not his first mate now

I climb out of the shower and wrap a towel around my body, since being in my ex mates presence my body has been less tired and sickly. I dry my hair and then put it in a side braid, once I was done I made my way to my room. Just as I make it to the cupboard door my towel comes flying off my body, I spin around to see a shirtless Dontae standing there holding my towel to one side. He tossed it away, I just roll my eyes at him and walk in to the closet and lock the door behind me. Grabbing a halter neck block top along with a long black skirt and black underwear and then get dressed.

Black suites my mood and the situation that I am now in, I turn and walk out of the closet, a power from my side slams me into the wall and grabs my hands to pin them above my head.

"Donny let go now.” I demand as I glare into his pail blue eyes.

"Why? You have always loved it against the wall like this." My face betrays me by blushing deep red at his words.

"We need to talk about a few things.” I remind him, but no to my horror he starts to kiss his way from my jaw down to my should where he bites me softly.

"So talk little mate.” He growls before he picks a spot on my neck then sucks on it harshly. Fuck the things he was doing to my neck made it harder to think straight.

"l..Came...You... Need...shit.” And my words couldn't come out right as I try to speak.

"Damn it Dontae.” I growl in anger and annoyance.

"Lilly you talk,while I please o my wolf takes over and fucks you until you can't walk no more for a week." he speaks the truth as I seen it in his eyes when he spoke. his wolf was ready to take over.

"No you need to be paying attention when I tell you a few things." I tell him harshly, this seems to get his attention as he pulls away and stares at me like a scared child who's about to run off screaming.

"Okay, I'm listening.” Donny takes a seat on the bed, I start to pace around the room

"Now I need you to promise me that what happens with me you will never drag your mate into my business.” I growl as I say his mate, he frowns at me.

"She is mine..." I cut him off as pain slams into my chest.

"Don't you dare say it Dontae, for once let my wishes come first. what ever you do with her is your own fucking business so what ever I do needs to be between me and no one else.” I watch him close his eyes and take a few deep breaths, he opens them and nods at me.

"Fine, 1 will not tell Chrissy what it is you and I do.” his mischief look crosses his face, I throw a cushion at his head but he laughs at me.

"Do you remember the day you found her?" I suddenly ask him, my words make him smile softly and then nod towards me.

"That day I found out some great news, I was planning to tell you that night after dinner. But as you should remember you where busy marking and mating your other. For a few weeks I tried to get you on your own to talk but I couldn't, you where to busy mating another.” He growls in anger at the way I talk about his queen, I growl back in warning.

"So what did you want to tell me so badly that I was meant to to stop getting to know my mate to deal with you?" his anger gets the better of him as he stands up and starts pacing my room growling to himself.

I was to hurt to speak as his words hit me harder then they should have. "Do you want to know why I was in hospital?" he stops dead then turns his head to look at me, I turn away but took his silence as a yes.

"after you broke our bond you also broke your bond with our unborn child, we both became sick and without the bond or my mate being close by I lost the baby and in the progress nearly lost my life. I spent so long in the hospital that not even my mate could give a damn about us. I new then that I had to leave or loose my life."l had tears running down my face as I remembered my baby and what he had done to us because of his whore.

"Why didn't anyone tell me?" he sounded confused with the news I just shared.

"Because they where faithful to there queen, when I told them to not tell you anything they had no choice but to obey by my wishes.” I admit truthfully to him, my people felt bad with the way there king had treated his first queen. if I asked them to hide me they would in a heart beat.

"So why didn't you tell me any of this before you left me? we where together that night after all.” I laugh at him and shake my head

"If we weren't arguing, then we were having sex, not once did you stop to actually talk to me like a true mate.” I walk towards the glass door that leads to the patio. Roses littered the yard with beautiful colours and a long arch way that leads to a big tree that has a built in water fall. it was magical and one of my favourite things in the kingdom to visit. "How far along where you at the time?" I turn to face him and notice he was sitting on my bed with his head in his hands.

"about twelve weeks along.” I sigh as images of my angel flow into my head. being the mate of an Alpha king meant I would only be pregnant for twenty weeks in total. so at the time I was half way through my pregnancy with a slight belly showing.

"fuck it." I hear him say and watch as he stands up quickly and then faces me.

"What was it?" I glare at him, can't he say baby or is he that heartless. "It was a fucking baby Dontae and it was a boy." I growl darkly at him, both my wolf an I are now pissed off with his reference towards our angel pup. I new my wolf was now showing, she kept growling at him. we both watch as his wolf come to the front and growls loudly at us to back down.

"Back down Liliana." he demands, this made me laugh at him.

"You know that doesn't work on me Donny, what to ashamed to admit that your the one who murdered our son or is it guilt that's hit you for being a shitty mate.?" his eyes changed to a darker blue, yeah well the truth hurts doesn't it dick? I thought

"I did not kill that child, if you had of told me we could have worked things out!" owe so it was easier for him to put the blame on me, not going to happen this time.