Chapter 10 ~ My obsession ~
* Blaze's Pov *
I don't know which types of madness took over my head; I lost control over my anger and showed the actual character I never want to show her,
Anna knew me as a gentleman and a calm person, but I never was calm or gentleman; even before I took over the leader position of Black Reaper, I was a hot-tempered person and very possessive type.
My possessiveness climbed on a different level and touched the sky after I met Anna; I felt jealous even she smiled at any girls at college; I hated when other people tried to be friendly with her,
Even my heart knew, the more she would be away from those outsiders, the more she would spend her time with me. I wanted her 24hours from a day, 365 from the year,
I forgot to count how many nights I spent hanging on her window without her knowing and watched my sleepy Anna. Even her sleeping posture was entirely wrong. I loved every bit of her.
My obsession was more than Anna could handle, so I learned to hide that personality from her. I kept everything under control.
But when my father forced me to give up on her and take over the organization, I finally lashed out. But the consequences had to be born by my father; after all, he took my love from me, so how can I let him go?
Since then, no one has ever seen my calm personality, but once again, I tried to adapt to that calm personality of mine, yet I lost it because she said she wants to leave me.
I will never let her go away from me, never in this life, I ever wished just one thing, and that's her. Everything might be too much for her, yet I am not ready to give her time because I know my secret will push her away from me; I need a reason to tie her to me.
Coming back to the sense I noticed, Anna stopped struggling. She might hate me, but deep down, I know she loves me as much as she did five years ago.
It was her and the situation which stopped her from showing the natural hers.
Anna closed her eyes, and I felt a sense of peace at her obedience.
I kissed her hungrily, how I missed her, my head was telling me to take her right here, make her yours entirely, but my heart was saying otherwise. My gut tells me to stay satisfied with this for now.
But I will not let go so quickly; I rubbed my intact body against her soft body, I can feel every change of her body. She has grown a little meat on her bones in the past five years. Yet, she was having a hard time with these part-time jobs because of her father's illness. She lost weight.
Anna suddenly tightened her arms around my neck and opened her mouth for me at her will.
That's all I need.
I sucked her tongue but gently tried not to be rough with her, but the junior started jumping inside my pants to come out.
I felt it's not a bad idea to let him taste it, so I pushed Anna toward my hard tent and rubbed against her body.
Anna might find it shocking that her nails started going deep in the flesh on my back.
She didn't stop me because I lost
her in my kisses. I took my tongue from her mouth to see her reaction, her reaction surprised me; as my tongue left her, she pushed her tongue inside my mouth. She was pretty clumsy, she tried to suck my tongue as I did but failed
so she felt frustrated; she wanted to take it back. Still, I caught her, refused to let go like I don't want to let her.
"Love, you lack practice but don't worry, I will teach you, "I said between the kiss but still gripping her.
She frowned; she bit on my tongue; I could taste blood but let her do what she was doing; soon, she jerked away and removed her mouth from me.
"you seem quite an expert; whom did you practice? Blaze, you bastard, you turned playboy, huh "she already cursed me. I just silently laughed okay, point number 2; she still gets jealous quickly, which proves she still loves me, but I counted everything in my head.
Her mouth was inches away from me because of my hold on her head, her breathing touching my cheeks and lips "Love, "I mixed her breath with my breathing. "Do you forget who taught me to kiss? "I licked her lips and teased her.
Her face turned redder; she looked down; after all, she was the one who forcefully kissed me in front of the whole college.
She started moving once again to get away from me, which caused a big reaction from both of us,
As she moved so hard, my cock poked at her, and a moan left both of us.
"you bastard, you lustful bastard, you, why are you so shameless? Let go of me, go away from me "Anna once again went back to her stubborn mood.
I did as she asked because I might lose control and make love with her the next second, but I don't want our first time like this.
As her feet touched the ground, she backed away at least 3 feet from me. As if she couldn't get enough distance.
"You," she glared at me like she wanted to eat me alive.
"Love, get used by this because I held back enough, but I will not from now on, so even try that useless defense against me,
because in this world no one can
this w
stop me, even you to make you mine, I want your heart back, but also wish for your body because it belongs to me" I glanced into her beautiful eyes and said out loud everything I wanted to say