Chapter 5-unsure moments
After falling off the bed, and laughing our asses off, he got up and lowered his hand to help me up. He looked in my eyes and smiled at me, I smiled back.
"So.. where were we?" He asked pulling me close placing his other hand upon my cheek.
"We were right about here." I say placing my hand on his cock and my lips lightly on his mouth.
He sucked in a breath, then deepening the kiss, like it was his last. Feeling his cock get a bit harder as I moaned into his mouth. He moved his hands to grip my ass and then pulled me up, my legs instantly wrap around his waist, his cock right at the entrance of my pussy, I slowly rocked my hips, letting him feel how wet he was making me.
He laid me on his bed, slowly kissing me, then slowly, lightly kissing down my neck, to my left breast, then my right, then my abdomen, my right hip, then left hip, my breath hitching in my throat with every kiss he lightly placed.
After all the kisses he placed on my body, he got to my most sensitive spot, he lightly placed a kiss on my clit. Then using his tongue to trace small circles, causing me to moan, and thrash my body against the bed and his tongue. A pressure started to build in my lower abdomen, tingling sensation taking over everywhere. I felt my clit pulse against his tongue.
"Oh..fuck..I'm..gonna..cum.." no sooner than I said it I did.
He popped his head up and smiled at me.
"Damn darlin, you squirted." He said
I was pretty sure my whole body turned red by his comment.
I pulled him up to kiss me, tasting my arousal, I then pushed him on the bed, wrapped my mouth around his hard cock and started to suck. He grabbed my hair and started to thrust his cock in my mouth. Slow at first then picking up the place, then pulling his cock away from my mouth, causing a lot of slobber to come out of my mouth and go all over his cock. He stopped his movements, pulling me up to lay on the bed.
"You want me to fuck you, don't you. Your pussy is soaking wet." He says as he places his fingers inside me.
I nod my head unable to speak. He grabs a condom off the side table opening it up and putting it on, then coming to my entrance.
"Please..." I beg out.
"I like when you beg darlin, it makes me want you so much more." He says smirking
"P..lease, I want to feel your cock deep inside me. Please!" I begged
He puts a condom on, then lines his cock at my core, he slowly starts to push his cock inside my pussy, making me gasp then moan as he enters. My head leans back into the pillow, my nails scratch his back, he starts to moan himself. Picking up the pace with each thrust.
"Oh..my..god..Yes!" I scream out.
A tingling sensation comes into my lower abdomen, tightening, knowing what is about to happen.
"I'm gonna cum.. oh.. fuck!" I belt out as the orgasm hits, and it hits hard.
"That's it darlin, keep cumming on my cock. Don't stop." He says panting out breaths.
"Mmm.. please! Oh.. oh fuck.. I'm.. cumming.. again.." I moan
I barely get the last half out as a wave of another orgasm is starting to hit me. He starts to pant harder and moan out. His cock twitching inside my as my pussy clinches his cock. It feels like his cock is dancing inside me.
"Darlin.. fuck!.." He says
His facial expression is heavenly as he unloads his cum inside the condom. I wished it was inside of me but I'm happy it wasn't.
If that makes sense.
Everything began to come into focus, after the amazing sex. He laid next to me in his bed. I cuddled up next to him. He moved the stray hairs off my face, and looked into my eyes. His hand now rest on my cheek. I lean in an kiss him, he kisses me back.
We hadn't really talked about what type of relationship we were going to have, if we were even going to have one. But in this moment, a moment of silence and assurance. I honestly only saw him as a really good friend with benefit. As sad as that sounds, I just couldn't see him more than that, at least at this moment.
So I sat up and looked him in the eyes. I wanted.. no needed to know what he wanted out of this, out of what we were doing. If he wanted a relationship or just to be friends with benefits. I wasn't going to be mad if he chose either. But I wanted his thoughts.
"What do you see us being?" Hoping what I asked didn't come off rude or insulting.
"What do you mean darlin?" He asked confused.
"With this.. us?.. um do you want this to be a one time thing, want to be a fwb, or do you want more?" I say nervously.
"Honestly haven't thought much about it darlin. I'm more of a go with the flow kinda guy. Don't get me wrong, I've been wanting to have sex with you since the first time I saw you. But I was and still am perfectly ok with going at your speed. Not only that but even if there isn't anything in between us, at least I know we can be friends. You also didn't look like a one night stand kinda gal." He says.
"At least your right about one thing. Well a few things. We will be friends, I'm not a one night stand, and I did want to fuck the hell out of you the first time I saw you to but I held my ground." I say smiling.
We laid in bed watching tv, till we both fell fast asleep. I woke up around 230am to someone pounding on the front door. I rolled over to wake Alex up, but he was snoring loudly. I got up out of the bed, put his t-shirt on and walked to the front door without turning any lights on. I didn't want the sudden change in light to hinder my vision.
I get to the front door, peek out the peephole and see.. kissme89 and her boyfriend Pete standing there.
Confusion hits me hard. Wondering why the hell they are here at Alex' house at 230am. I walk back to the bedroom, and this time I'm determined to wake Alex up.
"Alex! Wake up someone is out front." I tell
Alex jolts awake.
"What's wrong dar-" he starts
"There are people knocking on your door and I know them, I didn't answer the door since this is your house." I say cutting him off.
Alex gets out of bed grabs a pair of basketball shorts and walks to the front door. He looks through the peekhole.
"You know Pete and Amanda?" He says looking at me confused.
"Earlier today I was with them for bdsm training. I meant to tell you when I saw you but you distracted me by being in nothing but a towel." I say innocently.