SWNOVELS Chapter 36
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– Lucias –
“Did you find Isabella?”I asked Derek as he came to me.
He stared at me for a moment and then shook his head. I cursed under my breath. turning away from Derek. I need to find Isabella and keep her under my surveillance because I know that she’s going to get revenge on me for killing her dad and using her for everything. Most importantly, she was furious at me for fooling her. She was pregnant with another man’s child and she was furious about that. She never dreamt that I would do something like that but I did.
Now the problem I have is Isabella’s whereabouts. I don’t know where she went. without a trace. I bet she’s doing everything she can to hide herself from me. But what frightens me the most is her getting revenge on Emilina or my children just. because she can’t come directly at me. I saw the hatred in her eyes when I killed. Kaleb in front of her and I know her anger has become worse because she was helpless and had to help me to conquer the west castle. All the things must have been hard for her to endure. But she deserves everything.
She was the main and first reason why I had to become like that. She never spared me when I was helpless. If she never asked Kaleb to make me marry her, nothing would have happened. It was all because of her so I will never regret and feel pity toward what happened to her already. I should’ve worsened the punishment more.
“Alpha, I checked everywhere that she could possibly go but no result. I can’t find where she really went.”
Where the hell did she go? I sighed and tried to think about it but I couldn’t manage to think about anywhere that she would stay. Isabella hiding herself means that she would definitely be back to revenge. If she had no thought of doing anything or getting revenge, she wouldn’t have hidden like this. I don’t know when it would be and how it would be but I need to prepare for anything that can come
to us in the future.
“It’s okay, don’t give up. Continue to look for her. If you ever manage to spot her, get her immediately. Don’t let her sl*p away” Derek sighed and nodded at me. At the same time, Lisa came to us. She was sweating all over her face and her n*eck. Did she run? What’s wrong with her?
“Alpha… It’s obvious… Luna is going to give birth now… can you come? I asked the doctors to go there already..” Lisa’s words stunned me.
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Emilina is going to give birth? Now? But she’s not seven months pregnant. It was just six and half I think… F u c k.. I cursed under my breath as I felt my sanity was going insane. I said nothing but ran out of the packhouse. I ran to the house as fast as I could. When I arrived at the house, Luan was the first one to run to me. 1 picked him up and k*ssed his face hurrying my steps upstairs to our room. The moment I stepped in, I saw Emilina who’s struggling from pain. Her eyes fell on me. Tears welled up in her eyes and she immediately looked away biting her l*ps. I bet she was trying so hard not to scream. I put Luan on the ground and patted his head.
“Baby, do you mind staying with uncle Derek for a while? He will give you piggy backs Luan giggled and nodded at me as he ran out of the room. I know that Derek will be here in a few seconds. After Luan left, I went to Emilina.
“Doctors are coming, or do you want me to take you to the hospital?” I stroked her already wet hair. Her hand gripped mine and she shook her head. I have no idea what’s the meaning behind the shake of her head.
“Lucias…. I can’t…. Please… it hurts…” Her nails were digging into my arm as she whimpered from pain. This is painful…. I’ve never seen her like this before. A shudder ran through my chest. The pain of seeing her like this rocked inside of me. Was it also like this when she had Luan? I wasn’t even there for her… The pain in my chest worsened and guilt added to it making me feel devastated.
“I’ll take you to the hospital,” I said, picking her up. Her water bag had already broken, when I picked her up the liquid dripped down through her legs.
“It.. wasn’t like this before… just save the baby…” I felt my legs going numb as a result of the way her words affected me. It wasn’t like this before? Just sayé the baby? No f u c k i n g way… I need both… I need them both, not only the child.
“Relax, I’m taking you to the hospital. Can’t wait for doctors to come and fix everything” She was burying her face against my n*eck, hugging me tighter. I wasted no time but carefully hurried my steps down from the stairs and saw Derck and Lisa were already there.
“Take care of Luan” With that, I left the house. I arrived at the hospital and immediately took her into the labor room. Emilina was whimpering and biting my shoulders because of the pain. Still, she didn’t use much force to bite me. I know that she’s feeling something that I would never be able to understand.
