..I..I was going to be a dad. Wait..where is she?!

‘Are you listening to me? I know you weren’t ready for pups yet but did you have to ignore her like that..f**k Rowan, you seriously f****d up this time.’

Blake linked once again and I suddenly realized Mila was gone..shit..what the f**k did I just do? I feel like she was here one second and now she just dissapeared..did I go into shock or something?

‘Where is she?’

I commanded, my heart aching as I raised my hand and slid my fingers through my hair before pulling..what the hell did I just do? Why didn’t I say anything? Why didn’t I hold her and k**s her..why didn’t I show her how happy I was instead of standing there like a complete i***t.

I began racing down the stairs, Bain’s low growls now replacing those happy howls.

‘You better not f**k this up! Mate is carrying our pup..’

Bain yelled at me, not helping the f*****g situation one bit.

‘She is at the hospital, you have been standing there like a brain dead a*****e for fifteen minutes.’

Blake informed me and I cursed to myself once again.

‘Mila baby please..I’m so sorry.’

I linked to her, realizing she put a block up making my heart Crack as pure fear filled me.

‘Did you know about this Bain..you said you smelled her?!’

I snapped, feeling completely caught off guard.

‘It would come and go..I didn’t want to get my f*****g hopes up..especially since you tried to stop it from happening so many f*****g times..those shots were a waste! The moon goddess always has a plan.’

He said arrogantly and I couldn’t help but feel remorse..that’s why Mila was afraid to tell me..that’s why she was crying..she thinks I will be angry. She thinks I won’t want our pup. F**k..I really hope I didn’t f**k this up.

I quickly shifted, not even bothering to take the car as Bain bounded through the forest..I tried linking Mila but she wouldn’t let me through. I needed to tell her I wanted this..she has to know..she has to know she is the most important thing to me, that this is the most important thing.

Honestly, when I was taken by Ozzy..there was a point where I thought I would never see Mila again..I thought I would die and worst case Ozzy would have her. He threatened to make her carry his pup and that infuriated me…She was only supposed to carry mine..and I prayed to the goddess that one day she would. That I would come back to Mila and I would cherish every damn second with her.

That’s when I decided I didn’t mind sharing her..not with our pup..not with something that would be so precious in this world..and now that wish is coming true.

I felt my heart breaking and that’s when I knew it wasn’t just me hurting. Mila thought I was rejecting her..she was expecting the worst.

We ran to the hospital and Bain slid through the doors, causing a few pack members to jump out of the way. I quickly shifted mid air, not even caring I was f*****g naked at this point..I needed to see her right now.

I raced to Dr. Lewis’ door, smelling my mate as I heard the sound of Mila sniffling. I didn’t even knock..I kicked that damn door open before racing in and falling to my knees before her. Blake, Sadie, and Dr. Lewis all looked at me in shock. But I didn’t care..I needed to tell Mila now..she needed to know I wanted this more than anything in this whole damn world.

“I’m so sorry baby, I’m so sorry I didn’t say anything..I’m sorry I didn’t react.” I apologized, trying to get the words out so she could understand how I felt.

“Mila, baby, look at me please.” I whispered, gripping her wrists gently before pulling her hands away from her face.

She kept her eyes closed, making my stomach drop as I saw the tears staining her cheeks..I did this..I hurt her.

“Baby, I’m not mad..I’m not upset or angry.” I explained, seeing her l*p quiver, causing me to wrap my arms around her and pull her against my chest. I couldn’t stop my lips from feathering k****s all along her head and cheeks.

“I love you Mila..and I am so happy..so so f*****g happy you are carrying my pup.” I choked out before inhaling deeply and smelling that scent..that beautiful scent of me and Mila and now our sweet little pup all mixed together.

I can’t believe this is happening..I can’t f*****g believe it.

“You..you aren’t mad?” She whispered, her voice wavering as I shook my head no and pulled her back slightly.

“I have never been so f*****g happy in my life..I just didn’t expect it…” I admitted, making her big emerald eyes meet mine as I couldn’t help but smile.

“Baby, you are my whole world..you mean everything to me..I know I wanted you to myself as long as possible but now, my world just got a little bigger..and I don’t mind sharing with a mini you.” I said softly, knowing she needed to hear these words..knowing she is afraid I wouldn’t be ready for this.

“Oh Rowan..I’m so sorry.” She sobbed out, her hands gripping my shirt as she began to bury her head against my chest. I just held her close to me, my hands rubbing her back as I continued to breathe her in..I needed to smell our pup..I craved it now that I knew a part of me was growing inside of her.

“Don’t apologize baby..please don’t..I want this..I want all of this.” I reassured her, making her nod her head before pulling back. I couldn’t help but k**s her passionately, my hands cupping her face as I plunged my tongue inside of her. My hunger for her reaching an all time high as the thought of my pup inside of her made me go completely mad. She was mine in every way possible..now she was pregnant and Bain felt that claim..Bain relished the fact that our mate was now carrying our pup and I couldn’t help but let those feelings consume me.

Suddenly I heard the sound of someone clearing their throat, pulling me out of that l**t as I was damn near close to f*****g Mila right here and now..yeah, maybe not the best idea.

“Well, the nurse said the results are ready. Would you both like to hear them even though I’m sure we all know what they will be.” Dr. Lewis said with a chuckle, making me nod my head as Blake suddenly threw a pair of sweats at my head, making ne catch them mid air.

“Please for the love of the Goddess put some damn pants on.” Blake g*****d, making me narrow my eyes at him.

‘It’s probably for the best baby..I’m afraid you might traumatize Sadie as soon as I get off of your lap.’

Mila linked quietly, making me smirk at her as I leaned forward once more, kissing her lips softly before sliding her off and getting myself dressed.

‘As soon as we hear the results I am taking you home and worshipping that beautiful body of yours.’

I declared before walking back over to her and lifting her up before taking her seat and holding her in my lap. I gently slid my hands across her stomach..my heart racing as I rubbed it gently, feeling her relax beneath my touch as she leaned back into me. Before I could say anything, Dr Lewis walked back into the room carrying a piece of paper with the biggest smile on his face.

“Well, I will get right to it..congratulations Alpha and Luna..you are pregnant.” He said happily and the room shook with Blakes loud cheers of excitement..I couldn’t help but laugh as I kissed Mila all along her cheeks and neck..my own happiness now rushing forward as I swelled with pride..I didn’t know exactly how I would feel when this day came..I honestly didn’t want to think about it because I was afraid..I was worried I wouldn’t be happy..or I would feel cold, but this feeling, this was unlike anything I had ever felt.

I placed my lips against Mila’s mark and inhaled yet again, filling my lungs with our combined scent.

‘Our pup..’

I whispered into the link, my palms placed flat against her stomach holding her as I felt my own now filling with butterflies..this was really happening. I was going to be a dad..Mila is going to he the mother of my pup and I can’t f*****g wait.

“So..when are we telling mom?” Blake smirked, making my stomach drop..oh goddess, I didn’t even think about that..mom is going to freak…f**k me.