Alpha Lucias’ Banished Luna by ANNA

Chapter 51 

“Would you like to see her? The first person she asked after waking up was you.” 

I bit my lower l*p looking at Lucias who’s watching Elena sleeping. He didn’t turn to me or bother to answer me. He remained watching our daughter with a calm expression on his face. I didn’t say anything. I was waiting for him to answer me when he was done observing his daughter. 

As I waited, finally Lucias turned and looked at me. I know that he hates her and doesn’t even want to see her but only for once. I shouldn’t be this crazy… Isabella is a woman who’s in love with Lucias and as Lucias‘ wife, how could I send him to her but I trust Lucias. I just trust him and I know he has no feelings or anything towards Isabella. 

“How can you ask me to go and see her? I don’t want… you know it.” I sighed. Of course, he doesn’t want to go and see her and I can’t force him to do either. But I felt upset because he was the first person that Isabella asked for. Ignore it… if he doesn’t want to go, I can’t force him and I won’t force him. I hummed at him and glanced at Elena. She’s here like this today because Isabella risked herself for us. If I was alone in that forest without anyone, I bet both me and my daughter would have been the food for wendigos. I’ve thought about it many times and I shouldn’t continue it. I moved my eyes back to Lucias. He looked stubborn as he watched me. He looked stubborn for sure! Not only his looks, but also his personality. 

“I don’t know what to say Lucias… I’m only thinking about the help she did. Not about the painful things she had done to us.” I muttered but Lucias didn’t say anything. I’m not going to say anything anymore. 

“It must be easy for you to forgive her but it’s not easy for me, Emilina. Not after she sent me a woman who looks like you and made her say that my daughter is dead. For the pain I went through after I heard it, I can’t even think about forgiving her. I don’t even want to see her. If I see her, it will only make me hate her even more. So I’m not going.” okay okay… he doesn’t have to go. I nodded at him and k*ssed on his cheek as I turned to leave. 

“Where are you going now?” I heard Lucias asking me. 

“To the hospital… I won’t be there for so long, I will come back quickly.” I just need to go and check on Isabella. I don’t know how she’s doing. She’s emotionally weak and I understood it in the way she spoke to me yesterday. Rather than keeping all the hatred in my mind, it’s better to go and check on her. 

“Since when did you two become good friends?” I rolled my eyes at him. Why is he asking silly questions? Or does he need to tease me? “The moment she took that risk” I answered, pinching his arm. 

After a while, I came to the hospital. I went to the room where Isabella was in after talking to a doctor. The doctor said that Isabella didn’t have her breakfast that they provided her. I don’t know if she doesn’t like the food or not. But I took some sandwiches 

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that I made in the morning for Luan before coming here. I can let her eat it since she hasn’t had her breakfast. With that thought in my mind, I opened the door of her room. and walked in before closing the door behind me. Then I looked inside the room. Suddenly something caught my attention. My mind went numb and my mind screamed seeing Isabella who was on the bed bleeding. She had a piece of glass in her hand. My eyes immediately scanned through the room and I spotted the shattered flower vase near the bed. My heartbeat increased in a craziest way and I went near the bed. I stared at her bleeding n*eck not knowing what to do or what’s happening. Did she… Did she cut her throat with the piece of glass? Did she suicide? The pain rocked in my heart and I ran out of the room looking for a doctor. Within a few seconds I came with a doctor and watched the doctor checking her while my eyes were getting watered even though I continued wiping the tears off of my eyes. 

“She’s gone, Luna… I’m sorry.” 

The words I heard from the doctor made my heart tremble. She’s gone? She’s gone? She had killed herself? I took weak steps near the bed and stared at her deadly pale face. Her l*ps are dried and her face is as white as a sheet. I clutched the skirt of my dress not knowing how to believe what I’m seeing. I knew that she was emotionally broken but I never thought she would do this to herself. Isn’t she a strong woman? She’s stronger than me as she always claimed. But why did she do this? Looking at her I can only understand one thing and it’s that no matter how strong she is physically, she’s emotionally and mentally weak. She’s not emotionally strong as I was. I pressed my l*ps together forcing myself not to cry harder here. Did she mention death when she said that she has somewhere to go? I didn’t understand it at that moment but now I can understand it. She had mentioned this… she was planning to kill herself. 

“Can… can you inform your Alpha? Please… ask him to come” I muttered looking at the doctor. He nodded his head with a yes and left the room after a few nurses entered the room covering Isabella’s b*dy with a sheet. 

I stared at her face and my heart was still struggling from so many thoughts… I’m in pain… it hurts to see that she had ended her life. She had lost everything, her father, her child, the man she had loved. Lucias was really heartless towards her but I can’t blame Lucias for being like that because Isabella also had so many sins in her hands and Lucias was just punishing her for all those sins. But I was ready to give her a chance for a better life. I asked Lucias not to hurt her and I was going to help her to have a better life but before I could even help, she had decided to stop living. 

“May the moon goddess take care of your soul” I mumbled while leaving the room. 

I think the last thing Isabella expected or wanted was to see Lucias and his forgiveness but she could get none of those things. Either Lucias‘ forgiveness or to have a look at him. I think she never got what she truly desired. If she ever got something that she desired, it was getting married to Lucias. It was all because she and her father forced him. 

“Lina,” After a while I heard Lucias‘ voice. I looked at him as he came to me. I watched 

his face for a moment and then let out a deep sigh not knowing how to say this. 

“Isabella… she had suicided…” I spoke in a very low tone but eventually a sob escaped from me. I sometimes wished that Isabella could die so me and my children will be safe but now I’m crying after she’s dead. I’m crying because her presence saved me and my daughter. I covered my face with my hands and shook my head trying so hard to control all these emotions but I failed to do so. Lucias hugged me. 

“Hey… stop crying… don’t cry. You should be crying like this for someone like her” Lucias‘ words didn’t comfort me at all. He just added more fuel to my sorrow. I pushed him away from me and looked into his eyes. How can he still be so rude? His face was 

emotionless as he was not feeling anything about her death. He really hates her so much. 

“You won’t understand…” I said to him as I walked past him. He doesn’t understand. He must be feeling happy that she’s already dead. He was always wishing for her death and I know it very well. He didn’t even like the fact that I forgave her and I’m visiting her when she was in hospital. 

First of all, he didn’t even like to accept the fact that Isabella helped me to survive from those creatures. 

“Okay, we will hold a better funeral for her. Okay? Don’t be mad at me Lina. I’m sorry. We will give her a better farewell” I know he’s trying to make me feel okay. I turned to him. and nodded. We should give her a funeral. And praise her for what she did. Not everything she had done was perfect and good but the last thing she ever did in her life was so valuable and I will never forget that help. It’s my responsibility to give her a better farewell. She had taken her life because she knew that she was lonely without anyone in this world. I don’t know how her child died but I understand that she was so traumatized 

because of that babies‘ death. 

“Now go home and take a rest. I will take care of everything here… please… Elena would wake up soon” Lucias k*ssed my forehead. I nodded at him and left the hospital while my mind was still going back to the forest where I and Isabella were alone and running from wendigos. I couldn’t help but think of the way she asked me to run while she dealt with the creatures. I closed my eyes and shook my head. Don’t think about it anymore… it’s all in the past…