“Hurry up…. I need both my baby and my wife safe and alive. You got it? Hurry up!” The doctors rushed into the labor room and closed the door. I wanted to go in so badly but Emilina didn’t let me. She didn’t want me to come in. Therefore, I
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stayed outside. I patiently waited while my heart was hammering inside of my rib cage. I felt crazy and nervous. I roamed in front of the room while my mind was busy thinking about her. And what hurt me the most was her words from earlier. And my mind didn’t help me at all, her words are like a recorder in my head and her expression was living rent free in my mind.
The more I thought about it, the more my heart was covered with fear. I closed my eyes and tried to calm myself down because I need to be relaxed at this point. But how can I f u c k i n g be relaxed when my brain could only think about the look she had on her face? I don’t want to lose her. Not after everything I’ve done to get her back to me. I don’t know what I will do to myself if I ever lose her now. I did everything for her and now please… don’t make me lose her. Suddenly, I heard Emilina’s scream inside of the labor room. My hands were already shaking but it worsened hearing her painful scream. I’m scared… I just wanted to go in and check on her but I couldn’t do it. All I could do was just wait there.
“Daddy…”
I looked at the direction that Luan’s voice came from to see that he was there with Derek. He jogged towards me and jumped into my arms. I ignored how weak I am right now, as I picked him up. His little hands wrapped around my n*eck and he watched me with a cute smile. He has no idea what’s happening now. He’s just so small and I don’t want him to lose his mommy. Nothing will happen to Emilina but this b l o o d y thought is horrifying me and controlling me.
“He said he needed you, Alpha. So I had to take him here” Derek muttered, coming to me. I nodded at him.
That’s fine… Luan is here with me and I feel myself becoming a little bit calm now but still the pounding heart inside my chest didn’t show any sign of slowing down. It kept pounding to the pinnacle. I’m scared… I’m just f u c k i n g scared right now. I sat on the bench in the waiting area near the room. I spent hours there and had completely lost my sanity now. After a while, I saw the door of the room opening. I shot up from the bench and dragged myself towards the doctors who came out. I don’t want to listen to any bad news.. I just want to hear that she’s fine and the baby
is fine.
“How is she?” I asked them but they didn’t answer me. I waited for them to say something to me but their silence began to kill me slowly.
I gave Luan to Derek and pushed the f u c k i n g doctors aside as I walked inside the room. As I entered, my whole b*dy went numb and numb seeing the blood on the bed. So much blood… and Emilina was there on the bed and still blood dripping down through her legs. What… What happened? I paced near the bed and looked
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at her pale face. She’s as pale as a white sheet. Her l*ps are parted slightly and those. pink l*ps which were so alive are just dried now… however the baby was nowhere to be seen. What’s happening? I felt my wolf was scared and howling from fear. Only him? I was also scared… I’ve never ever been this scared until now.
“Lina….” I caressed her hair. Her hair was so f u c k i n g wet as if she had taken a shower now but I know that it was because of the sweat. She didn’t respond, I dragged my eyes through her b*dy and stopped staring at the blood. How much blood did she lose? Is it normal for pregnant women? But I don’t think so… it’s normal for losing blood but not this much.
“Alpha, the baby” A nurse came as she handed me a little tiny baby. I took the baby into my arms and looked at the little face. The eyes are already opened. The same blue eyes as mine. I didn’t even know the gender of this baby. Emilina said it would be a boy because she feels like that. With that thought in my head, I moved. the cloth aside and checked but it wasn’t a boy. It was a girl. Beautiful… I clenched my jaws and looked at Emilina.
“Why is she still bleeding?” I questioned the nurse. She looked at me and then, moved her eyes to Emilina. Please… I don’t want to listen to anything painful. Say that this is just a temporary blood loss and she will be fine and open her eyes in a few minutes… That’s what my mind was begging to hear.
“Luna had a hard time giving birth and she lost too much blood. Doctors tried to stop her from bleeding but they couldn’t. She’s not bleeding like before but still does…” She’s still bleeding….. No…. I don’t want… What’s this?
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