Endless abyss of unspoken words (Poetry)

I didn't want to break us apart,

You know I loved you by my whole heart,

But it hurt me when you treated me like a stranger,

I knew you're going through something terrible, so I thought it's okay,

I supported you and kept you company.

I'd try to talk, but I should have given you space, from you it was silence I embraced.

Ignored messages, I excused your behavior,

I wanted to cheer you up,

I wrote poems, it didn't feel like you anymore,

I told myself you're still the person I love,

You haven't changed, right?

I really should have given you space,

I should let you breathe, and I am sorry.

Yet, I felt sad by you, for you I was a stranger,

For you, I was never unique,

We loved each other, right?

Or were those lies too?

For you, I could be anything,

For you, I'd do anything, how come you couldn't see?

I'd show you my life, I'd put so much effort into our relationship,

Did that mean nothing?

We told each other "I love you" a few times,

I thought I was unique to you,

but then realized I was never right.

If you loved me, would you say it to other people too?

Would you ignore my messages? Why did you not mean it?

Maybe I'm the gullible one; I should never have fallen in love with you.

And yet, it was all too beautiful to last.