His Soul & His Shame

"Fay! What are you doing here!" Izzy's voice reached my ears when i'm reaching for the champagne glass. Alex is talking business with some old people and I'm bored out of my mind.

It's been half an hour since we entered the hall and iam successfully avoiding her and him but I guess i don't have luck.

"Same reason as yours, Izzy." I snap, hiding my sneer with the glass and taking a large gulp of the bubbly liquid to cool down my anger.

"Why are you snapping, Fay!" She is trying to be nonchalant and innocent like she doesn't know that I am coming here and she didn't even already see me outside.

How much she can fake! I thought she is a genuine and loving person but now she is showing her true colors like a chameleon.

"I am not snapping at you, Izzy. I'm just already bored and excuse me." I started walking blindly not wanting to wait and listen to her anymore. I Am running out of my patience and I don't want to create any scene here. Iam not going to cry over him anymore and I don't care if they sleep together. They can go to hell!

A hand pulled me into a dark room startling me from my thoughts and my champagne glass fell on the floor and a hand covered my scream.

Familiar scent surrounded me, making me relax for a second but the anger which I was gulping down came back, making me bite his hand hard.

"What the fuck, Fay!" His hold on me loosen and get away from him to not punch his nose or give him a black eye.

"What the fuck are you doing here, Ezra! Pulling me into a dark room like a creep." I snapped, I could see him in the moonlight shining brightly in the room.

He is in a black suit which has fitted him so perfectly and he is looking so ruggedly handsome that I ache all over for his touch and feel.

I need to stop thinking with my heart and body but start thinking with my head.

He is a bastard for slapping me on the face, coming here with Izzy.

"I told you not to go, Fay! But you didn't listen so I need to show you how much it hurts to see you with someone else that is not me." He sneered walking towards me, his hands clenched tight and his jaw locked with anger and frustration. "Stop playing with my head, Ezra! I said it was nothing and just a formality but what you did today is so low and unforgivable." I turned towards the exit to get the hell out of the room but Ezra had other plans which involved hugging me from the back and holding me tight so I couldn't take another step.

"Iam sorry for coming here with Izzy but you need to realize that seeing you with someone hurts me so much and I just wanted to make you realize that." Wow! He has the audacity to defend himself and make everything about himself. "You are a jerk Ezra, i clearly told you this date mean nothing to me but Izzy, she likes you and she is waiting for you to fuck her brains out." I started squirming trying to get free from him but he is so much stronger than me and i'm not having any luck.

"leave me before I scream and gather everyone." I threatened ready knowing he doesn't care about anything as he is the great Ezra Irwin.

"You know it very well that I don't care and if you don't stop squirming then I am going to give you the real reason to squirm." His palm landed on my right boob and he gave a squeeze making me jump in shock and surprise. "What do you think you are doing, Ezra! Coming here with someone and pawing someone else! Have some class you pig!" I stepped on his foot hardly making his hold loosen and I ran away from the room not waiting for him to catch up with

me.

"Fay! Where were you? I was looking for you everywhere." Alex came up behind me, startling me.

"I just went to the restroom, let's dance!" I took his arm and guided him towards the dance floor. I just need to breathe freely without Ezra hovering over me like an annoying bee.

"Umm, can we get a coffee tomorrow?" I raised my eyebrows at his abrupt question. We are five minutes into dancing and he is already asking me out.

"I.. I don't know." I seriously don't know what to say to him. I never went on a date and when I told Ezra that this is nothing but just a formality then it's the truth and I want it that way because whatever Ezra does it's his choice but I still very much love him despite him being a jerk.

My eyes found the couple who was dancing in the middle, making me grit my teeth in anger and jealousy.

What a liar! How dare he lie to me and dance with her!

"I need some air and I will text you where to meet for coffee." I excused myself from him to get some much needed air as I was suffocating in their presence.

I don't care what he wants to prove and I don't care what he thinks or does.

I hear footsteps following me and I know one hundred percent sure who that is.

"Leave me alone, Ezra!" I sighed out not having any energy left to argue or fight with him.

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"I'm sorry!" I scoff at his apology because it doesn't mean anything to me and it doesn't wash away the hurt he intended on me.

"Shove it up your Ass, Mr. Irwin. your apologies and words don't affect me now. I am done with you." I slipped off my heels and held them in my hands to stop them from aching.

"Fay! Please, you hurt me too and I am apologizing so stop and talk to me." He tried to hold my hand but I stepped away from him not wanting to feel his touch when i'm seconds away from punching him and myself for being a fool again. "Don't." I slapped his hand away.

"I didn't hurt you, Ezra! You were the one who always hurt me by parading girls in front of me when you clearly knew what I felt for you." I screamed, having enough of his bullshit and attitude.

"You ignored my feelings, you showed off Michelle and slept with her right after you were with me and now when you clearly know that Izzy has feelings for you and wants you, you are using her to prove a shitty point!" I turned around to walk away from him. I can't stand in front of him and cry and show him how much he has hurt me throughout the years.

"I am so sorry, Baby girl! I know it's shitty of me to do all those things and I'm a fool who hurt you. Please, talk to me." His voice sounds desperate and sad but I'm not falling for his acting and tricks.

"There is nothing to talk about, Ezra and leave me alone and I mean it. Don't show your face to me ever." I stopped a cab and sat inside before he could stop me.

I am so tired and I just want to sleep and forget everything.