Big girls don't cry

Aleida’s POV

I wake up with both Kian and Miliano next to me. We decide that it’s time for all three of us to start sharing a bed. Let me tell you that I never sleep as well as I do with them next to me. My beautiful and robust mates are always there for me. Even when I get my mental breakdowns and crack, they’re there to pick up my broken pieces to put them back again and make me whole slowly. I’m not easy to be with; I understand that now. I demand a lot of my mates, and they don’t complain once. They’ll give me the whole world if they can. How can I even think about leaving them? It will never happen. I can’t leave the only people who make me whole. It’s a physical impossibility; I can’t live without them now. Gently, I get out of their grip off my body and go into the bathroom. I undress, step into the shower, and let the warm water flow down over me; I quickly clean my hair and body. I never really like to take long showers; it’s not my thing. When I finish washing off all the foam, I quietly sneak back to the bedroom and dress up in a dark blue dress. Today is the day when I get introduced as luna over the Blood winter moon pack. Kian and Miliano merged the names for our new shared pack. They have worked together trouble-free only since the beginning, and I know that it’s been difficult for them in the meantime, mainly because they don’t get along at all, really. I also know that they’re making extra efforts to keep the disputes away because I don’t particularly appreciate it when they mess with each other all the time. I’m the glue that holds us all together. I sneak into the kitchen and start cooking us breakfast. It won’t take long to fry eggs and bacon. When I look at the clock, it’s already beating nine, and none of my boys are awake. I pour coffee into three cups that I carry on a tray up the stairs. Michael’s door is the closest and thus also the first door I knock on. I’m not waiting for an answer; I just walk straight in, open the blinds, and put the coffee cup down on the nightstand. Michael mumbles something, and it’s apparent that I woke him out of his deep sleep. Shortly after making sure he’s awake for real, I walk into my mates and do the same thing. They make small growls when I pull the covers away from them. One glance is enough for them to silence and start drinking their coffee. Without saying a word, I walk down the stairs again and pour a cup of coffee for myself. Five minutes pass, and there’s still no sign of them. I breathe in before I decide it’s time to wake up.

“Food is ready, and if you ain’t down here in the next passing ten seconds, you’ll be without!” I shout.

Oh, moon goddess, don’t they all come down fast now. Michael is still trying to pull up his pants when he reaches the kitchen, Kian is still in his underwear, and Miliano pulls a t-shirt over his head; I laugh at them.

“Boys, boys, boys... It’s a big day today, and it’s time to wake up now since we’re supposed to be at the packhouse in thirty minutes.”

“Shit! Is that today?” Kian groans.

“I’m not even in the packhouse, and I have more knowledge over your schedules than you do,” I say and roll my eyes.

“Well, we don’t need to keep track of the schedule when we have you, baby girl,” Miliano says, smirking and I give them a stern look. “Or maybe we do.”

“Just eat, we’ll be late otherwise, and this is important to me. Please,” I say sternly to my mates.

They can see and understand that I’m serious. When it comes to my pack, it’s important to me to take on the responsibility that comes.

“Okay, lepa,” Kian says.

I smile and eat up the last food on my plate before hurrying up to the room again to prepare myself; I flatten my hair quickly and even put on some tasteful makeup. With heels in my hand, I’m hurrying down the stairs again. All three are standing by the door, and it looks like they finish hours before me. That’s something I might find unfair. Guys just need to get dressed and brush their teeth to be ready. I have to apply makeup, fix my hair, and more. Or yes, I don’t have to. But I don’t particularly appreciate looking like I climbing up from the sewers every morning at events like this. Especially not when I’m about to be presented as their luna. You may wonder how my mates can introduce me as their luna when I’m not marked. Kian talked to the elders about that. They told him that although I don’t wear their marks now, we’ve still completed the mating ceremony and been marked by them before. That’s enough for me to take over the luna position.

“You look beautiful, luna,” Michael says in a formal tone and a slight smile on his lips.

“Thank you, Mickey.”

“Mickey?” he asks with narrowed eyes.

“Yep, that’s your new nickname.”

He just laughs, and we all walk out the door. When we get to the house, my mates walk onstage with their betas. I stay here until they call for me.

“Welcome, members of the Winter blood pack. We gather here today to announce that we’ve found our mate and your new luna. Please come up, Aleida Mendez of the Rose moon pack.”

I walk out into the garden, and all the members turn to me. Michael walks in front of me to make room for me to come up to the stage.

“Use your aura, Aleida,” he whispers.

I let my alpha aura move freely, and the members immediately back away with bent heads in submission; I can quickly move forward; I lift my dress and walk up the few steps until I stand in front of them all.

“This is your new luna,” Kian announces proudly; he stands with Miliano in front of me with a golden dagger in his hand.

“Do you, Aleida Mendez, promise to protect and love your pack until your last breath?” Kian asks.

“Yes, I do,” I answer.

“And do you promise to stand by your mates through any obstacle along the way?”

“I do.”

“Finally, do you promise to rule fairly during your time as luna?”

“I do.”

Kian puts a cut in his hand, and Miliano does the same before giving me the dagger. Both my palms bleed when I finish. With outstretched hands, I take theirs in my own. A strong wind flies around us, and I can feel how our mindlink opens between all the members and me.

“How can she have a stronger aura than the alphas together?” someone asks in the crowd, and Miliano walks up to the microphone.

