Alpha Lucias’ Banished Luna by ANNA

Chapter 52 

-Lucias 

I moved my eyes to Emilina who’s staring at the grave of Isabella. I don’t know why she’s so attached to Isabella when everything that Isabella did was to hurt her. She has forgiven Isabella which I can’t even think about doing. More than me, she was the one who suffered because of everything that Isabella did. I had to reject her because of Isabella, and she had to go through so much pain because of everything that Isabella did. Kidnapped Luan first and then kidnapped her. 

First of all, the main reason why Emilina had to go through such a terrible thing in that forest was Isabella. Isabella should protect Emilina and Elena since she was the one who dragged them into that bloody mess. But still my wife who’s so kind and innocent doesn’t even care about the things she experienced. She’s sad… she’s crying over her enemy’s death as if someone closer to her has died. She’s sobbing harder and staring at the grave. I felt as if I’m losing my mind seeing Emilina. I sighed and moved closer to her, wrapping my arm around her waist and pulling her to my embrace. I don’t know how to make up her mind but at least, I have to try not to make her think about this anymore. “You crying over her won’t make her come back and if this happened to you, she would never cry. She will be the one to celebrate your death. So stop being sad Emilina. She’s not someone who is worth your tears. She’s not even part of your life. I, Luan and Elena are part of your lives. You shouldn’t be worrying like this for someone who never worried about you. Listen to me Emilina…” She glanced at me with eyes full of tears. It hurts my heart to see her crying since I had promised myself not to make her cry again. But what am I supposed to do now? I’m not the one who made her cry this time. 

“I told you I’m not thinking about the bad things she did… I only think about her risking her life to save me and Elena. To me, what she did was everything…” I clenched my jaws and lowered my head. I can’t compete with her about this and I won’t either. 

wasn’t there for her and I was late to find her. She was right about it, if Isabella didn’t help her, I know that I wouldn’t be able to stand beside her like this today. Emilina had turned completely weak after giving birth to elena. She almost died. She lost too much blood. Thinking about that sight could rip my heart out of my chest again. That was the worst nightmare in my life. I could’ve lost her if Isabella didn’t do that. But… but why can’t I just ignore or forget the fact that Emilina had to go through something like that because of Isabella. 

If Isabella didn’t kidnap Emilina and my daughter because of her hatred towards me, nothing would’ve happened. But now saying all those things would never help Emilina to stop crying or being sad over Isabella’s death. But my selfish and heartless heart could only think that Isabella deserved all the things. Her death made me feel relieved, knowing that I won’t have to face any danger when it comes to the safety of Emilina and my children. Everyone who hurts us is dead… 

“Okay… Shall we leave now?” I asked her. She remained silent for a moment and then 

nodded her head. Fine! Thank the moon goddess. I took Emilina back home and led her upstairs to our room directly. 

I’m going out for a while, don’t go anywhere alone okay? I will be back quickly” I muttered caressing her face. She took Elena into her arms and nodded at me. At the same time Luan also came into the room. 

“Daddy… take me…” He held my hand and looked at me with excited eyes. I smiled at him. He’s so cute but I can’t take him. 

“Daddy will take you there next time okay?” his eyes turned sad and he pouted his l*ps. 

“Luan, come here… let daddy go. He will come quickly and play with you, okay?” Emilina helped me by taking Luan to her. Once Luan nodded his head, I patted on his head and left the room. I came out of the house and directly went towards the pack house. As I went there, I met Derek. Derek was the person I was going to meet and that’s good he’s already here. 

“What’s up? Managed to find anything about her?” I asked him. Derek released a long sigh and nodded his head. So he found it? Well… 

“Okay, tell me everything you got to know” I said while beginning to walk towards the packhouse again. As we walked, Derek began to speak. 

“When she escaped from here, Logan had found her. I got all this information from a rogue 

that we caught that day. He said that Logan kept her for weeks and raped her until she had a miscarriage. Isabella had almost died but Logan hadn’t let her die. She had suffered a lot. Logan had kept her with him for months. Isabella stayed with him until she recovered. Once she was recovered, she had killed Logan and made all the rogues work for her. Everyone must have been scared of her because she killed their leader. That’s how she had lived after leaving here” I would be a f**king liar if I say that the words Derek uttered didn’t make my heart shuddered. She has been raped until she had a miscarriage. 

Logan… how did he even find Isabella? This is why I couldn’t find her no matter how hard I tried to do so. Emilina said that Isbella didn’t say anything about how her child died but it turned out to be like this. Raped until she get a miscarriage. Who the fuck has desires to fuck a pregnant woman like that? Most importantly, how can a man do it without thinking about how hard it would affect her. I didn’t even do anything to Emilina that could hurt her while she was pregnant. Even if we had S**, it has always been so gentle. 

But… How did Isabella even manage to endure something like that? However, she had taken her revenge on Logan. Logan was a man who hated Kaleb so much. He was such a snake and a heartless bastard for sure. It was Isabella’s bad luck that he captured her before I could find her. If I could find her, I wouldn’t have given her tough punishments. I would only lock her up in a house and let her live, that’s all. But Isabella’s fate was far more dangerous and pathetic. I feel sorry for her now. She has enough reasons for the suicide. 

“It was obvious that she became so aggressive and dangerous because of everything that happened to her. And no wonder why she risked her life to save Luna and the baby. 

She’s also a mother who lost a child” Derek sighed. 

His words made my heart tighten. After all… wasn’t I the person who put her into that situation? She got pregnant from the man I sent to fool her. If she didn’t get pregnant she wouldn’t have to go through such an emotional break. I was also a reason for her situation and I’m not the only person who could blame me for everything. She was also a person who destroyed her own life. If she never forced me to marry her, nothing would’ve happened. 

She wouldn’t have to face such a terrible fate. She’s young, she was beautiful and she could’ve been with a good man. She could’ve gotten married to an alpha from another pack and have children. She could’ve spent a happy life that she couldn’t get from me. She chose the wrong person to marry, she chose the wrong person to love and all her bad choices made her end up in that situation. But still my heart aches when I thought that she really had to go through S**ual abuse while she was pregnant. No woman should go through something like that. No woman deserves to experience that pain. But now all I can do is pray for her to have a blissful and better life in her next life where she finds a man who she truly loves and who truly loves her. She should not encounter any painful experiences. 

“Don’t let Emilina find anything about what we just talked about. Especially how Isabella’s child died.” I told him. He nodded at me. We went to the packhouse and dealt with some things that I had to compete with. Even if I worked, my mind was filled with the things that Derek told me. Isabella was a girl who was raised with all the glories but her fate didn’t let her continue that. I can say that she had to go through that pain because of the things she did but still she didn’t deserve to be raped by a man until she gets miscarriage. It’s pitiful and pathetic. I sighed and decided to move all the thoughts I had in my head. 

Thinking about her and what happened to her will not let us change anything now. She’s gone and won’t come back. She had ended her painful life and I find it’s good. Rather than suffering from the painful memories, it’s better to be free from everything. She made the right decision.