The "Fire Hawk MC"

I followed Mom and dad across the street with my brother on each side and behind me."

We walked into the clubhouse and Dad walked over to the President."

Tommy this is my wife Dottie, My son's “Joe is 21, Pete is 22, Raymond is 23, and Kyle is 25.” And my daughter Cindy."

"The president introduced all of us to the members."

"Follow me outside and we can get some food and sit at the table and talk."

"I filled a plate with food and carried it over to the table and sat down next to my mother. I looked up as Joe put a cola down in front of me."

"I smiled at him and thanked him."

"I ate my food listening to dad and the president, Tommy talking."

"I learn a lot by just listening."

"I never let anyone know more than they need to know."

"I heard them talking about a brother named Psycho."

"He stated that Psycho doesn't like to be touched by man or woman and he often doesn't even talk."

"That is Cindy undless she is angry."

"Then watch out because the shit is going to hit the fan."

I heard him telling Tommy about what happened to me and some times I have nightmares so don't be alarmed if they are woken from a sleep to a woman screaming."

"It doesn't happen all the time dad told him but it does happen 1 to 2 times a week."

"I felt eyes on me and turned and looked Tommy in the eyes."

"I didn't give a shit what he thinks about me."

"I turned my head away from him and finished eating before I stood up and walked over to the trash can threw my plate into the trash. I walked back over and sat next to Mom."

"I looked at the woman sitting next to most of the brothers. I knew they were their wives."

"Most of the women were very beautiful and tough-looking."

" I looked up and heard Tommy talking to a girl about my age."

"Tammy come and meet Cindy the new VP's daughter."

"Tammy is my sister he told us."

"I liked the girl."

"She has an attitude like mine."

"I noticed Joe looking at Tammy with love-sick eyes."

I grinned thinking that Tammy had a male wanting to get with her.

I closed my eyes thinking about one day having a man look at me that way. But alas it is not going to happen.

"At least I don't think it will happen."

"I have enough time to get a boyfriend."

"I finished my pop and looked at mom."

"My anxiety is starting to build I need to leave."

"Go ahead we will explain."

"I walked to the back door of the clubhouse and out the front. I went home and took my medication before getting a shower."

"I soon saw a bonfire light and saw everyone sitting around the fire. I saw a big man ride into the compound park his bike get off walk over grab a beer before walking onto the porch and sit down in a rocking chair."

I sat down on the large window cell and wrapped my arms around my legs then I stood up and started brushing my hair. I fell past my hips to my knees. I then started to braid it before grabbing my journal and sitting down again. I started writing and then noticed that the man was watching me.

I watched as the girl brushed out her long flowing hair. I am in love with her hair."

"I heard her name is Cindy and the new VP's daughter."

"Then I heard what happened to her. I clenched my hands into fists." " A member told me she has PTSD."

"I couldn't help but watch her."

"I never watched a woman before now."

"I felt something I never felt before. A need to protect a woman."

"I don't want to fall for a woman. I am not a good man, I have anger issues and I don't want to hurt her even on accident."

"I don't want to have to protect a woman but dam it if she didn't put a crack in my heart."

"I noticed Raymond looking at me."

"I looked from Raymond down to Cindy's face I noticed she was crowled against his chest and she was softly snoring."

"We will talk later tomorrow Psycho."

"I know we will Raymond."

"I stood up and walked over to the porch and went inside. I went to my room closed and locked the door. I took a shower before pulling shorts on and sliding between the blankets."

I closed my eyes falling asleep. I dreamed of Cindy."

"No, I yelled to myself. You can't get attached you might hurt her."

I would stay out of her way. I can't get to know her. I just can't.

I didn't feel my brother laying me on the bed."

"I stretched out and mumbled Psycho."

"I looked down at Cindy. My heart feels for her. I know what kind of man Psycho is. He won't want to get attached."

"Cindy won't let it go until she hears it from Psycho himself. And then her heart will be broken."

"That is when I will know she is healed and not afraid of a biker."

"I woke up the next morning and dressed before running down the stairs. I saw the note from Mom telling me everyone was at the Clubhouse."

"I ate cleaned up and walked across the street. I looked around for Psycho but didn't see him."

"I walked into the club and over to the table and sat next to Mom."

"This place needs a good cleaning I told Mom."

"Yes it does, I will talk to your father and have him ask Tommy if we can clean the place."

"I will help clean it."

"That will be nice Cindy, mom told me."

"I looked among the tables and finally found Psycho he was leaning his chair against the wall. His head leaned against the wall with his eyes closed. "

"I looked down at my phone. I looked for Psycho on face book. I found him."

"I looked through his pictures and down loaded the best one of him and saved it on my phone."

"I then looked back over at him and noticed his eyes were slit and he was looking right at me."