The "Fire Hawk MC"

I lay on the bed after helping Mom clean the clubhouse."

"I sat up and got my binoculars. I sat in the window and looked over at the clubhouse looking for Psycho."

I found him. He was leaning against the garage door talking to another member."

"I wish I could lip-read."

But it didn't happen. "I would give anything to know what they were talking about."

"Psycho looks like the New VP's daughter had a crush on you."

"I think she is beautiful but I can't let a woman get that close to me."

"I don't want to hurt her."

"Psycho you would never hurt the girl you love."

"It is not in your."

"Even when Berserk comes out and there is a woman around you don't hurt them."

"I just can't take the chance."

"John she made a crack in my heart."

"Then don't push her away Psycho."

"That could be a big mistake."

"I don't know John."

"Berserk is telling me not to get close to her."

"I don't buy that Psycho."

I continued to take everything in with him."

"My heart is beating fast."

"I finally stood up and walked downstairs and went to the garage. I started my dirt bike and headed out to the field. I was going to practice some jumps."

"My brothers already set up my jumps for me. I road to the end of the field. I put my helmet on and snapped it on."

"I revered the bike up and flew across the field. Soon I was in the air and doing my tricks."

"I came down perfect."

"i rode around and headed for the next jump. I twisted my bike in mid air and then sat back down and hit the right spot."

"As I came back around to the first jump I saw Dad, President Tommy, and Psycho standing with their arms crossed."

"I stopped my bike in front of Dad and turned it off."

"What the hell are you doing Cindy? You know you are not supposed to be practicing without one of us being out here to watch in case something goes wrong."

"Sorry, Dad I couldn't help myself."

I looked up at Psych who was frowning. Then he said; If I ever catch you riding again without someone here watching I am going to make sure that you can't sit on that bike for a very long time."

"I got off of my bike and stood up."

"Psycho you are not related to me and you are not my boyfriend you have no say in this matter."

"So take yourself across the street where you belong."

I couldn't believe she stood up to me."

"Listen here, little girl."

"Do not disrespect me."

"Disrespect you, Psycho? Go to hell. After all, if I remember rightly you told me to stay away from you."

"So what the hell are you doing over here now for?"

I sat back down on my bike started it and drove to the garage. I parked it turned it off and walked into the house.

"I went to my bedroom and lay on my bed."

"I can't believe he would talk to me that way."

"I thought about what he said and remembered the look in his eyes. I think he was scared. But why is he scared? He doesn't even like me."

"Back at the clubhouse Dad and Tommy were talking about what I do with the dirt bike. He told Tommy may someday he will get to watch my three friends riding with me. And how he would think we would hit each other."

"Dad was speaking proudly of me and I wish I could hear that from him."

"I walked over to the clubhouse around 11 PM. I walked over and sat on a chair next to Mom."

"I looked around the room and finally found him."

"I wonder if that is his spot to sit at?"

"I looked over at Psycho and then down to my phone."

"He doesn't know how many pictures I have taken of him."

"I got a phone call from Sara's mom."

"She said Sara is a wake and angry as hell."

"She also said she can't keep a rapist's baby. A friend of here is going to adopt the baby."

"I will come and see her next week. Thanks for letting me know."

"I take it Sara is finally awake?"

"Yes, you heard I am going up there next week."

"I think you should."

I nodded my head and turned back to see Psycho watching me."

"I walked over to Tammy and I noticed Psycho and some members were looking at my ass."

"I leaned over the table and told Tammy what happened today."

"I heard that Psycho was in shock from you talking back to me."

"He couldn't believe it."

"You do know he likes you but because of his past, he will push you away. He thinks he might hurt you not on purpose."

"Don't give up on him even if he does something stupid."

"I didn't see Psycho in the clubhouse. I walked out back and lit a joint. I started to walk over and sit down in a chair when I heard moaning."

"I looked over my shoulder in shock."

"A whore was giving Psycho head."

" gasped" and looked straight into his eyes."

"I turned and walked fast away from the two of them. I walked around the side of the house and ran across the compound. I didn't realize I was crying until I shut my bedroom door and slid down onto the floor."

"He made it clear what kind of woman he wants."

"I didn't mean for Cindy to see this."

"I have dreamed of her every night. and finally, I needed release after watching her from my table."

"I saw the look on her face."

"She thinks I do not like her."

"I finished and put my cock in my jeans and walked back into the clubhouse. I looked around but didn't see Cindy."

"I feel like shit for doing what I did knowing she could have caught us."

The next afternoon I helped mom clean the clubhouse. I was pretty quiet. One of the members asked me If I was all right."

"I told him I was just peachy."

"You have not asked once about Psycho."

"Psycho who? I asked."

"He looked at me funny and then walked out the door."

"John I guess Cindy and Psycho had a lover's quarrel."

"Cindy has not asked about Psycho and when I told her that she said; Psycho who?"