“Because she’s the werewolf queen,” he announces, and loud gasps come from the crowd.

“How can we know this is true?” another member asks, which makes Killian growls loudly.

“How dare you question you’re luna and queen!?” he exclaims, and I put a hand over his chest to calm him down.

“It’s okay, Killian, if they want me to show them, then I will,” I answer before closing my eyes and breath slowly. “Will you all please kneel?”

No one listens and looks at me with distrust.

“I see that I have to make it clear then...” I say, and the betas with my mates snickers behind me; they know what I’m about to do. “Kneel!”

Everyone immediately falls to their knees with wide eyes and open mouths. I understand that they might have their insecurities regarding me, but this hopefully shows that I’m not playing.

“Does that answer any doubt about me and my character, dear members? You may rise,” I say, and it’s quiet for a short second before the air fills with cheering and howling.

“Welcome, luna!”

“Our luna is kick-ass!”

“Let the festivities begin!” Miliano shouts, and the members’ words make me smile; they accept me.

Members hurry to the buffet table that someone set up; God knows when. It doesn’t hit me until now that the whole garden is decorated with beautiful flowers and light loops all around. It has its advantages to be alpha over one of the most giant packs in the city, I guess. Many come up to me and congratulate me. When the ceremony is over, I probably spoke to over two hundred members; my feet are killing me. When my mates came up to me and announce that it’s over, I almost cry with joy. I’m exhausted, and everyone can see it. It’s hard for me to keep my eyes open as we walk back towards our house. Michael is still behind me, as he has been through the night, keeping close and looking for danger everywhere. That’s why I know that as soon as his test period is over, I’ll direct him to my personal bodyguard. Even now, after a day, he shows me his loyalty without hesitation. I already know that he’s worthy of the title and that I can safely put my life in his hands. He’ll keep me safe no matter what; he’s grateful for the opportunity I give him, and we have a unique understanding between us because we share the same experiences. When we walk into the living room, all of us throw ourselves on the couches.

“Well, I’m never doing that again,” I exclaim with closed eyes while Kian and Miliano chuckles.

“You don’t have to; you’re the luna,” Kian points out.

I know.

“You mind linked me for the first time! Awesome, now I can talk to you without Kian knowing!” Miliano says, excited.

“Hey, watch it dickhead!” Kian answers angrily.

“Please, don’t start...” I beg.

They get quiet, and I hear someone snoring softly. I look up to see Michael sleeping.

You want to relax... Together?

I smirk at them, and they return my smirk with one of their own.

Like you even have to ask.

All three of us sneak up the stairs into our shared bedroom. Their hands are directly on my body when the door closes. Miliano’s tongue slips inside my mouth, and Kian rips off my pants. Kian touches my lower abdomen, and his movements make me moan. Miliano puts his hands on my breasts and massages them between his massive hands. Kian’s finger slides into me, and I feel my arousal spreading in the room. I interrupt mine and Miliano’s kiss to breathe.

“Kian, please...” I breathe out in a moan.

“Tell us what you want, baby girl,” Miliano says.

“I want to be fucked.”

“At the same time?”

“No, one at a time.”

Miliano lift and put me on the bed. He lies beside me and continues to caress my breasts, dropping little kisses all over them. My fluids flow down my legs, and my body is going wild while Kian gets ready at my opening.

“You ready, lepa?” he asks.

“Yes,” I answer, and Kian thrust into me with one stroke that makes my breathing stop.

“Breath, baby girl,” Miliano says between our kisses.

Kian thrust into me over and over again. I can feel my orgasm approaching when my body clamps down on my mate’s dick on the inside.

“Oh baby, keep on squeezing my dick like that. You’re so tight. It feels like I’m going to explode.”

“Then do it,” I breathe out.

Kian increases the pace, and I hear how his balls hit my ass. More rigid and more profound, he rams into me until I yell out his name in ecstasy. Shortly after that, he grumbles and fills me up to the brim with his seed before pulling out of me and lay by my side.

“Are you ready for round two, baby girl?” Miliano asks me in a husky voice.

“Yes, daddy, fill me up.”

He growls in the pleasure of my word choice. With his dick in hand, he guided the tip into my warm core. My already sensitive pussy reacts immediately to Miliano’s dick touching my g-spot. I moan loudly into Kian’s mouth. Miliano moves so awfully slow that it almost makes me beg him for release.

“Do it; I know that you want to,” Kian whispers into my ear.

“Please, daddy. Please fuck me into oblivion,” I beg Miliano.

With those words, he begins to pump his hard dick into my tight pussy and fill me up. Kian whispers sweet nothings into my ear the whole time and nibbles on my earlobe; I’m so close to cumming.

“Please, daddy, please let me cum!” I moan.

“Not yet, baby girl, not yet,” Miliano answers playfully.

His thumb reaches my clit and rubs it in circles. I have to keep on for dear life, not to cum; I moan louder and louder. Miliano pinches my clit, and I’m a goner.

“Cum!” he shouts.

I scream out his name, and he fills me up with his juices, swearing. He falls back on the bed beside me and cuddles me close. I lay between my men, who mean the whole world to me. They caress my hair and kiss me over my body.

“You did so well, little one,” Kian whispers in my ear.

“I love you both so much,” I mumble, almost asleep, and they chuckle at my lack of energy.

“We love you too, little one, forever and always.”

I fall asleep after that. That’s what happens when you mate with two walking sex gods, and I can’t be happier about it!