Chapter The Heat Part 2
We both laid there in bliss but the elated feeling only lasted for a few minutes when my skin began to warm again and my insides felt like they were being torn out from my body. I curled into a fetal position and screamed out, when I felt my mate’s large arms pick me up and carry me over to the creek and walk in, submerging me completely underneath. The freezing cold water only temporarily cooled the flames but his touch wasn’t helping with the heat.
I ran my hands along his chest and down under the water grabbing his hard member in my hands and began stroking him. He closed eyes and placed his forehead against mine while squeezing my ass hard. I ran my tongue from his Adam's apple up to his earlobe and bit down softly eliciting a low moan from his soft pink lips. He kissed along my jaw and down my neck, right where my mark would go and grazed his canines along the spot towards my collarbone.
"Fuck me Bishop. Please!"
With one swift thrust, he entered me fast and hard and began pounding like the wild animal he was, making me melt in his hands. Every touch, every kiss, felt like a million jolts running through my fingertips and they only intensified the more we were around each other. I couldn’t breathe without smelling his intoxicating scent and his powerful hold on me only confirmed what I knew in my heart, he wanted me but he was just too proud to admit it, or too hurt to give us a try.
I screamed out in ecstasy as the incredibly amazing feeling built up inside my core and threatened to blast through my entire body when he pulled out, picked me up and threw me over the bank and lifted my ass in the air. He grabbed my hips and lined himself up against my slit and slowly entered my tight hole making me gasp out in pleasure.
"Fuck me Bishop, goddess just fuck me hard, please!"
He slapped my ass leaving a satisfying sting along my reddened cheek, wrapped his fist around my hair and pulled it bringing my back flush with his chest.
He reached around with his other hand and teased my clit while he whispered in my ear "I'm going to fuck you how I want, don't give me any orders or I will leave you panting on the ground. Do you understand me, Red."
My pupils dilated at his command and my wolf rolled over in my mind with her tongue hanging out her mouth like a trained little puppy. I tilted my head in submission and purred in surrender.
"Yes, Big Bad Alpha!"
My response earned me another slap on the ass the hardest pounded I probably would ever receive in my life. His thrusts were primal and his grunts were wild and he was staking his claim, without sinking his canines in my neck. My pussy was quivering at the oncoming orgasm that was sure to be the most extraordinary feeling I had ever had in my life.
"Yesssssssssss, fuck yes, Bishop. Oh myyyyyyy goddess..........yes"
He wrapped his hand around my neck and pulled me closer when I felt his dick swell inside of me. His breathes quickened and my insides began to shake with the close eruption of our climaxes.
"Cum for me Red!"
Is all he had to say to me and one second later an explosive orgasm ripped through me, sending me soaring into euphoria as he spilled himself into me while he grunted out curse words and began slowing his pace, making the feeling last for what felt like hours.
He stilled, letting my body fall against his then pulled out of me making his cum drip down my leg. He placed me on the ground then wrapped his arms around my stomach and pressed himself against me as I drifted off into a deep glorious slumber.
We continued the viscous cycle of fucking like rabid animals for the next two days until my heat had finally subsided. I knew we wouldn't be like this forever and my heart felt heavy as we stood before each other preparing for our goodbyes.
"Bishop, thank you for being here for me." I said while looking at the ground with my hands intertwined with each other.
"Don't thank me, Red. I didn't want to be here, it was instinctual, the only reason I was here was so I didn't suffer like you. I already told you I don't want a mate."
His words cut like a knife and tears streamed down my cheeks, but when I looked into his eyes they were filled with sadness and contemplation. He stepped back, shifted and ran into the woods leaving my heart on the ground in pieces. I knew he didn't mean what he said and I was not done proving to him that I was his mate, his other half, the part that would make him whole again.
I walked back to the house in total dismay. No doubt the entire pack knew where I was and what I was doing, I just wasn't sure how they would react and I didn't have it in me to talk about it just yet. Once I reached the border, it felt like a ton of bricks fell on my shoulders, my chest felt heavy and the realization of Bishop's words caught in my throat again.
"Ember! Are you ok?" I heard Mik scream from the porch.
I knew her and Cam would be worried about me and the guilt of not telling them where I was going, hurt just as bad as Bishop walking away. I shook my head and continued walking like a zombie towards the front door with my head hung low. I couldn't look at them because I knew as soon as I did, I would break down and as an Alpha female, I wasn't about to show weakness, again.
"Come on, let's get you upstairs." Cam said as she hooked her arm around mine and Mik took the other one.
I truly couldn't see my life without them and I never wanted to but time was running short about my decision and I still didn't know what I was going to do. Should I leave behind my indecisive mate and take Anderson up on his offer, or do I tell him to go to hell and let him torture my entire pack because I was selfish and didn't want to submit to him?
Cam helped me into the shower and under the warmth of the water and once she left out the bathroom I broke down. I slid down the tile and wrapped my arms around my legs as I cried my eyes out. Everything was getting to be too much and no matter how much I tried, Bishop hadn't changed his mind in the least. There had to be some way to find out what happened with his first mate because I refused to make the same mistakes as that sorry excuse of a mate he was given the first time.
HOLY SHIT BISHOP! WHAT A WAY TO HIT IT AND QUIT IT! Gah what's his problem?
Poor Ember, she didn't deserve that shit. Good thing she has such great friends by her side!!!!
Now that she brings it up, what is she going to do about Anderson?