MEHJABEEN

PROLOGUE

"Letting you go is the only option

Try not to convince me for I won't bulge

All this for loving someone more than myself

Only know I love you when you let me go

I can't help missing my happiness

Even though I'm dancing on my own,

Rewards the rest of my life with ice.

When you lean on the arms which aren't mine

Is the fascinating memory that I had

If needed, I'll look into your eyes and tell you that

You are not what I want

So don't try to convince me that

You are the only person I want

Because at the end of every day

I loathe myself in every possible way

And I'm not going to lie to myself by saying

You are the one inside me who matters

I'm assuming you and will remind

That your a no one, and a mere girl

And nothing you say will make me believe

Yet you still deserve love Because no matter what

That you're not good enough for me to be loved

Your standards are concerned

And I am in no position to believe that

Your beauty is the only thing that exists within me

Because whenever I look at you, I always think

'That you are not what I want!'

How can I possibly say that, elsewhere?"

Reading this note, after all, they've been through,

Elffy's eyes blurred with unshed tears; Not wanting to read any further, she crushes this letter, the same way her heart got crushed into a puddle of paper that it is now!