Love that heals

Ashutosh:

I left Rudrani at Sanjay's home and returned home. I don't know why but I felt as if I am going to miss her. Does my Rudrani love that Sanjay? Of course, she may because he makes her laugh and where I unknowingly make her cry. Maybe Sanjay is a better choice for her.

Ashu, don't stress yourself. You can't force someone to love you.

I said to myself. If Rudrani is happy with him, I shouldn't stop her. I couldn't sleep, and I roamed in the living room whole night. I called Rudrani, but she cut my call. Is this city has a scarcity of doctors? Can't any other doctor treat Sanjay? Why did his parents call my wife? Rudrani was married, and even if Sanjay loved her, now it doesn't matter.

In the morning at 4 am, Rudrani returned the home. She didn't say anything about Sanjay or the reason behind his suicide attempt. I didn't like her behavior.

"Why did your friend attempt suicide?" I asked.

"He has his reasons."

"What are those personal reasons?" I asked her.

"You no need to know those reasons," she said.

I immediately held her keeping my hand around her waist. She was shocked and looked at me.

"I didn't like unnecessary words to come from your mouth, or I will kiss them," I gave a sweet warning.

Instead of trying to free herself from my grip as before, Rudrani encircled her arms around my neck.

"Is the most handsome Ashutosh possessive towards his wife?" Rudrani asked me.

Possessive? Am I possessive? I don't know. I just want my wife.

"Yes, I am possessive towards my wife. You are my wife, and you should love only me," I said pouting.

"Didn't you sleep whole night? Why are your eyes red?"

"I already told you that I couldn't sleep without seeing my wife in front of me," I said.

"But you shifted your room," she said sadly.

I was happy to know that she didn't like me to be away from her.

"Within one hour, shift my luggage to our room," I said.

"No, it's you who moved your room. Why will I help you to shift your luggage again?"

"It's an order from your husband. If you didn't do it, I have no problem. I will stay in that room forever happily," I said.

"No, I will shift the luggage," she said.

We both shifted the luggage to our room. I was sure mom would scold me for this, but I can't miss her. I had prepared breakfast by the time she got ready. I served food to her, and she had her food. "Rudrani, I really don't know that you prepared that pasta," I said, and she nodded.

"I didn't mean to scold you that day sweety. I was scared of Artika's words. She doesn't like you from the beginning, and I didn't want her to say anything that breaks you," I said sincerely.

Yes, I was frightened that Arthika may accuse her of being an acid attack victim. I know it breaks my Rudrani, so to avoid that I yelled at her. I guessed that Rudrani would be angry with me, but I can convince her because my intention is good. "Do you really love me, Ashu?" Rudrani asked.

"Of course my love, I love you truly," I replied.

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"I am ready to do anything to prove that," I said.

"What happened to me that night, Ashu? Why did you shift room all of a sudden?" Rudrani asked.

"Nothing, actually mom..."

"If you love me tell me the truth," she said.

"Okay, but on one condition," I said.

"What?"

"I will tell you by hugging you and making you sit in my lap," I said.

Love is the only cure for any mental disturbance. I know I can heal her. I will tell her slowly what happened on that day. She agreed to my condition. "Do you remember what was the specialty of that day?" I asked.

"No," she replied.

"It was your birthday," I said, and she looked as if she was terrified.

"It's ok, relax my love. Nothing happens to you. I am your Ashu, I won't allow anyone to harm my love," I said holding her and kissing her.

She relaxed after few minutes.

"Do you want to share the reason with me? If you didn't want to share, I wouldn't force you," I said still hugging her from the side.

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"I will tell you," Rudrani said.

"You may hate me after hearing my past," Rudrani said.

"I can never hate you. I trust my love for you, and you just trust me," I assured her.

"In my childhood, though I was discriminated by my dad for being a girl, I enjoyed life. One of my dad's friends used to pamper me and shower love on me. Being all alone and didn't get any love from my dad, I was overwhelmed with uncle's love seeing my dad in him.

One of my birthdays, when I was ten years old, he wished me Happy Birthday giving me a cake. I was depressed on that day as none of my parents remembered my birthday. That uncle asked me to come to his house to show me to his wife and family. I went with him to his house and he......."

Rudrani was sobbing, and words didn't come out of her mouth.

"Rudrani, it's ok, cool down. Tell me what happened there," I asked her.

"That uncle touched me where he shouldn't touch. I didn't understand, but I felt uncomfortable. I shouted aloud, and he left me. I ran to my house. I told my mom and dad. They slapped me saying I was speaking unnecessary things and blaming him. I cried a lot for many days. From then, I was scared when a man touches me.

That's the reason; I never allowed you too to come close to me. I pretended to be normal, but I didn't forget the incident until now. I consulted a psychologist after our marriage as I know one or the other day, you may get fed up with my stubborn behavior. That's why these days I am not going away from you due to the treatment, but still I am not ready for going further," Rudrani said.

I didn't understand why these perverts won't leave even a child. These parents never believe the words of their child but trust the rest. It's the responsibility of the parents to take care of their daughter and protect her. Instead, they hurt her for revealing the truth.

Every parent must educate their daughter saying that they shouldn't allow anyone to touch their private parts. A parent should give freedom to their girl child to share openly with them if anyone tries to misbehave with them. They should react immediately so that girl won't go into depression and become vulnerable.

"Ashu, I didn't know anything at that time. I am under treatment, and I am sure I will recover. Please don't leave me, I won't hurt you," Rudrani tried to explain me, but I hugged her tightly.

"My dear mad wife, why will I leave you? Do you think that I expect only that from you? No, I expect your love, but now I will wait lifelong to win your heart. I understood why don't you trust me easily and why you hate men. I promise you that I will heal you with my love," I said giving a peck on her forehead.