SWNOVELS Chapter Forty five.
I splashed water on my face and took in a shaky breath.
Orion valley.
That's where the war is taking place. I had just a week till the war.
1 week.
7 days.
168 hours.
I had that amount of time till the war.
I kept my gaze trained on the floor as I walked to the library. Curious looks were thrown my way as I navigated through the sections till I stopped at the Colossal Library section. I flopped onto the floor and sighed.
I need to be alone yet I need someone to talk to. Rose was still mad at me for what I had done, she was still trying to reveal the secret but instead she ended up spilling her most embarrassing secrets. Cole, I was feeling too guilty to speak with him. Malika, the Elders, Mr T and Emily already have their hands full with the war. My parents, well, they're another story entirely.
I was not alone, but I felt slightly lonely.
The first tear dropped onto my palm and another followed until they began falling rhythmically.
" Iris?" I looked up to see Ara.
" Ara, what are you…what are you doing here?, This section is out of bounds and shouldn't you be training?" I asked wiping my face.
" Malika gave me access, and everyone's training with their powers. Nobody knows what to do with me."
" Okay." I replied taking in a shaky breath.
" Iris, are you…are you okay?"
" Ye-" I sighed.
" No, I'm not." I replied quietly.
She sat down beside me then spoke,
" I'm not going to force you to talk or anything but, I've been told that I'm a good listener, incase you wanna…uhm, talk."
" I don't know what to do Ara."
" I have no idea. Everything's moving really really fast. I'm scared, I'm scared because I am responsible for over a million lives and yet I don't know what I'm doing.
What if I'm not strong enough?, What if we lose?, What's gonna happen Ara?"
" We're not gonna lose Iris. I'm sure of it-"
I chuckled bitterly.
" You don't know that. The magicians, they're have a higher probability of winning than we do."
" No they don't."
" Ara our army is headed by a teenager."
" A very powerful teenager who has unspeakable power."
" If we do win like you think-"
" When." She corrected and I smiled.
" What do we do with the magicians?, Do we avenge or we just let them go?"
" I don't know Iris. We'll cross that bridge when we get there."
" If we get there."
She glared.
" When we get there."
" I wish I was normal. I-I wish I was a human. I wish I only had to worry about my family, my friends, my boyfriend, finals, getting into a good college, I wish I didn't have to worry about a war. Does that, does that make me a bad leader? Does the fact that I wish I wasn't the Elysian make me a bad leader?"
" It doesn't Iris."
Silence filled the air around us again.
" Thank you."
" You don't have to thank me Iris. This is nothing compared to half of what you've done for me."
***
" Iris what's wrong?" Cole asked.
I just shook my head and hugged him.
" I'm fine." I mumbled into his shirt.
" Iris, you're not."
" I'm fine." I sniffled.
" You know you can talk to me right?"
" I know."
I hugged him tighter and he just held me as I cried into his shirt.
" Iris-"
" I want you to promise me something Cole."
" Sweetheart, what is it?"
" Promise me that whatever happens, you'll move on. That you won't make your life decisions based on me."
" Iris-"
" Dammit! Cole just promise me!"
" I-I promise." He whispered.
***
" I figured you'd be here." Rose said from behind me.
She sat next to me and sighed.
" You're really going to do it aren't you?"
" I am."
" And there's nothing I can say or do to change your mind?"
" Absolutely nothing."
" Iris why are you doing this?, Is…is it because of A-"
" It's not. Rose this is a war. Have you even thought about what's gonna happen? Thousands of people are going to die! You don't expect me to sit back and let them die when there's something I can do about it."
" It's not fair! Iris it isn't." Rose cried.
" I know, but life isn't fair."
" What if there's another way! A better way. If-"
" There isn't. Trust me Rose, I've checked."
" I can't do it Iris. I can't."
" You'll do great."
" I can't be like you. I can't lead like you."
" I know. You'll be than me. You'll be the kind of leader that I strive to be. I have faith in you Rose."
" I don't like this Iris. I've told you since day one that I hate this idea. What if the others find out…after? That I knew all along?"
" That will be on me. You tried to tell them, but I prevented you from doing so."
" I'm going to miss you Iris."
" I know you will."
She let out a watery laugh and muttered,
" Idiot."
" I love you Rose."
" I love you too Iris."
***Salama!🤗,
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