My Hot Alpha

Our relationship wasn't perfect and we sure had a lot to work on but for now we were exactly where we needed to be. Another step completed now it was time to move on and build our happy ever after.

"Have you seen my mom today?".

"Why?".

"You do know that after mating comes babies".

"No".

"You'll carry the heir".

"Not yet". I wasn't against having children but not yet. We weren't ready, I wasn't ready. I still has so much to do and see before I even considered having children.

But, what did I have to do? I had nowhere to go, my life was here.

No job, no career.

A laugh fell from her lips. "Leah, you've went chalk white".

"I'm not having the baby talk with you or with anyone". I grabbed a glass filling it with water. That was a conversation I wasn't even considering until I knew in myself that I was ready. And I sure as hell wasn't.

I wasn't being forced into it.

It was a conversation Jake and I would have when the time was right. It wasn't anyone's business but ours.

"Hey chill I was just joking".

"Thats not funny". My eyes went to the back door. He was close, I could feel him, smell him. The pull was stronger than ever. It was something I hadn't experienced before. "You can feel him".

"Yeah". I smiled.

"The bond has its perks". She winked. "You can also talk-...".

The backdoor swung open. Jake and Carter were laughing and joking about something. Jack wasn't there.

"Did you see the look she gave you? She f*****g hates you". He smirked.

"Hey baby". He bent down placing a kiss on the top of my head. "You good?".

My heart was beating so fast.

"Always". I smiled. "But who hates you?".

"I made a few changes to the patrol rota. Some people weren't happy". He shrugged.

"Please tell me I'm not back on mornings". Alanna said.

"Your nights with Carter and Rocco just until you're used to it".

"I'm happy with that". She grinned.

"And you". He looked at me, my mouth became dry. "You'll be doing afternoons with me".

I could do that. This is what I wanted. I wanted to be involved, to show everyone I wasn't weak. I wanted to make sure the people in our pack knew I could be a strong Luna. I was going to earn their respect. "Okay". I smiled.

"Bear, can I have a word?". Carter asked.

I felt it in my stomach. The dread. Something was wrong.

"What's wrong?".

"Come take a walk. I want to talk to you".

I don't know why but I found myself staring at Jake. He was leaning against the fridge his eyes fixed on mine. He nodded.

"Let me get my shoes".

Wait, did I just ask him for permission without even realising it?

I grabbed my jacket and slipped my feet into my shoes. I didn't like the feeling in my stomach. I felt a tad bit sick because I couldn't take any more bad news. For once I just wanted everything to be okay. Normal you could say.

But nothing had been normal from the minute I moved here.

"Are you hungry?".

"I thought I wasn't allowed out the house?".

He grinned. "Jake trusts me and you'll be fine. You're a fully mated she wolf now. I saw your mark".

"I got him good". I smirked.

A laugh fell from his lips. "It's nice to see your happy bear".

"Yeah, but I have a feeling that's going to change".