SWNOVELS Chapter Connections
"Tell me the truth. I promise I won't go over there and rip his head off. I know if you wanted that done you'd do it yourself." He is holding me again with a concern look. I decide to tell him.
"I never told anyone. It's what got me to my breaking point in leaving this place. You have to promise no one else will know." I say watching the others across the field but to him.
"Of course, I promise. You shouldn't hold on to anything that bugs you so much."
"It was his 17th birthday party. He got me to come without anyone knowing. It was my first and only high school party. When I got there, he was already drinking. He got me to have 2 drinks and well I was tiny and never drank before. I was buzzed pretty quick. Theo, told his friend Zak that he was going to take me to his bed to sleep it off. Well, he had other motives than just the big brother like he usually was. He held me down and raped me. Simple as that. He new how to since we sparred and I was out of it enough. The words he said to me, my thoughts, I still have nightmares some nights of it. I left because I couldn't take it anymore. Being the unwanted among my peers then the person who I looked up to did this to me. What just made me snap was related to some of what he said that night and my vamp took over. That never fucking happens though. My wolf is more powerful, but I had that lion last night so my senses are heightened. It's why Colson wouldn't let anyone spar with me. I can loose it and kill someone in a blink of an eye." Wow, he is right saying it all outloud was needed. I feel better. By his look he felt pity for me though. "Don't feel sorry. My past has made me who I am. I'm a stronger person all around for it. I don't regret leaving. I was thinking about it for a good long while. It just pushed me to just go."
"I'm glad you have your friends. They must've been a blessing to find after all that." He finally responds looking at the guys on the other end.
"I found the boys at an abandoned building in Illinois. They saw me. Liam was 19 and Pete 18. They saw I was so young but could tell I was wolf at least. I was living off vermon basically till I found them. About a year later, Zoe found us. She did a spell to find Pete and well she knew I was a witch right away. She started teaching me when the guys weren't around. Over time we traveled here and there using Pete and his mapping skills of territories. I requested we only travel during the day saying it was safer if traveling through or past packs. Really, it's so no one would know I was a hybrid at all. A fucking Trifecta as my dad calls me. I happened before my dad met his mate. My mother was apart of the Nether Decendents. I don't know much about the whole situation. I don't ask because it doesn't effect anything now. My stepmother accepted me and had raised me as her own. Which we all know is amazing when you are becoming Luna, as well. She had Colson and my dad started planning both our futures out to help us both immediately, I was told. We have 3 much younger siblings, but Colson and I, its us against everyone. Always was. Theo was our big brother figure and helped us alot when he could." Well, shit I'm telling him fucking everything. A complete stranger. I am too comfortable. It gets me into deep thought and I realize it could be my vampire intensifying feelings of the comforter next to me.
Before I know it, he stands up. Looks right into my eyes. "You can come back to my pack. Be my Luna. Your friends can join the pack as well. You don't have to deal with all this anymore." He says the words I always hoped to hear, but it's bad timing in the end. The guys could get a place to call home. Maybe Liam will find his mate and we can all live happily. Fuck, it's an amazing thought. I am for it.
"I'll talk to the gang. But let's take our time before rushing everything. Get to know eachother first." I state.
"I have to get back tomorrow. I'd like you to come back with me but understand if you want to stay here. With the war there will be a lot of travel back and forth though. Jax will have to stay on our pack lands if I'm not there. It's going to give us issues though. Sleep isn't going to be kind to us if we are apart." The way he speaks is just so sexy. Father wants us to stay, will he allow it even? Maybe I should just go find this Henry right now and take him out too? Damn. Why, does shit always have to be complicated.
"I'll let you know. Shits complicated. Have to think over all outcome possibilities before jumping to what my instincts from the bond wants." I respond to him. "Will your pack care that me of all people are to be your Luna? I am a monster of all monsters."
"You can fight. The way you can rip apart your enemies will please them, enough. To have you on our side... Just don't let them fear you so much. Figure out the balance." What balance? People just fear me. Other than my family and the gang, everyone has always feared me. To say I liked it, sometimes yes but honestly, I fucking dispised it.
"Let's train." Is all I respond with and we head back to group.