His Soul & His Shame

Oh my God! Is this really happening? I moaned into his mouth pushing Myself closer to his body and feeling every hard muscle of him blending with my soft body. I should have pushed him away and slapped him across his face like a good girl for forcing a kiss but I am not a good girl and he is not forcing me to kiss him back. I am seriously going to hell.

Ezra Irwin is a sweet poison that consumes your body so slowly that even you don't know and His kiss is hot and cool at the same time making my head spin.

"Fay! Can I come in?" Izzy's voice broke our kiss and the haze we were in.

Ezra reluctantly pulled his mouth away from mine groaning but didn't push me away.

"We need to talk, Fay! I will come in the morning and we are going to get brunch together." He said, kissing my forehead and lingering his lips there. I don't know what to answer him other than keep silent. I don't even know if I will go with him to the brunch. I planned to avoid Ezra over the days I stay here but he bulldozed into my life on the first day of my stay here and my head is blank.

"Fay! I am going to open the door." Izzy's impatient voice came in again making Ezra growl in annoyance and anger. He never likes it if someone disturbs his time with me and Izzy is doing exactly the same.

Izzy doesn't know about Ezra and me, I mean she knows that we are friends from childhood but she doesn't know the crush I had on him and how I slept with him and all as Joanna knows.

"You sure know how to choose a friend." I rolled my eyes at his sarcasm and tried to wiggle myself away from him but he didn't let me.

"Why are you being so touchy all of a sudden, Ezra!" I scowled at his grin, he looked so cute with his dimples and the boyish grin on his face after a long time.

"I love my hands on you baby girl." He winked at me making me groan at him in annoyance but inside I am nothing but a mess feeling giddy and warm. Ezra Irwin is a magician and he knows how to make his magic work on his victims and I am one of them.

I pulled myself out of his greedy hands and walked towards the door to let Izzy come in as she is being so impatient and knocking on the door repeatedly.

Izzy was inside my room the second she entered with her usual cheeriness and a big grin. She is mesmerized by Ezra as she is looking at him like he is some Greek God or something. Adoration mixed with desire and everything is shining in her eyes which is making me uncomfortable.

"We were catching up with each other, you disturbed us so rudely." Ezra Scowled at her, making her grin drop slightly. I am shocked at his hostility! Ezra was never this harsh with any pretty girl, I mean he always flirted with them even when he was with me but now he is genuinely annoyed that Izzy has barged in.

"I.. Umm...Sorry....." Izzy stuttered her words not knowing what to say and at the same time embarrassed.

"It's okay, you don't need to apologize, he is just kidding." I rolled my eyes at Ezra who had his eyes narrowed at me and pulled Izzy inside the room.

"Oh! Okay then. So what were you guys catching up on?" Izzy's usual self came out forgetting about Ezra's hostility and making googly eyes at him once again making me sigh.

"We picked up where we left," Ezra said with a wicked grin and desire so intensely shining in his eyes making me squirm and the need to press my thighs together is so overwhelming and shameful that I know my face looks red with shame and embarrassment.

Why Is he doing this? And enjoying himself and making me miserable.

"

Okay, so what are your plans for tomorrow? I am thinking that we should all catch up somewhere." Izzy asked, they are talking like I am not present there. It's not new to me in Ezra's presence.

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Ezra suddenly moved towards me and placed his arm around me making my eyes widen. He was never this touchy with me, yeah he was touchy before but this feels so intimate and feels like he is marking me or something, and his touch igniting a fire.

"I have plans with Fay. Maybe next time." He gave her a small smile and turned his head toward me and bent it and I know he is moving toward my lips. He is going to kiss me in front of Izzy and I don't know how to explain it to her. "Umm, Ezra?.." I whispered trying to tell him to not kiss me but his lips touched the corner of my mouth but mostly my cheek making me suck in a breath.

"I will pick you up tomorrow, be ready." He whispered in my ear planting another kiss on my head and left the room without saying anything to Izzy but just nodding his head at her with a last heated lingering gaze on me. "What was that?" I am still in Ezra's daze that I didn't hear or see Izzy standing beside me and looking at me oddly.

"What was what?" I asked, scrunching my brows trying to look innocent but Izzy can smell ones bullshit even from a mile.

"Don't act Coy, Fay! He was looking at you like he wanted to eat you." She raised her eyebrows in question waiting for my answer but she is not getting anything from me because it was nothing and it was just Ezra and he was always the

same.

"It's just Ezra being Ezra, Izzy. He is unpredictable and we can't know what he thinks." I dismissed her by waving at her and walking toward my bed to sleep or at least try to after the kiss.

"Where is Joanna?" I asked, wanting to divert the topic.

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"She is helping your mom in the kitchen clean up." She said, still standing.

"Hey!" Joanna peeked her head inside the room, gaining our attention. Her brows raised in question looking at us sitting and standing feeling awkward.

"What happened?" She entered the room and sat on the bed beside me looking at me waiting for the answer.

"She is going out with Ezra tomorrow." Izzy chimed in moving towards the bed. Joanna is going to kill me.

"He asked me for brunch and most likely demanded but I am not going." The words came out fast surprising me and Joanna who is looking at me like she doesn't believe me.

"He missed you more than us, Fay! You should go." This is the first time I am hearing Joanna defending Ezra and her asking to go with him. I don't know how to react to that as I have never been in this situation where Joanna takes Ezra's side. "If she doesn't want to go then it's up to her. Why don't we both join her!" Izzy suggested from beside me.

"No, She should go and I know she wants to." Joanna scowled at Izzy, cutting her off and giving me a look telling me that this conversation is not over and I am going to brunch with Ezra Irwin.