Playing Blind Man’s Buff with Helen Keller…

21. “Heap the sea-coal, come, heap it higher,

Adding fuel to the flames, Dolores walked to the mechanic’s off-road fabrication shop to pick up her BMW. She then drove to a nearby Walmart for camping and road trip necessities. Dolores drove back to the Best Western to back the rest of the things that she had bought in the week it took to outfit her new BMW for off-road travel when she gets to the Kamazotz Sanctuary. Bags of ice were purchased along with food for the trip the next morning just before she set off south on interstate thirty-five towards San Antonio…then onto highway fifty-seven to cross the border into Mexico. She drove through Coahuila on the Mexican highway thirty. It would have normally been a fourteen-hour trip but unlike Squirrel Girl before her, Dolores stopped along the way to camp and sleep only driving six hours a day…feeling the call to the Kamazotz Sanctuary that was more of a prison as the nature of the Kamazotz species is to consume living animals or the carrion from the dead whether it be the human-animal or other species.

She didn’t listen to U2 ‘Beautiful Day’ over and over again or Bad Religion ‘Gray Race’ over and over again but she had loaded an MP3 player with enough music so that the random setting would never repeat a song. But she kept thinking about a joke that her dad told her… To paraphrase: he was a Jew because in the Korean War he was in the battle of the Chosin reservoir…because he was one of the Chosin people…

She didn’t understand be God calls or chooses all people in a way. As if one calls a secretive (Roman Catholic Christian) fraternity…Judaism because the members are selective and elitist because it was once illegal to be Roman Catholic and hide a priest in the closet until the men in the sanctuary can be trusted not to tell the Church of England people there are Roman Catholics having a Mass inside…and then having the idea that most people overlook history or wouldn’t ask why Germany won’t recognize Scientology as a religion because it is the same thing…the Roman Catholic Clergy or the Vatican is also known as the Holy See…the all-seeing eye is a Euphemism just like the Sea Organization. But who began to use remote sleep hypnosis…like the story in the Holy Bible about Joseph hearing a voice as he falls asleep but using radio waves or cellular technology? It is not out of the realm of imagination that someone might put microphones or listening devices into someone’s home why not speakers in the wall behind where someone sleeps to aid in hypnosis. The person has to sleep in this place. And until their mind breaks, they have night terrors because of the strangeness of a whisper voice of a tape playing all night and overriding their dreams in their natural REM cycle replacing their thoughts and dreams with a hypnotic message…to pour shit and cunty bullshit into the mind of the victim…

Replacing God and the spiritual with forced sleep hypnosis because no one will believe you…it’s not brainwashing it is fucking over the mind of the innocent and creating a mind for a suburban trench coat mafia… I might guess that some of these kids had night terrors and rarely remembered their dreams because of a whisper-quiet tape…and the fear of using earplugs because they live alone and someone might come into their home while they sleep.

And she began to drive after stopping alongside the highway to have lunch. With silly thoughts of a fraternity or society asking the Roman Catholic clergy to dress up as Star Trek’s United Federation of Planets to hide the fact that the Roman Catholic Church, Clergy, or a fraternity wants to help you get off drugs, stay clean, and find sanctuary within the Church which is more about the people…because Holy Mother Church is an old fuddy-duddy and passe but drugs are the newest greatest thing to run to when you have problems instead of running to a flawed human Clergy for help and a hug… a seine is a synonym for a fishing net and Jesus asked us to be fishers of men. Just a misspelling away and now it sounds like science…

Jesus is about attraction and sometimes being off drugs… the Legion of Mary has their book it doesn’t make them a separate religion but who wants to stop doing drugs to go to a Roman Catholic Church…

Jesus went on a Cross and Cruz is Spanish for Cross and cruise is a homophone of Cruz…

Dolores began to focus on the music as she passed Monclova, Mexico.