My Alpha Within Book 1

Maxine's POV

I was in complete denial, I couldn't have found my mate after all of this time. I've been thru a lot with grandpa jet, he never told me how powerful imprinting was-or could be, I didn't like how I don't know this man but in my heart i would be willing to step in front of a silver bullet for. It did not make any since, at least to me all I've had is Grandpa he was the only person I needed.

I drew a few tears, I wish Grandpa was here then he could explain what's next, what can I do now?

While thinking about all this, I jumped slightly-defensive while he wiped my tear stained cheeks.

"W-what are you doing," I choked out, trying not to fully sob in this kitchen full of wolfs, it was bad enough he was already being obsessive so fast.

"What's wrong buttercup, we don't have to mate if you don't want to-I'm sorry for being to forward.

"Can you not," I said while smacking his hand.

"Whatever you want, how you want. I'll let you choose the pace-if there's a pace to begin with," he finally said knowing I was irritated, I don't know if it was from my experience with "shitty men" but I did not want to deal with this right now especially in front of my new "younger brother".

I turn now at this new brother of mine and say "Where's your dad and mom?" He looks incredibly irritated now and responds with a quick "upstairs, third room to the left" and dismissal hand wave.

"Well I don't wanna be here either, don't be such a pussy" I spat, I could hear the deep growl from the kitchen while walking through the house mansion or whatever they followed me.

While on the stairs I looked at all the pictures along the wall, and noticed this was a typical cookie cutter family, Mom, Dad, twins with a older brother, with the whole Christmas and post cards cliché vibe. It was sicking, and the worst part he didn't even tell me about the pictures.

Like I wanted to hear some stupid ass story about their family anyway. I don't even wanna be here.

Like let's be fucking foreal.

I looked back and seen Justin and Mj exchanging looks, Justin looked so stern like his mind was made up and Maxwell Jr looked so mad like he lost a fight he was so hard trying to win.

I assumed that they was mind linking. I can't yet because I haven't accepted this pack as my own. I don't know if I could though, as you know I have my reasons but who's to say this guy won't change my life for the better.

He's very arrogant at first glance but I could tell her was serious about taking it at my own pace, and my wolf loved that. The thing is my wolf has a mind and heart of her own, I can't let my guard down. For her sake, I shouldn't be so eazy to love this man just because we're destined to be.

FUCK that.

As I slowly reached the room of my mysterious "Parents", I started to feel uneasy. I was never like this before I started to get hot and bothered, my legs felt like they was getting weak-fast.

Before I knew it I was in somebody arms, wrapped tight. The musk smell of the dewy forest, and Gucci guilty engulfs my nose.

Every breath was a concentrate version of that smell, no cuts directly from the source and it was absorbed by my wolf almost instantly. We opened my eyes meeting Justin and his wolf, my wolf was scratching to get out after seeing him.

"Are you okay?" He asked breathlessly,

"Mhm-" I kissed him instinctively with fireworks exploding, my wolf loved this and I kinda did to I hate to admit.

Our lips formed and moved, starting to speak a ancient love language, like two old lovers meeting after a 50 year hiatus and I couldn't stop-wouldn't stop, wait what was I doing.

"Get off of me," I snapped while pushing him off me, I tripped forward slightly and he reached for me again.

I smacked at his hand "I don't want you" I spat. Next thing I knew my wolf started howling , howling so loud my head couldn't take it.

Shut Up!

Was the last thing I thought before the complete and utter darkness engulfed my senses..........

Maxwell pov

Everybody but Justin stood still in shock of what just happened. Maxine just verbally rejected her mate, and the whole pack can start to feel the hurt Justin is feeling right now. I thought while he caught her mid air, it seems to me her wolf started to reject her choice and closed her self off, and her body is suffering for it now.

His wolf is in so much pain, I swore to protect my pack. I started to walk towards my so called sister bloodlust present in the air, I told him it would come to this just 2 minutes ago.

Life moves fast. I told him if it came to him or her I would take her life if needed, he told me he would leave the pack and fight me To the death for her. I felt utterly defeated, of the hold she had on him already.

Kim felt so bad for her I could tell by how she squeezed my hand tightly to stop me, Justin just held her limp body in his hands. I could feel his man now it started to sink in for him.

"She's rejecting me, her body can't take the blow. She'll needs to recover, I'll take her to my room for now. Could you set up a room for her SIR?"

He asked with tear stained eyes, all I could do was say, "yes go ahead," while clearing my throat. He never called me sir unless we were around other alphas, so I was really starting to feel the room, I didn't know how it felt to break a connection and I was starting to understand now.

"Love doesn't love anybody, never forget that. Just because they say we're fated by the gods doesn't mean shit, we all have choices. Don't feel bad for me because she made hers. I can feel your pity, I don't need it" he said lastly before taking her out the room, walking towards his.

She needed to go, even more of a reason now she broke my Bestfriend's heart before even getting to know him.

How ironic Sounds kinda familiar don't it ?.........

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-T🤞🏽