Fated is overrated

Lola POV

He smiles back uncertainly and squeezes me. "And hey, it's not like your cards are much better, mister!" I laugh, and he gives me a genuine smile now.

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I have you" he replies, while looking into my eyes with such affection, adoration, love, that I can't control myself anymore. If anyone was every worthy of my trust, it's Nick. Nick has a heart of absolute gold. I go to sit on his lap and smash my lips against his. He is clearly taken aback and shocked by the gesture, as he freezes on the spot.

It has been a while since we last kissed. He remains frozen until I make a move to deepen the kiss, by sliding my tongue across his lips and gently biting down on his lower lip. He is pulled out from his daze by the move and starts kissing me back passionately. Our tongues gently stroke one another, the movements are filled with love and passion. My hands instinctively run through his hair and I pull him closer if that were even possible.

He is the only person I have ever been able to rely on in my adult life, and I am finally ready to give myself to him, he would never hurt me.

Or not intentionally at least. His hands that were resting on my hips grab fully around my waist as he pulls my body flush with his. I can feel he is turned on through both our clothing, and it is making me aroused in return as well. As we are still frantically kissing I start to grind myself on him, something I have never done but it feels absolutely mind-blowing to have his hard c*ck rubbing against my most sensitive spot.

"Lola.. Are you sure? You've had a bad day and...." I cut him off "I'm sure, I should have done this a long time ago Nick" I mumble against his lips, still grinding on him.

I pull on his shirt and he holds his arms up so I can pull it over his head. Nick and I work out together so I see his toned body all the time, but in the heat of the moment it's even more mouthwatering to look at. His strong arms gently lift me up while he stands and pulls away slightly to look deep into my eyes.

Almost as if he is assessing whether or not I truly want this. I look at him with all the love I have for him and grab his hands to intwine our fingers. I push my body against him and rest my forehead against his, before whispering "I want you Nick. I want you as my mate if you will have me".

I can see his eyes becoming glazed with water before he croaks out, "It's all I've been wanting for the last 2 years, Lola. You are all I have ever wanted".

He presses his lips against mine softly, tenderly and we sit back down again. We keep our lips and bodies pressed together softly, relishing in the love we have for each other. After a few minutes I deepen the kiss, gliding my tongue in sync with his.

I run my hands down from his head to his shoulders. To his broad chest, and then further down to his highly toned abdomen. I can feel his c*ck twitching beneath me and I can't help but moan softly and grin myself on him again.

The friction is delicious and I have an insatiable urge to grind myself on him without any fabric in between. I pull my shirt over my head, exposing my black lacey see through bra.

My nipples are hard and aching for his touch. As if he read my mind, he plants a few kisses on my chest before turning to one of my nipples and running his tongue over it through the fabric. His other free hand is touching my other breast, running slow circles over my nipple.

The slow pace is both affectionate as it is torture, I am dying to have his lips and tongue directly on my nipples. "Nick...." I breathe out "please". "Please what, baby?"

He pulls up and whispers in my ear, sending shivers down my spine. "Just... More" I croak out while pulling his sweatpants down slowly. He shrugs them off his legs and unbuttons my pants just as slowly.

Once opened he strokes his thumb against my clit, eliciting a moan from me as I instinctively press my chest against face. The sensation is building as he keeps circling my c**t whilst running his tongue over my n****e.

Before it can explode Nick sets me on my feet and pulls down my pants completely. I step out of them and dive onto his lap again. I return to straddling him, his c*ck is so hard it almost feels like there is no fabric in between our private parts.

But there is, and it is fueling my impatience. I push Nick down on the bed and drop myself on top of him, putting my mouth on his again and wrestling his tongue.

I have always enjoyed kissing him, but feeling his hard m*****d pressed against my soft spot while sensually running our tongues together is on another level.

I can't stand the fabrics between us anymore so I pull my drenched panties down and shrug them off. I sit up and decide to pull Nick's boxers down now, I am ready to finally feel him.

I take a moment to enjoy the view before me. His perfect body from top to toe, his disheveled hair, his lust filled gaze. And last but not least, his giant rock hard c*ck dripping with pre c*m. I lick my lips at the sight and decide I need a taste of him. I kiss and lick his perfectly toned abs, slowly trailing down to his v lines. Suddenly I am hit with a bit of insecurity, as I have never done any of this before.

We have kissed and touched above clothing a little bit, but that's it. But then again, neither has Nick. In fact, I was his first kiss. 'Whatever you do, he will love it. Now shoo, stop wasting time, we want our fill!' Justice chimes in. She is as fond of Nick as I am. Liberty is fond of him as well, but the remnants of the mate bond seem to be holding her back a little. I trail my hand up his thigh, until I reach what I was looking for.

I grasp his rock hard member and start stroking it. Hearing him moan and grunt loudly is a huge turn on, and I can feel the wetness dripping down my thighs, onto the bed sheets. Getting lost in the bliss, I move my head to where my hand is and lick the pre c*m off his tip.

Nick hisses and moans even louder at the touch, and it makes me want to give him a little more. I wrap my mouth around his hard member, licking around his shaft with my tongue as I bob my head up and down. I can't help but let some moans slip from my own mouth as well, and every time I do I feel Nick tremble with need.

I can't let him cum though, not yet. I need to feel all of him first. His first o****m with me should be when he is buried deep within me.

The bed is dripping wet beneath me and I would probably feel embarrassed if I wasn't so aroused. I halt my movements and pull away slightly, before slowly work my way up his body again, making sure to brush my breasts against his rock hard tip.