not his first mate now

Ring

Ring, my damn heart jumps out of my chest as I grab my phone and press answer.

"Lilliana is that you?" and damn it his voice makes my knees go weak. "Hello Dontae.” I say softly even though it was meant to come out strong but didn't.

"So why am I losing my balls dear mate?" I laugh at that, I seriously didn’t think Anthony would have told him that part.

"We need to talk Donny." I tell him as I lean up against the wall for support.

"Okay tell me where you are and I'll come to you so we can talk.” He sounded way to happy for my liking.

"No, I need to make a deal before we see each other.” I rush out my words and hope I don't cave in to him to early. I had to say this now or I'd never make it out in one peace.

"Okay baby girl, what ever you want you can have, just come back please.” Damn it my heart picked up its speed at his sweet, needy words.

"I want my own place near the castle, not in the castle." before I could go on he cuts me off.

"No baby girl, but you can have the whole west wing of the castle. No one goes there any more." I love that section with the big liberty and big rooms with fire places. IT was the first part of the castle that was ever built.

"only as long as no one enters unless given a code.” I hear him grumble.

"Fine I'll get a code put on the doors.” I grin to myself as he caves to one wish.

"I don't want any maids in my section and my son will be living with me." I growl at him in warning to defy my son his right to be with his mother.

"of course princess.” he growls back at me which sends me into a warmth, that runs through my whole body.

"You will not use me as your little sex toy when you want a bit, I am a person to, understand Donny." again he grumbles in agreement.

"Now why have you chosen to come back now mate?” I stand up and move towards the kitchen, I don't bother to answer him.

"Send Anthony to pick me up, if anyone else comes I'll run further.” He growls loudly in anger at the fact I asked for another to pick me up. "No I'll come get you myself.” my wolf purrs in delight from his anger. "No Donny, I want Anthony to pick me up and then you and I need to have a chat once I get there. Please Donny, he's the only one I trust.” my voic broke in the end and tears ran down my face, I couldn't help it, my hormones where running wild once again.

"Baby girl are you crying?" he ask in a soft voice as though I'm a child who's about to break.

"I'm sorry Donny, it's just... never mind." I sigh loudly as I try to get a rain on my crazy hormones.

"Okay Lilliana, I'll send Anthony to pick you up.” his deep growl made my wolf perk up once more, I shake my head at my crazy wolf.

"You better be there when he gets there or so help me, I will hunt you down baby girl and tie you to my damn side or to my bed."damn it a moan escaped my mouth before I had a chance to do anything. Dontae purrs when he hears my moan.

Fuck he was making me wet with just the thought of what he intends to do with me. it half made me want to run just to see if he was serious with his words

“I'll be...here.”I breath deeply to settle the fire that's wrecking havoc on my insides.

"Tell him to bring my F350 please and to call me once he's on the truck, then I'll give him my address.”l make a cupper and then sit down at the table.

"He's heading towards your truck now." I nod even though he can't see me.

"Dont move okay love.” I groan in irritation at him

"of course not, I can't risk it anyway "I grumble and then hang up on him, as I go back to sipping my drink I thought about what was going to happen once I saw my ex mate again, yelling will most likely be a huge part of what happens and then threats from his side will also be an issue. The ringing of my phone makes my jump as I slowly answer it. "Hello" I wait for the beta to reply.

"Okay so I'm in your truck now what?" I laugh at his craziness

"Now drive to Greenview, I'll wait outside for you.” he growls out when I say the name.

"Your only two hours away from the kingdom. All this time and your that close by." he grumbles making me laugh at him.

"on my way." he tells me as I hear my truck start up. I didn't reply and just hung up, I went back to packing a few things from my lounge room and kitchen and then grabbed my stuff from the bathroom. once I was done I took the bag from the bedroom and lounge room to out side near the front door and then grabbed the last bag and placed it with the other two out side.

I lock the house up and then place the keys in the ma box across the road along with some money in an envelope. The owner was a lovely old lady who was part witch, she told me she knew I was coming for a few weeks.

I sat out side on the steps and waited for Anthony to finally arrive, another half an hour I sat there until I started to pace the yard. My truck pulls up with a screech of the tyres, my jaw drops as I glare at him. Slowly he walks towards me with a sheepish look on his face.

"Sorry couldn't help myself." he admits, I stick my finger up at him and then point to the bags.

"You owe me new tyres now Mr beta." growled as I climbed into the driver's seat.

"I've missed this.” I mumble to my car.

"yeah well that's what you get for running away.” he smirks as he clubs into the passenger seat.

"yeah well that's what happens when my wolf marks something that's no longer hers." I growl and feel my wolf roll her eyes at me.

"you know he's still yours right?" I look over at him then turn back and head off down the road.

"You don't know what it's like Ant and in a way I'm glade you never will." I admit to him, if I'm truthful having a mate is the worst punishment to ever receive.

"She died to be honest." I frown at his words and then feel bad for him for loosing his love and soul.

"I'm sorry, of I'm honest I wish I had died along with my first born.” I feel him staring at me with pity and sadness oozing from him. it's not the first time I've felt like this, but then I remember my baby boy.

"At least you have Xaiden now." If only he knew how close I came to loosing both my baby and my own life because of my ex mate and his need to fuck another woman.

We both become quiet as neither of us are sure what to say. We drive for an hour and a half without stopping before we finally arrive at the palace gates, the guards walk to the windows so I wind them down. The minute they saw the beta they waved us through the open gates As we drive up the gravel drive way, I see Dontae and Chrissy standing at the bottom of the stairs watching my truck. I noticed straight away how she wrapped herself around him like a snake, it made me smirk at the fun I'd get to have with pissing her off.

"Owe this will be fun.” I laugh to myself as I park the car away from them both.

"Try not to piss the queen off to much today Lilliana please?" I heard Anthony beg as he climbs out of the truck and grabs my bags.

"No promises beta." I say as I get out and walk beside him as we head towards my ex and his slut.

"Alpha, I'll take these to Lilliana's quarter's.” he didn't stick around, I looked at Dontae as he smirks down at me so I roll my eyes at him. Chrissy on the other hand was giving me a death glare so I smiled sweetly at her.

"Hello king, thank you for letting me stay.” I look up at Dontae and bat my eyes at him, he raised his eyes as if asking me what the hell am I playing at.

"Lilly walk with me to my office please.” He holds his hand for me but I frown at him and then the arm Chrissy is still clinging onto.

"Are we all having a chat?” I ask as I cross my arms over my chest. "Yes, what ever you have to say to him, you can say to me too.” She hugs his side and he wraps his arm around her shoulders. well shit that sent a pain right through my heart.

"Trust me, you won't like what I have to say to you.” I admit to her as anger washes through me, I watch as she lowers her head. Hmm very interesting, I think to myself.

"I'm going to my room to clean up.” With that I walk off and head to my quarter's.

"Are you going to let her get away with talking to me like that?" I heard Chrissy screech to her mate, I try not to laugh when I hear Dontae grow! at her and she whimpers.

I left them to it as I got to my room and took a shower to wash the stress away.