Lifestyle

After all my research on everything related to bdsm I had found someone by the name of 'kissme89' she was actually a professional dominatrix, and through the conversations, she was willing to teach me some of the basics. I met up with her at a restaurant so it was a public meeting first just incase she wasn't who she said she was.

We sat and talked for a few hours. When it was time to go she said we can meet up three times a week to do my training.

I honestly was so excited to train, to learn a lifestyle I was so curious about. Everything seemed to be coming into place. She did tell me her boyfriend (Pete) would be there to help train me in some other aspects related to bdsm. He would teach me about rope, rope knots, knife play, floggers, breath play, needles, whips, cupping, and a few more things.

All of these things excited me to no end. Some other things he mentioned like needles scared me. But none the less I was eager to learn everything.

They both told me I was a fast learner. It's only because I actually listen to things that I'm interested in. And this interested me to no end.

I started off with learning knots with rope. A bight (starting point), a single column, and a double column. Simple ties to start with for a beginner.

Weeks past and I was told to wear something comfortable, I had asked why and was told tonight I would be tied up for the first time. Oh god was I nervous. I pulled up to kissme89s place, grabbed a few items from the back of my car, then headed for the door. Her boyfriend (Pete) answered the door and I went inside.

I sent a message to Alex telling him I would like to see him later... radio silence. It's been about a week and a half since I last heard from him but I chalked it up to him being busy with his work.

Not everything related to bdsm has to be about nudity but when doing rope you want to be comfortable. I wore the comfortable cloths the first time he tied me up. But the cloths started to move weird with everything he was doing.

I started to get uncomfortable and he sensed it. He asked me if I wanted to continue I of course said yes, so we did. He took pictures of me, showed them to me and I was amazed at how comfortable the rope felt.

I asked him how he preferred to tie people up. His response was normally naked, but considering I've never been tied up, he wanted me to be comfortable.

After he untied me, I told him I'd be comfortable without the cloths, only because the cloths moved weirdly when he did certain ties.

Kissme89 was in the room the entire time so I felt comfortable with knowing she was keeping an eye on us.

I stripped down to just my thong, and told him I was ready.

By the look on his face he didn't expect me to be so quick to strip almost naked.

Now with no cloths in the way except a thong he did tell me it can become more sexual, that the connection is more sensual, and that if I feel uneasy about anything to let him know.

As soon as he touched my skin with the rope, goosebumps appeared, my nipples hardened, my thong a little damp. Stuff I wasn't aware of, soon I became aware of. I relaxed as he worked, the rope slowly gliding over my body. He was right. It does become more sensual, sexual even.

Kissme89 noticed this change in my body, she stood up from the couch walked over to me, while he was behind me, finishing the tie. My eyes close as she closed the distance between our lips, my heart pounding in my chest, I could hear it in my ears.

I was completely turned on before she even kissed me. Her hands slowly tracing my hardened nipple, his finger slowly gliding down my hip, my senses becoming overwhelmed, her finger then slid down to the outer part of my thong.

"You're really wet. Are you enjoying our touch." Pete asked

I nodded, eagerly.

I was so turned on by the rope on my skin, they're fingers and mouths on my body, any slight movement to touch my clit would send me overboard. Which they both did. He pulled my thong down and she rubbed my clit, he placed his finger in, and they both worked my pussy for a few seconds till my orgasm came. Fast and hard. Quicker than I ever imagined.

I never expected to be so turned on by all this. But this.. this is what started my addiction to the bdsm lifestyle.

I didn't know what to expect after this experience. But it made me crave it more now than ever.

After arriving home I got a message from kissme89, she told me that what happened was such a hot experience that she came as soon as I left. As soon as he touched her, licked her, and fucked her. She came harder as he told her that he loved the feeling of my pussy on his finger. That he came when she told him how she loved the kiss I gave her as she rubbed my clit.

That they couldn't wait for me to come back over and do it again.

I was high. Not drug high but rope high and feeling great.

The other message I got was from Alex. He said he wanted to see me as well. I was excited. I had just got inside my house when I saw his message. So I showered got dressed and drove to his house.

"I'm outside." I texted him

Waiting a few minutes which felt like an hour he finally responded.

"Come on it, its unlocked, I just got out of the shower."

I got out of my car and went into his house. I put my purse down, and went to find him. He was in the bedroom. A towel around his waist. I wanted to pulled it off of him.

We haven't had sex yet so seeing him like this I was more than excited, nervous bit excited. I wanted him and I knew he wanted me.

"What's gotten into you darlin?" He asked

"Well you in a few if you want me." I said smirking.

I had already taken my shirt off and was working on my pants. I didnt have a bra or thong on.

"I..uh.. wasn't expecting this tonight. I thought you just wanted to hang out." He said with a frown

"Oh." Was all I could manage.

I felt embarrassed, angry, and even a bit disappointed. Not in him but in myself.

I pulled my pants back up, and grabbed my shirt.

"I'm sorry, I'll just leave." I said walking away.

"Wait. What.. why?" He said

"Don't...don't worry. I-I made a mistake. I-I thought by you responding back to me that tonight would be a good night for..um..well..us." I said stumbling on my words more than I would of liked to.

"Darlin, you know..." he started

"It's ok, don't worry about it. I'll see you another day." And with that I grabbed my purse and had the door cracked open, when he pushed it closed really fast.

"I do want you, darlin. I never said I didn't. If you would of stopped and let me finish, you would have understood what I was going to say." He said

I turned to face him.

"I'm sorry. Please continue with what you was going to say, since I didn't give you the chance." I said looking down.

"I want you. But I want you to be completely sure you want me." He said lifting my chin up to look at him.

"If I wasn't ready, I wouldn't have stripped out of the cloths I wore over. I would have wore a bra and thong, but I didn't. I am ready." I said.

Next thing I knew his lips were on mine, passion flowing through us. He pushed me against the door. My hands ran over his waist trying to grab the shirt, then realizing he didn't have one of, my hands traveled lower, no pants or boxer briefs.

My brain realizes he was completely naked. His cock pushing against me. I feel myself getting wet.

I pull away from the kiss, grab his hand, and lead him back to the bedroom. I pull my shirt off and then start kissing him again. He walks us over to his bed and we fall. I start giggling because of one swift movement we actually missed the bed and landed on the floor, him landing right ontop of me.

"Are you ok darlin?" He said sounding worried.

"Yeah I'm ok." I laugh out.